Look over the last year since January 2013, and see if you can find any common themes (common underlying issues – ie – anger, or self worth, or lack of follow through, etc.) that are playing out repetitively in your life. How are you self sabotaging? And be totally honest with yourself – it’s only You and your ego in this Now moment. Right now, before the end of this year, it is the perfect time to do this exercise so you don’t carry outstanding lessons forward with you, unresolved.
Without thinking about it too much – off the top of your head, what is the common core issue that emerges in your life since January 2013? Center yourself in your Heart and feel it a bit deeper now. What do you come up with? Between October – December of any given year, the cosmic pressure is on to wrap up any unlearned lessons that have presented themselves to you. It is a keen moment in the yearly cycle (10th, 11th and 12th months) to find and resolve any core issue(s). Those that are required for you to learn to move forward are most definitely rearing their heads by November, an entire month of illumination! Resolving a core issue just may domino and free other smaller issues that seem to cripple us so rapidly, allowing us to get back on track and tuned into our hearts once again. Afterall, this is a large reason why we are so emotional – our perspective does not match our reality and our ego does not know how to let go of its own Mental creation. If we address the core issue, the illusions we created while avoiding the wound, will seemingly disappear.
Spend some time focused on and in reflection of that main core issue to find resolution without getting distracted by everything else on your proverbial (and not so proverbial) plate. Once you recognize the core issue at hand you can find the emotional trigger, and consequently, the seed experience that created it. Often, if we change our dominant perspective of the moment that the seed was being ‘planted’, we can change the entire experience in our lives Now – even if it is well after the initial occurrence. You just need to know which perspective needs to be changed. This is what I refer to as collapsing timelines. Once you get to the ‘bottom of’ any given thing, everything that took place after this experience will alter within, to provide the appropriate reflection of outer experience in your present reality. But first we must be willing to feel it, in order to recognize it and then heal it, thus achieving a state of transcendence. How many illusions have we created for ourselves by a-voiding feeling the discomfort of the void? This sounds like such an oxymoron to me. What is this secret fear that compels each of us to do such things? Is it a Universal fear of knowing our own pain?
And what if we allowed ourselves to enter the Void, to permeate within the discomfort of not knowing, and chose to live in this garden of realized potentials?
Just who do you think we would become?
I will continue and expand some of these ideas in my next blog post titled ~ Entering The Feminine – New Logos for Personal Alchemy. Please subscribe to my blog so you do not miss the next installment!
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