What Are Your New Year’s Re-Soul-Utions?
My re-soul-ution for 2014 is allowance. Through allowance I receive greater insight and Truth to make my choices in each moment, and to live my life by. Seeing a bigger and more real picture, I am armed with knowledge; if this knowledge is applied according to Universal Law, it will transform into clear revelation of inner Truth. Creating a conscious practice of allowance will bring me into alignment with my true Self. Structurally, this will generate a foundation of impeccability creating the framework for an even deeper authenticity, which will also attract equal integrity into my world. This is what it is all about in my opinion. Ascension, that is. Becoming more of who we really are.
Just what am I focused on the allowance of? The cornerstone for my New Year’s Resolution is allowing myself to be pulled by the excitement in my heart from moment to moment. This means being more of me, and therefore allowing you to be more of you. I am committed to allowing my heart’s Truth to dictate my choices and decisions, and allowing my mind to show me The Way; taking physical action when both are aligned. I am focusing on being deeply real with myself, and thus allowing an authentic heart based reality to manifest in my world. (Do you want to read more about authenticity and finding your True Self? Check out my blog titled: The Journey To Your Authentic Self!)
I realize in practicing allowance I must be more receptive – more open and in tune with my own feminine energy. When you allow, you open yourself to receive. Not an easy task for someone who has lived through a history of being a service oriented giver, raised by a family that had a tendency to over-nurture. Realizing this, I ask myself why I was a giver? Was it nature? Or nurture? Or from something that manifested from even deeper within? Why did I choose to adopt this behavior? No doubt it feels good to give and to share of yourself – but what happens when we take this sentiment to an extreme? Was it that I enjoyed self sacrificing? Not so much. In fact, that would always end up infuriating me after the patterns turned into cycles that would continue to play out in time. Yet I assisted in perpetuating them. Looking back over the blurry lines of what appears to be this one lifetime, I realize that my inability to graciously receive set a precedent that quite literally trapped me within a false paradigm, not allowing myself to fully and wholely blossom into my own Authentic Self. Due to the familial and societal deprogramming of the Divine connection to one’s own Self, joy inched its way out of my life. I realize this occurrence caused my integrity to dwindle as I began taking action and living my life for all of the ‘wrong’ reasons – to please others, to pay my bills, to keep my commitments…for every logical reason I could find, but not for reasons of my own heart.
In establishing deeper roots to this Divine connection and experiencing this last few weeks from this vantage, it has been immensely revealing for me. I have had quite a long stretch of ‘holiday’ this season, and I am entirely grateful for every moment of it. I have come to realize so much more of who I am, who I am becoming, and most importantly (to me anyway!) – is why all of this is as it is. If I can Know any one thing that is in my own life, as a result of The Principle of Correspondence, I can also have the framework to Know it in the greater perspective of our reality – since as above, so it is below; and as below, so it is above.
Since My Re-Birth in Tikal ~ December 2012, this last year has really served as a detox of my ‘old life’, and of who I was programmed to be. In allowing myself to be tuned into this most delicate and sacred place in my heart and by consciously finding tools to assist in transmuting any resistance, I am able to consistently align with who I have chosen to become long before this physical incarnation. Skipping forward to the most recent moments of my year end celebrations – this is the first time in a few years that all of my siblings and my father have made it back together for Christmas. I am left with a wholeness I have not consciously experienced before now. Through openness, allowance and Truth, a deeper Knowing now exists. Like a thousand lifetimes of karmic debris has now been cleared away, and a new clarity reigns over my life, and in my world. Through my own personal time in reflection over the last few years, I am able to peer into my ancestral mirrors with a depth I feel quite honored to possess. So many of the little revelations I have been blessed with along The Way, all seem to clearly connect with precision and meaning that I could only begin to fathom right Now.
This should prove to be an entirely exciting and life changing year ahead! Not only for me, but for all of us on this planet. The energy of this year of 2014 is of Freedom through relationship with The Other. In doing so, we will also have the opportunity to come face to face with our own inner divinity. Have we learned our lessons and turned our experience(s) into the wisdom to grow from? When I tune into the energy of this year, I see a picture of strength and a year for our collective chains to be broken allowing our stories to be transformed into something completely new. This is the year for our karmic bonds to shatter allowing a new paradigm of Love to emerge.
Are you willing to be lead by the joy in your heart? Do you feel worthy of being a star?
Wishing Everyone An Inspiring And Happy New Year for 2014!