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Leave Me Alone, Mom!

Aaaand here she is! Okalani has landed.

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Little LambZey was officially named: Okalani Zeytinoglu Lamb on October 4, 2014 6:26am

We have been blissfully taking in all of her magnificence ever since! She has been growing and learning at such a rapid pace it seems.

Most recently, take a little peek at who’s been sucking that thumb all the way to dreamland!

Wait for it…..

(Take note of her right hand after I temporarily woke her from her slumber)

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A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part III

For your convenience, here are links to: A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part I and A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part II.

I seemed to be well on my way after giving birth to Alecks, yet within only a few years I began to feel dissatisfied with my life. How did this happen? I thought I finally knew what “I” wanted. Who would have thought there were so many layers to me! I was now a mother with a school age daughter; life was full of demands and it seemed to be time to enter back into ‘the real world’ again. Into the workforce – more awake and more aware, but sadly just as stuck. I was macro managing, rather than micro managing. Definitely biting off more than I could chew. I was focused on changing the big things while attempting to ignore the smaller nuances that I have now grown to give so much credence to. Although I was speaking my truth when it really mattered to me in the macro, there were many times that I let things slide if they weren’t completely outrageous in the micro. Quite backwards by my own standards today. We must always keep in mind that it is the little things that count, since that will be the foundation for the bigger things to manifest.

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“How do your layers affect you?”

I succumbed to the outside pressure that I needed to fit into a particular role and do what everyone around me has always done. Entrenched in the making of yet another co-created spiral, I could feel myself shutting down. These seemingly small items would build up making me appear petty and irrational as my emotional reserves progressively overflowed. Consciously, I would look at the circumstances and see it was truly not that bad, yet I would feel so robbed and cheated more deeply within. This most definitely was not a logical process that I could think myself through, and I honestly did not make sense to myself. Not understanding this ominous feeling of displeasure lightly dusted with freshly rendezvoused tones of freedom, like a bull in a china shop I forged ahead with the plans I had made for my life. I felt a great panic come over me as once again my true self quickly became a distant memory…

In the autumn of 2009 I got my wake up call. The Universe provided me with a way out of my ongoing turmoil, and I got very sick. Dis-ease has a special way of providing us with new direction. Obviously this was the catalyst I needed. It all began with stomach ulcers – obviously I was not able to stomach my life. Then came cellulitis in my finger, and then bronchitis leading to pneumonia, coinciding with a slew of other phantom symptoms. It was as if my immune system just shut down. My glorious lungs and the grief they have loyally held for me have been my greatest ally in showing me this narrow opening out of my personal hell. Rather than seeking medical intervention, I decided to allow the Universe to decide what was best for me. I chose to allow myself to heal naturally for as long as I could, if I could – not knowing if I would actually make it through. And if anything could go wrong, it did. I had every reason to doubt what I was doing, yet I didn’t. These supposed setbacks actually allowed me to re-establish self trust, showing me that the box others were encouraging me to fit into was most definitely not the path I was meant to walk. And quite literally and metaphorically, I was at a dead end. Knowing this, I was able to revolutionize the path I was on.

I began to work on what I now understand to be one of my main lessons in this incarnation – LETTING GO. Whether I stayed on this planet or left this planet, I now understood that I needed to let go. And that I had a lot to let go of. It was certainly time to Lighten up! My options seemed a little bleak since I hadn’t left myself much leeway at this point. Let go of everything, or let go of everything. For the first time in my life I was left silent, and this allowed me to listen. Not so much to all of those voices around me, but I was still enough to really begin to listen to this powerful presence within. And I was humbled.

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“Life is too short to be distracted by the opinions of others.”

After 4 months of ongoing dis-ease and illness, I was quite weak. Not knowing what was wrong with me, I was able to remain fearlessly grateful for and very conscious of each and every moment I was still alive and breathing. I was learning to live in the moment, rather than for the future. The more I let go, the easier this was, and the healthier I became. In this short time I let go of my job, my relationship, my bills, control over my health or any other perceived worry I had previously entertained – and once again I focused on each second I could spend with my daughter. I left my health in God`s hands and allowed myself to be guided by Love, listening intently for any clues that could pull me deeper into Love. Not surprisingly most of these indicators came through Alecks, and through the feedback from my very own body. And again, I began to focus on Love in each and every moment. In this still weakened state I made a silent vow that I surrendered my life to God or whatever was out there that created me, and all of this. In that moment of testimony I vowed that I would do whatever was best for me to do, for the greatest good of All. Whatever I came here to do, I would do it. And only God could possibly Know what that was at this point. Obviously I did not know what I was doing having squandered my life essence to be in the condition I was in, barely reaching the age of 30. Again, something needed to change. I finally learned to surrender to this invisible force called the Universe. And through this, I was brought face to face with a brand new purpose.

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“You will be guided from within, at levels beyond your conscious awareness to navigate the depths of some of the experiential rites of passage. The keywords here are trust and surrender.”

ALCHEMY AND ANCESTRAL HEALING

The more I became still, the more I learned just how fluid this reality really was. If I could just find a way to alter my thought processes – especially the well engrained ancestral stories I was living out, I could actually see the nuances in the feedback system to show me how any given belief:

  1. Affected my world
  2. Affected others in my world
  3. Affected my own self,

by the natural reactions I observed. Through this healing process, I could see that after spending so much time alone, just how my thoughts and words would change based on the people that came around me. Imagine my surprise when I realized that I liked myself a lot more when my beloved family was not around me. A startling revelation and a remarkable feedback system that has served as the foundation for so much of my personal philosophy, even before I was aware of the Universal Law and Principles. This was most definitely the beginning of my personal Apocalypse – the revelation of my mystical awakening.

As I played with these new found awareness’, remarkably I began to understand that changing my perspective would also change the story I was telling, allowing my thoughts to morph and shift more readily as well. The test always involved the world out there challenging my own integrity or inner code, much like it did before. This was exceptionally true with regards to my family; those that have been in my life the longest; with those who knew the old me the best. To continue to fit in with the majority of their ideals and the roles I have played for them by aligning with their expectations, ultimately meant I would hold myself back from self love, self acceptance and overall wellness – not being in alignment with my true self.

Rather than remain stalemated with everyone in anger:

  1. For not allowing me to be the new me
  2. For not changing with me
  3. For not making it easier for me to change,

I embraced the challenge I was presented with, and turned it into an opportunity to become something greater than that which I previously was. I used Ho’oponopono and The Law of Forgiveness, and transformed this perceived limitation into something I could be grateful for. FINALLY. This freshly revised attitude allowed me to see that they were all providing me with my measure of growth. They were also teaching me to let go. As I let go, I rose out of the spiral that held me hostage for most of my life. The more they did not understand me, the healthier I became. And with each of these ego modifications came a plethora of options that were not available to me only moments before. Scattered within these options were the same temptations that formerly kept me trapped; using free will to ensure my lessons were being learned. I was truly beginning to see what is meant by a self learning Universe, if one is conscious enough to receive the gifts, rather than begrudge the circumstance that the lesson came through.

My world progressively opened up and quite frankly, I never did look back. Once you Know something, you Know it. There is no un-Knowing it. I was most definitely on a mission now and whatever that might be, I was determined to find it. Over the next year into 2010, I gained strength and healed my ailments through this inner pull that was aligned with the frequency of Love. Love has ultimately lead me through my genetically co-created self destruct program we have labelled as fate, and miraculously to the precise doorway that leads to my Destiny.

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“Love is my ~magic carpet ride~”

There were definitive moments when I actually saw darkness leave my spectrum of reality and I witnessed a lighter world emerge. I spent many paranoid months feeling like Jim Carrey in my own personal Truman Show. It was as if I was on the inside of an etch-a-sketch and someone or something was giving me that fresh start I was seeking. I saw that there most definitely was ‘GOD’ and that when I am aware of ‘HIM’, ‘HE’ is aware of ‘ME’. Through this ebb and flow we call life, getting to know GOD has allowed me to also know myself better. I know I was made in the image of this GOD, or in the image of this Universe; and that we have been given Universal Laws to easily navigate through the experience of these images and archetypes that we have co-created through programming and free will. I also Know that GOD is truly benevolent, and so am I. At any point we can reset the program and/or add more Love to it. When we Know better, we do better.

If you change the root level story and respond to the synchronicity that it brings you, you will seamlessly change your life. If you do this with the root intention of Love, the outcome will all-ways be benevolent. When you don’t like something, embrace it to make it that and more. A well tuned mystic Knows that alchemy is a tool that allows you the ability to change your story. From apathy to ONEder. Or from lead to gold.

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“You are an alchemist; make gold of that.”

William Shakespeare

Look out for the last installment – A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part IV!

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Change Is Alchemy

WELCOME TO THE NEW AGE

Drop all of your should haves and could haves and turn them into an “I WILL”! It is time to use your will, and the best use for the past is to impact the NOW. Change the experience you are inevitably immersed in, rather than use tones of guilt and regret for that which will irrevocably repeat, unless YOU change it NOW. And as long as you are hanging onto it through buried negative emotion, you will NOT be able to change it, or your experience of it. This will keep you from rising above the perpetuation of that which you do not enjoy.

Instead of eliminating and cutting off the negative emotion, why not use it to benevolently fuel creation. There is never anything to regret if you transform it into something new – this is alchemy. Change your focus and use the old to create the new. Change is the only option for a benevolent and harmonious life – up your frequency and adopt a new perspective! How you witness your world is just as important as what you do!

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“I am the eye of my own storm. The watcher of my reality.”

Interdimensional Goddess

Hint: Change is the only constant and no-thing can change unless you are willing to let go of it. When we try to make things stay the same and hang onto them, they are actually forced to change and we waste a lot of our energy attempting to hold them firmly in place. If we are attached to any outcome and don’t allow things to change, then we must change in order to hang on to them – most times in ways that are not in alignment with our true self. I would classify this as black magic. So many of us have lost ourselves in this process. Once we let things go and watch them change, we step into the real-eyes-ation that as much as they change, they will all-ways stay the same! The backwards paradox in the land of collapsing paradigms!

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“Change is the essence of life.”

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A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part II

For your convenience, here is a link to A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part I.

IN DUALITY, MY STORY CONTINUES…

I became brilliant at hiding these differences and all of the nuances that I perceived, not letting anyone know that anything was out of the ordinary at all. Thankfully there were obvious reminders that I seeded for myself, making it apparent to me no matter how I pretended and tried to forget; rock bottom was not my native homeland. My instinctual Knowing was not a vibrational match to the world I fell into. My co-ordinates were obviously skewed as I continued to spiral.

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“A mystic with a veiled heart is like a sailor without a compass.”

Interdimensional Goddess

Feeling much like a mermaid out of water, I remembered another world not so far off and wondered how I could be here in this one, right now. By the time I was in double digits I was praying to whoever was out there that if I was indeed on the wrong planet, to come and retrieve me and to take me to my home. Yes, I was one of those kids that believed in ET’s, and I would often make emotional appeals that I had no idea if anyone was truly listening to. Considering the downward spiral I was stuck in and my fallen status with the Universe, I can only begin to imagine who was receiving these requests! This particular plea preceded a long string of peculiar and baffling health issues that escalated for 15 years until I became pregnant with my daughter. As I stopped taking all of my prescribed medications and refocused myself, my symptoms began to fade out of my life as well. Much of my life circumstances were anything but normal or average within the context of my experiences. And on top of it all I was a female and left handed, yet not artistically and outwardly creative as most imagined I would have been. Perhaps this was all left over karmic debris that nurtured my expanding fears of retribution for playing the role of the infamous other in countless more lifetimes. These well rutted channels of self protection were deeply embedded in my cell structure, seemingly from another time and from another place.

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“A man may be born, but in order to be born he must first die, and in order to die he must first awake.”

George Gurdjieff

DOWN IN THE DEPTHS OF ROCK BOTTOM

I finally came to a point where I realized that I had to crawl out of the safe confines within the rubble of my own crumbling facade. Through the ongoing emotional turbulence and negative self talk, hell froze over and I was completely numb. Being pregnant with my daughter 9 years ago was just the miracle I needed because in hiding myself from myself, I had forgotten how to love. Quite simply, being pregnant brought love back into my life. And that presence of life and love within was once again sparked and so I was able to re-establish a relationship with my own feelings, and with my own heart. Little did I know that in this process I was unwittingly giving birth to a brand new me also.

Within the first week of Alecksandria’s birth, I understood that this little girl was going to become…just like me!

Uh oh!

Something needed to change – fast – and the onus was on me to embrace it. One thing was for sure, my love for this child far outweighed any amount of medication, programming and conditioning I received. I still find it amazing that I was so willing to poison myself, but not at all willing to poison this child! There was hope for me after all! Because of Alecksandria, I was able to grasp a whole new perspective of life that I was not able to break through previously. She was the catalyst required to inspire me to hang up my well worn victim hat for good. Slowly, as I began to thaw, I consciously chipped away at this archetypal and ancestral static in my DNA. It has required plenty of ongoing TLC to have any success in understanding this abstract process, and to be able to move myself beyond what seemed like never ending cycles of self limitation. I knew I had to change me, or she too would follow in mommy’s well established footsteps and eventually allow herself to be poisoned as well. It was time to empower myself so that I could finally explore what I had been hiding from for so long. Deep within, I knew it was time to let go of my self restricting comfort zone, and all of those years I begrudgingly worked so hard to create this false self — and begin to build anew. This time, instead of hiding my individuality from the world, I fully embraced that THIS is my gift to share.

ANOTHER PARADOX UNVEILED

It is your own perspective (however limited or unlimited it is) that drives your personal experience through action. The gift and inherent curse of duality is: Difference. Focusing on any perceived difference is apt to fuel the formation of judgment. Alchemically speaking, the inherent gift easily transforms into a curse when through judgment we begin over-identifying with either polarity of any given experience for any length of time. Yet, how could we evolve if no one ever allowed their differences to be known? Astrologically speaking, it will be another 26 000 years before another version just like “ME” or just like “YOU” can manifest on this planet! Be YOU Now. The YOUniverse ask nothing more of you! The most harmonious way to collectively achieve this state of difference while simultaneously maintaining oneness, is by focusing on our own uniqueness.

EUREKA!

Most of us didn’t realize that these unauthorized ideas were possible to reach and maintain, much less that they actually existed in our so called modern era. Throughout my life, I never thought of myself as well grounded, however I was well conditioned and did my very best to keep from getting lost in my own ideas, visions and dreams, even though this is what came so naturally to me. I would have never classified myself in this way – as a mystic – even though everything that I have always loved has been tucked away in this elusive realm. Because these ideas were diminished by and clashed with our present reality, I attempted to turn my back on them. In essence this meant that I was turning my back on myself. I endeavored to conform myself to the consensus reality and live that average life that no one bats an eyelash at. However, it always became glaringly clear that this was most definitely NOT ME. It worked well for short stints of time until I ran out of room inside; until I could no longer hide my gross dissatisfaction as I lost touch with who I truly was more and more. Did I want this innocent baby I was admiring to suffer this same fate? Consequently this is the question that flipped my entire world upside down.

Oh yeah, down there at rock bottom, that empty version of me that I was living in the shadow of; that version of me that everyone else was so comfortable with me being; the one I wanted my little girl to be NOTHING like...

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“By being responsible for our own transformation and by taking committed action to live our lives creatively, joyfully and successfully we become the phoenix rising.”

Yes. That one. In order to find my true self, I had to turn my back on her. Her patterns, her cycles, her logic and her way of functioning in this world, while embracing the lessons that she brought to me for so long. That well groomed, man-made, peer pressured version of myself that lived up to the expectations of everyone but that of her own heart – she suffered extensively. I understood deeply that if not for this deeply wounded version of me, I would not be who I am today. In the deed of this socially rebellious act of becoming a phoenix – reinventing my own ego and changing my own story – I had to rise above considerable judgment and incriminating hearsay in order to maintain my own frequency, and therefore my own inherent integrity. As soon as I would explain myself or defend myself in any given situation, I would simultaneously put myself right back into that particular karmic sequence, keeping my own destiny continually at bay. I was making little if any headway in the cosmic scheme of my microcosmic experience and often felt I was going crazy as I began separating myself from this thoroughly programmed life. And for me, there was not a lot of joy to be harvested from that status quo ebb and flow of fear and survival, in the land of the walking dead. As Albert Einstein said, the definition of insanity is: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. I did plenty of this throughout my life, and it all needed to fall apart, to come back together.

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Look out for my next installment – A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part III!

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Recipe For A Joy-Full Life ~ Free Tool

ARE YOU READY TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE?

With practice, these four steps will change your life! They will create a solid foundation at the root of your reality that you can take with you and apply to everything you do! Once you practice these simple steps, you will re-program yourself with habits that work for you. With new information and a new focus, the age of self-limitation can be over!

1. Stay in the NOW.

2. When something feels good – DO THAT!

3. When something doesn’t feel good – stay in your heart and move through it, making choices that bring you closer to something that feels good!

4. Start again.

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Reference for this article: The Law of Self and The Law of Cycles

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A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part I

WHAT IS A MYSTIC?

Mystics are sci­en­tists of their own inherent divinity. Those who consciously experience the subtleties of the world within, before it is pro­jected outward and lived through in this physical realm, without. Since a mystic realizes that there is much more to real­ity than what is captured by the phys­i­cal eyes and through the intel­lect alone, it allows one to be open to long buried ideas such as the Universal Laws and Principles. The entirety of life and of the uni­verse at large is regarded as a mys­tery to be unrav­eled, from the micro to the macro, its inherent value is at the root of the mystical experience. The mystic seeks Truth through contemplation and self surrender in order to attain unity within, and so with all things, while remaining aligned with one’s own unique integrity or inner code. To be a mystic is to walk the line, and to live a paradoxical life.

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“Are You A Mystic?”

A mystic tends to look at ordinary things as manifestations of a miraculous and infinite source of wisdom. How can this be true? When you become more consciously aware of Universal Laws and Principles, you will naturally become multidimensional. This means that you will experience every single thing from many vantages at once. How else can we speed up our evolution without outrageously over-extending our life expectancy? The more you focus your intention, attention and therefore your energy in this direction, the more wisdom you will reap. Do yourself a favor and Discover More! If you spend as little as 30 days authentically focusing yourself on this root knowledge, your life will freely reorganize itself. As you surrender to this path and allow your life to inevitably fall apart, you can empower yourself to see through real-eyes, and realize that this too has only been a frozen and illusory perspective. In fact, you can choose to have the exalting experience of: your life falling together! Witness the world from your higher self’s perspective! Imagine now that you are able to actually lift yourself up by seeing through the single eye of your higher self in the peak of your subjective experience.

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“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I will meet you there.”

Rumi

When you live in your authentic Truth, plugged into and in flow with the Universe, you have a certain Omni access to the BIG PICTURE. You become the eye of the storm. From this vantage, what is it that you really want to focus on?

UNVEILING THE SLEEPING MYSTIC

I realize only now at the tender age of 35, that I was indeed born a mystic. And to some degree or another, right now we have an entire planet of sleeping mystics. The only way another can ever tell you that you are a mystic is if they bring you through a series of awakenings or initiations designed to tune you into ‘non-local’ realms of existence. Otherwise, I don’t feel that anyone can truly know this to be true but you, yourself. And consequently no one can give you this title, but you. On some level you must recognize this for yourself first and set yourself outside the norm of the collective that you are immersed within, for another to be able to do the same to you, and for you. Silently within, the wheels are set into motion when you give another permission to come into your reality to bring you an opportunity for a co-creative experience together. According to Universal Law, As Within, So Without. When you are truly ready to consciously and intentionally live through this supernatural reality, someone from the outside world will come upon you through the Law of Attraction to honor your vibrational request for the experience that you have lined up with.

teacher“Teachers open the door but you must walk through it yourself.”

YET, WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO WAIT FOR PERMISSION

As they say, when you are ready, the teacher will appear – for those with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. It is always up to you to walk through this door, or to walk away. This is the double edged sword of free will, with our ego squarely in the driver’s seat. And it seems that home to the ego is actually focused in the opposite direction to the home of the higher self! Now that was a novel idea for a collective experience of limitation! So depending on whether you are in your ego mind, or in your divine mind, dictates how you perceive each idea and experience of life in any given moment, giving way to the paradigm of good and bad that so many people are stuck in. There is no right or wrong answer, there is only the Right answer – for you. This exhibits an example of the funny little paradoxes that befall us as we make our way through the structures and systems that were set up to foster and support our collective development. Those safe and familiar paradigms that we have clung to actually house the belief systems that we feel stagnated and limited by, as we ready ourselves for the individuation of our authentic self in physical form.

As a young child, empathic and pretty awake amid a sleeping world, I sensed this differentiation between my true desires and what the world deemed acceptable, and I hid the things that did not meet other people’s standards. I always associated this with shame, which may have been true to me at the time. Yet, this is merely a child’s perspective. I now see a deeper reality where it was out of self perseverance that I felt any shame at all. From this perspective I have now, a God send really. If I was in an unaccepting reality, instinctively and quite naturally I would recoil myself from a psychically toxic and polluted world. I would naturally hide this ever so delicate and most real aspect of myself safely beneath the empty mask of acceptable societal virtue, while simultaneously shielding myself using a false veneer to become that which was not natural at all. I was caught in a vicious cycle, lacking any conscious reference for how to get out of it. I will refer to this experience as being caught in a downward spiral. Living my life this way left me not only perpetually tired and spiritually numb, but it also created the eventual manifestation of a personal deadness towards life, leading into yet greater expressions of emotional and bodily dis-ease. Surely, I believed that it would never be safe enough to be me as I gingerly spiraled down to my new home called rock bottom.

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“Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.”

J.K. Rowling

The next post in this series will be titled A SLEEPING MYSTIC AWAKENS PART II

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There Is Malware In Mommy!

WHERE DO THESE CRAZY IDEAS COME FROM?

Let me begin with a little story, only it begins in the Here and Now rather than Once Upon a Time…

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BEST SNOW DAY EVER
Tuesday January 7, 2014
Whenever I require a boost in my creativity or a shift in my focus, my very own Earth Angel aka Alecksandria is impulsed to serve as my muse. If I am willing to surrender my ego and allow myself to be led by my child, I am always left with some kind of life altering awareness. In this particular circumstance Alecks came to me asking if she could play a free video game online. She padded her request by telling me that it was called “Legend of Angels”, knowing I would resonate with the theme. I felt through her request and something felt off to me. I told her I didn’t really think it was great and it most likely had a virus attached to it. She was clearly disappointed. I went to check it out for myself as I allowed myself to sit with her suggestion a bit longer, and it struck me that it was not necessarily a virus but that it perhaps had Malware of some sort. Now piqued by this new information, Alecks looked at me with her big eyes and innocently asked me, “Mommy, what is Malware?” In this moment, I was able to simplify the idea of Malware down to the idea of computer language. I explained how some programs speak a bit of slang, and maybe have a few ‘bad words’ that it would teach her computer as it communicated with the program. It would likely not be detected until her computer tried to speak to a program that had a cleaner language, and then it may cause lagging or looping to occur as they are not able to connect messages as clearly as they were before Malware was introduced to the system. Mind boggling concepts for an 8 year old no doubt. She was letting this new information sink in, and so was I. Suddenly, I felt my heart begin to glow warmly, and I was inspired to expand further. Now comes the moment for my lesson to be revealed!
For those of you who do not know me personally, I am a freedom loving kind of lady! And very into open and honest self expression. Authenticity is the name of my game! However, in this moment the most Truthful thing I knew I had to do, was to use myself as a perfect example of: Malware!
There have been times that just by the process of association, like anyone else, I have picked up some language that is not necessarily impeccable. I now realize that this has created a huge distortion in my vibration. It may even have been enough to keep me from reaching the heights of my full positive potential. I readily admit that I have also impacted others in perpetuating improper and less than impeccable use of language. Using any kind of slang is an interesting concept. It is alluring mostly because not everyone partakes, and it allows us to feel passionate in new ways. We must remember that here in duality, with good also comes bad. And using lower frequency words definitely gives duality an unspoken stronghold over your life. Giving into this intrigue created a distortion in the expression of my own Truth and this did not allow me to retain the ability to communicate as clearly, or as effectively. It is the higher frequencies we choose to maintain in between the actions we take that allows us to experience more flow and synchronicity in our lives.
As I confessed to my little one that mommy has surely contributed to corrupting her with a form of Malware, and that this was going to change ~ her stance relaxed and in that moment she understood all that I was inspired to convey to her. The Holy Instant. Satisfied with our conversation and releasing all resistance to not getting what she initially wanted, she asked me to help her get ready to go outside and play in the snow. THE END.
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A WITNESS TO MY OWN HEALING PROCESS
I would consider this conversation with Alecks to be somewhat out of the ordinary. I Know her energy and being born on the 11th day of the month, she came to this planet to Serve as a gateway for illumination. Adding to the day of her entry, she was given a name that naturally vibrates to the libraries of Alexandria, Egypt. Her essence oozes with this wisdom, yet a child’s delicate ego is in between. Needless to say, when these moments arise – I am keen to listen. And this is always my clue to really tune in and pay attention. In my own healing processes that I have developed, I Know that when I allow myself to be aware of my own shadow and actually embrace it rather than hide myself from myself, I take a giant leap in the process of my evolution. Through my understanding of Universal Law, I Know that as I remove my own resistance my world will shift to provide me with clues. What was hidden will begin to appear. The onus is on me to notice. When I am aware, I can not only Know better, but I am also able to do better ~ if I am willing to accept ALL of myself! In creating my foundation based on Universal Law, Divine Timing is free to flow in the same stream with man made time, allowing the magic of synchronicity to readily blossom before my very eyes. In this instance, I have consciously become the cause of an uplifted effect that is now activated to reveal itself to me. (Read more about Causation and how to personally develop it in your life!) As I excitedly embrace this new opportunity to witness and co-create my own growth, I immerse myself in a bit of research to open more pathways of awareness based on what I have just been presented with.
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New Year’s Re-Soul-Ution 2014

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What Are Your New Year’s Re-Soul-Utions?

My re-soul-ution for 2014 is allowance. Through allowance I receive greater insight and Truth to make my choices in each moment, and to live my life by. Seeing a bigger and more real picture, I am armed with knowledge; if this knowledge is applied according to Universal Law, it will transform into clear revelation of inner Truth. Creating a conscious practice of allowance will bring me into alignment with my true Self. Structurally, this will generate a foundation of impeccability creating the framework for an even deeper authenticity, which will also attract equal integrity into my world. This is what it is all about in my opinion. Ascension, that is. Becoming more of who we really are.

Just what am I focused on the allowance of? The cornerstone for my New Year’s Resolution is allowing myself to be pulled by the excitement in my heart from moment to moment. This means being more of me, and therefore allowing you to be more of you. I am committed to allowing my heart’s Truth to dictate my choices and decisions, and allowing my mind to show me The Way; taking physical action when both are aligned. I am focusing on being deeply real with myself, and thus allowing an authentic heart based reality to manifest in my world. (Do you want to read more about authenticity and finding your True Self? Check out my blog titled: The Journey To Your Authentic Self!)

I realize in practicing allowance I must be more receptive – more open and in tune with my own feminine energy. When you allow, you open yourself to receive. Not an easy task for someone who has lived through a history of being a service oriented giver, raised by a family that had a tendency to over-nurture. Realizing this, I ask myself why I was a giver? Was it nature? Or nurture? Or from something that manifested from even deeper within? Why did I choose to adopt this behavior? No doubt it feels good to give and to share of yourself – but what happens when we take this sentiment to an extreme? Was it that I enjoyed self sacrificing? Not so much. In fact, that would always end up infuriating me after the patterns turned into cycles that would continue to play out in time. Yet I assisted in perpetuating them. Looking back over the blurry lines of what appears to be this one lifetime, I realize that my inability to graciously receive set a precedent that quite literally trapped me within a false paradigm, not allowing myself to fully and wholely blossom into my own Authentic Self. Due to the familial and societal deprogramming of the Divine connection to one’s own Self, joy inched its way out of my life. I realize this occurrence caused my integrity to dwindle as I began taking action and living my life for all of the ‘wrong’ reasons – to please others, to pay my bills, to keep my commitments…for every logical reason I could find, but not for reasons of my own heart.

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In establishing deeper roots to this Divine connection and experiencing this last few weeks from this vantage, it has been immensely revealing for me. I have had quite a long stretch of ‘holiday’ this season, and I am entirely grateful for every moment of it. I have come to realize so much more of who I am, who I am becoming, and most importantly (to me anyway!) – is why all of this is as it is. If I can Know any one thing that is in my own life, as a result of The Principle of Correspondence, I can also have the framework to Know it in the greater perspective of our reality – since as above, so it is below; and as below, so it is above.

Since My Re-Birth in Tikal ~ December 2012, this last year has really served as a detox of my ‘old life’, and of who I was programmed to be. In allowing myself to be tuned into this most delicate and sacred place in my heart and by consciously finding tools to assist in transmuting any resistance, I am able to consistently align with who I have chosen to become long before this physical incarnation. Skipping forward to the most recent moments of my year end celebrations – this is the first time in a few years that all of my siblings and my father have made it back together for Christmas. I am left with a wholeness I have not consciously experienced before now. Through openness, allowance and Truth, a deeper Knowing now exists. Like a thousand lifetimes of karmic debris has now been cleared away, and a new clarity reigns over my life, and in my world. Through my own personal time in reflection over the last few years, I am able to peer into my ancestral mirrors with a depth I feel quite honored to possess. So many of the little revelations I have been blessed with along The Way, all seem to clearly connect with precision and meaning that I could only begin to fathom right Now.

This should prove to be an entirely exciting and life changing year ahead! Not only for me, but for all of us on this planet. The energy of this year of 2014 is of Freedom through relationship with The Other. In doing so, we will also have the opportunity to come face to face with our own inner divinity. Have we learned our lessons and turned our experience(s) into the wisdom to grow from? When I tune into the energy of this year, I see a picture of strength and a year for our collective chains to be broken allowing our stories to be transformed into something completely new. This is the year for our karmic bonds to shatter allowing a new paradigm of Love to emerge.

Are you willing to be lead by the joy in your heart? Do you feel worthy of being a star?

Wishing Everyone An Inspiring And Happy New Year for 2014!

~IG~

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EM~Power~ME

People are just people. They do what they do. You know a person by their Nature or by their vibration (Principle of Vibration), and therefore by their resonance to you. The only reason anyone can ever hurt you is because on some level you gave them the power to do so. Be self responsible, and really go within to find out where you gave your power away and most importantly, ask yourself why you chose this experience. The answers that come to you may surprise you. Opening this door just may allow you to wake up with the clarity you are seeking to make the changes you need to create. Awareness Empowers.

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Your ‘future self’ will thank you for finding the power to make this jump!

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~IG~

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The Problem And The Solution

I would like to express my gratitude to my dad for initiating the conversation that created the space for these ideas to unfold…

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YOU MUST ADMIT YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM TO BECOME PART OF THE SOUL(U)TION!
(And “U” are always a part of the solution!)

~Interdimensional Goddess~

In any given problem there is a solution built in. And in that solution another problem is waiting to manifest. Which gives way for another solution to be created…And so it goes. We live in an imperfect world of duality. The moment you focus on one thing, the other seemingly opposite thing is working behind the scenes to make itself equally known, and understood. Thus is the nature of a self learning Universe. As long as you are willing to accept that there are only two sides to any coin, or only two options to choose from, you will be locked into the matrix of ‘good and evil’.

Your freedom is found in the third option. Wait a minute! A third option? YES! There are two sides to the coin, but the even greater Truth is that there is: ONE coin. Our lowest common denominator is Oneness. The most True Reality is Oneness. Somehow we have forgotten this as we have taken the side of either this or that, forgetting that both sides are playing in the same game, and ultimately co-creating the need for each other. They problem and the solution thrive on each others’ existence.

Before there was 2 – before there was a ‘you’ and a ‘me’, or for reflective purposes, before there was Adam and Eve – there was One. The problem and the solution thrive on each others’ existence for completion. Perhaps this is what happened to us when Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge? We remain perplexed by the illusion we have co-created with each other by allowing ourselves to be(LIE)ve in something other than our inherent Oneness. Did you catch that?

The word ‘believe’ even contains the words be, lie, and eve within it, and it is even in sequential order, overlapping only at the “E”, or at the energy of 5, which represents FREEDOM! Being outside of the box! Some people may cry coincidence and think that I am stretching things too far. Everyone is entitled to their perspective and I honor the contrasting notions, for we are passionate about the same Source! However, for the sake of expressing my personal Truth in this article, I feel it is in stretching things (that this world deems to be) too far, even momentarily, that we are able to find our way out of the safe confines of the boxes we have allowed ourselves to become trapped in.

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“Divine Intervention happens every day…It’s called Synchronicity!”

Wayne Wirs

I am convinced it is in the simple nuances we all take for granted that a world of Divine Timing and synchronicity are patiently awaiting revelation. Why not try it? What do we really have to lose? Living this Truth in each moment just may create this infamous “Heaven on Earth” phenomena that has been fabled throughout the annals of Linear Time. The energy of the number 8 working benevolently in vertical action. Ascension. The symbol of the number 8 could be described as ‘Infinity UpRight’, rather than in its fallen infinite state ∞ which is experienced as unrealized {un(REAL-eyes)d} Oneness. Allowing yourself to live and experience this shift in consciousness dramatically changes the dynamics of…EVERYTHING!

Soul-u-tion to any perceived problem:

Remember that any two things that come together are actually alike on a higher level of existence. Combine them to find an even greater Truth where you can keep apples with apples, and you WILL achieve Unity Consciousness through Mental Alchemy. “Mental Alchemy refers to the act of changing and transforming one’s own Mental states and conditions, as well as influencing those of others. It is the process of altering our thoughts and beliefs to expand the Mind and therefore change your Life. Doing this can produce instantaneous and beneficial results in your current life and provide you with tools to navigate it more effectively.” Ayam Journeys

No matter how you want to divide or judge something, each polarity always has the exact same Source, having the same ‘home’. What I am saying is – no matter what materializes – the basic blueprint for a human is the same. We can have ‘good’ humans and ‘bad’ humans, ‘ugly’ humans and ‘pretty’ humans, etc., but the common basic structure is that we are all human! According to Universal Law, it is not possible to have one extreme without the other. When we take what we have judged as ‘good’ and ‘bad’ out of the equation, what are we left with? The link we share is that we are human. If you search for it, you will always find the commonality to level the playing field. If someone isn’t willing to be the ‘bad guy’, then how could we possibly have the opportunity to have the experience of being the ‘good guy’? And vice versa. On the surface, they appear to be opposites, but they actually compliment each other on a deeper level — from within. Through contrast we are able to learn. This is the true gift we provide for each other. This Truth can be identified in Universal Law, within The Principle of Polarity in particular. And from this perspective, Knowing that there is only ONE team in this Universe, we eliminate all differences that developed when we subjectively experienced the myth of ‘us’ and ‘them’.

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“Everything is on a continuum and has an opposite.​

​Movement, Creation and comprehension are generated between two opposites.​”

~Ayam Journeys~

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