Category Archives: Life Lessons

Messiah Seeds and Soul Contracts

ARE YOU THE MESSIAH SEEDS FOR YOUR FAMILY?

(If you are reading this – YOU ARE!)

Through this series of video, I am able to understand why 4 years ago the most dominant recurring idea I had was: “Ancestral Healing“. To be honest, I wasn’t even sure what it meant, it was just an idea I somehow ‘Knew’. Our Soul contracts with our lineages must be completed in order to fulfill our Soul’s mission, which is our main reason for being here on this planet right now. And re-member: Our Ancestral ties ground us to the Earth plane of existence.

“The world is not an illusion if you are held back by time and space. It’s only an illusion when you decode it and overcome it.”

Makalesi

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Learn to consciously allow your little ego deaths and stop your own personal suffering. You will transcend your own pain, and focus on what you actually came here to do! If you have had a very stressful and challenging life – against all odds so to speak, this is a sure sign that shows you came here to live through the unlikely odds of waking up inside The Matrix. Do you have advanced DNA? Did you come here to make this evolutionary leap?

Would you like to know more about Messiah Seeds? It’s as esoteric as it gets! Thanks again Makalesi!

“Level 1 – Level 3 Messiah Seeds are very powerful and have a lot of primordial energy in them. And notice that if they make their lives hard, they can get more energy out of it. So, therefore Messiah Seeds always have a very stressful, isolated, depressed and negative life – bad things always happen to them, and what they need to realize is that they are systematically placed…”

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The k(NO)wing of Parenting

THE STATEMENT THAT STRUCK A CHORD:

“…because the inability to say “No”—the inability to set personal boundaries—is one of the most common, insidious causes of human suffering.”

Subject matter for this post was extracted and quoted from this article: The Reason Every Kid Should Talk Back To Their Parents

If we build a world from the perspective of Love as Unity Conscious Beings, boundaries will be obsolete. Until this manifests more fully in our planets’ collective consciousness, I deeply resonate with the linked article.

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“Do children need to learn to set boundaries assertively rather than aggressively? Yes. Do they need to learn the art of compromise? Definitely. Do they need to learn to wisely choose moments of submission? Absolutely.

But all of that learning begins with a ‘No’.”

Saying NO is the first step to Self empowerment and to finding a new way to experience life, when the old one does not feel good any longer. This discontinues the perpetuation of old dogmas and belief systems that caused your separation in the first place. After you assert your NO, you have a clean slate to build on. The next step is discovering the new and improved commonality to create the win/win between ‘this’, and ‘that’.

Personally, I feel that in her 8th year, my daughter and I are finding more and more common ground in our foundation, and surely, achieving this means that she will also replicate this pattern in her own subjective world. Of course there is some resistance in moments, this is the only way for her to safely learn about and assert her power in constructive ways. Personally, I feel my purpose as her guide in this world is to teach her about the Universal Laws in action – by maintaining my integrity and by being a living example to her, by allowing her to experience the ebb and flow of life, and by sharing information with her openly and authentically ~ but always through the intention of Love.

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When practicing the Law of Self you will understand that saying YES to Self and remaining in one’s own integrity (which is the most important practice) – at times involves saying NO to others. This is healthy non-conformity, and something we should always strive for and honor. When we honor it in Self, we will quite naturally honor it in others as well – mostly importantly, in our children. In saying NO and causing a temporary separation to find a greater alignment within Self, we must acknowledge that the responsibility is on us to find a more natural flow in our lives and with others, and to live this example for our children to model themselves after. Teach by example. We will most definitely foster a society of Self responsible beings; beings who have the ability to respond to Self.

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Past and Present; Particle and Wave

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“In disagreements with loved ones, only deal with the present. Do not bring up the past.”

Dalai Lama

Truth be told, I struggle with this every single day of my life! I have learned to use the past to recognize patterns and cycles to offer a greater perspective to heal and grow from. This makes me an amazing practitioner, and it truly has become apart of who I am.

However, I can see how my work as a healer and practitioner can seep into my personal relationships, and not be such a wonderful quality to experience. I have been on both sides of this equation to receive awareness of this phenomena. There is definitely a fine line between the particle and the wave so to speak. If we are harmonizing with another and we are aware and personally present within this harmony, there cannot be cause for disagreement in the first place.

Practical Soul-U-tion: Offer advice only when it is asked for. Otherwise – hold space, be present and Be Love.

How have you learned to effectively transition between, or to harmoniously incorporate the two?

Any other thoughts or ideas? I would love to hear from you!

~IG~

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Ego VS Soul No More

IS YOUR EGO FULL OF ITSELF?

What happens to us when we take on too many different roles? I mean, one thing at a time with full focus, we really are capable of anything we choose to do or be. But what happens when we take on too much at once? Worse yet, what happens if we take on too much at once and start identifying with all of these roles and scripts as our True Self? And what happens when these individual worlds collide and we aren’t able to find the common discovery between all of them, yet put ourselves into a box where we have to do just this?

I am not entirely sure why this happens, but I have my speculations. From my own experience, I do understand that the path beyond it is through authenticity. If you are authentic, you will always have a commonality to naturally merge with, within the context of anything you are doing. If you create this reality for yourself, you can always just be YOU. If you are at a point where you want to learn more about becoming your Authentic Self, please read The Journey To Your Authentic Self.

What happens when we have identified with our ego or our persona, over our Authentic Self? How exactly does something like that happen anyway? We have been taught to value the approval of others over honoring ourselves. A preposterous notion for Divinity incarnate. Yet this seems to be a norm. We are taught this in school – it is a common theme in our society. It matters what grades we get, not how we have enjoyed ourselves. It matters how we look, not that we feel good. It matters that we say the ‘right thing’, rather than speak our Truth. We have been taught that the masks we wear are more important than the Soul we share. Our own authentic expression of Self is what we came here for, yet we barely recall a fragmentary shred of Truth when navigating based upon our ego’s will. And then we come upon an old adage that cites – “The Truth Shall Set You Free“. Whoa. Now that is some scary shit, taking the rest of this paragraph into consideration! How do we re-solve this one? As with everything, with a shift in perspective.

THE EGO AND THE SOUL ARE ON THE SAME TEAM

What if we could foster harmony with the Ego and the Soul together? How could we establish this foundation to work with ease, grace and flow? This would indeed be The Ultimate Vesica Piscis!

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Ego + Soul = Authentic Self

If we allowed our Soul to guide the actual direction of our journey, and our ego to make the more specific choices within each given step we take – essentially we would create and perpetuate a life of pure bliss. No hindrances. No dual beliefs to self sabotage oneself with. Everlasting flow. Our Soul guiding us through our blueprint, and our Ego choosing the flavor of our experience. A personalized co-creation bridging Heaven to Earth. Infinity upright. The number 8 in action.

So then, why did we choose to alter the duties of the Ego and the Soul? Why have we added this extra challenge to our already arduous sojourn through Time?  The more pragmatic side of me says: W.I.I.F.M (What’s In It For Me)? I laugh inside a little wondering – what the hell were we thinking!? The Soul sees the big picture while the ego sees the little picture. Seems pretty straight forward. Neither big nor small matters – we always knew that size didn’t matter! It’s how much joy we take from each experience that nourishes us. Joyful alignment. And we have most joy when we are in flow with who we really are. So I ask two more questions:

1. Did your Ego really enjoy looking after the dynamics in the bigger picture?

2. Did your Soul really enjoy looking after the tedious little details?

Ok, I am sneaking a 3. in here. Do you really believe they were built for these tasks?

Neither were created to be used this way, yet instead of stopping and asking questions, we have bulldozed through endless realities to finally prove ourselves ‘right’. Yet we are only beginning to realize that it is only ‘right’, when it’s Right. First we MUST know Self and express ourselves authentically in order to be aligned, and therefore Righteous. If we aren’t doing what we came here to do – we do not Know the essence of happiness to ever be able to achieve real joy. Imagine if your liver started acting like a kidney, and your kidney started acting like your heart, and….I am not sure how long it would be possible to continue to exist under these circumstances! All of these organs, and the cells contained within them, came here for a specific purpose. If your cells begin to do something else other than the original intention, the whole system would eventually collapse on itself rather than expand into its greatest potential. You and I and the system we exist within, are no different. Take a moment to reflect on this now, and in this moment remember: As Within, So Without.

I welcome Love back into my life. Through Love we will recognize the commonality between the Ego and the Soul. Only through Love may the Authentic Self shine through…

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Mother Dearest!

This resonates to the core of me. I wish I had the words to explain this so well myself:

“…she always said that I was the problem and that I did this to her ~ that I tore HER down;

“Darlene, you are so critical.”

“Darlene, I can never do anything right in your eyes, I am always wrong”.

“Darlene, there is no pleasing you.”

And overtime I believed that my words, actions and behavior (although I could not figure out what I was doing that was so offending) had eaten away at her self-confidence and harmed her sense of self-worth and undermined any good feelings that she ever had about herself and her accomplishments. I believed everything she said about me. I believed that I was the critical one and that I was the one doing all the damage.

This is the brainwashing; this is what happened that caused me to try harder with her and to try so hard to ‘understand her.’ I tried to reassure her, to soothe her and to be the daughter she always wanted.

And when I started to look at the way SHE treated me in this profoundly dysfunctional mother daughter relationship we had, I became aware that now I was saying some of the same critical type things about her too.  When I started to look at the truth about how toxic our mother daughter relationship was, I felt guilty because I believed that I was being critical of my mother, and I had tried so hard all my life to prove her wrong about me! In the first couple years of my healing process I kept saying stuff like “well in all fairness to my mother, I was not the perfect daughter because of…. And I would list my faults. Just like I was trained to do; I was trained to look at me, always to look at me and my faults and to take the blame. Looking at my faults is not such a bad thing, but the lack of mutuality in our relationship is a ridiculous thing. This started when I was a kid and I had been convinced mostly through the actions and results of those actions at the hands of the adults in my life, that I was the failure and that if I could be different, THEN I would be loved. There was no accountability on the part of the adults!

Today I refer to that thought process as “the spin”. I would spin around and around in my mind about why my mother was justified in her criticisms and judgments of ME which I somehow believed nullified my judgments of her. I could never validate that something really was wrong with the way she treated me, because I was so convinced that I was at least as much of a problem for her as she was for me. I didn’t see how she was “the parent”, or how she expected me to be more responsible for the success of our relationship than she was. I didn’t look at HOW I learned to have a relationship in the first place. I didn’t realize that my self-esteem was never put in place because my parents didn’t put it in place. I didn’t consider for one minute that the truth was that it had been up to them to give me a healthy emotional foundation in the first place.  I had learned to LOOK at myself in a critical way and to never look at anyone else in a critical way. There is something really warped about that.”

And this is one hits home as well:

“…statements like “Oh you think you are so perfect” or “sorry I’m not perfect” are actually deflections meant to make me believe that the problem was my “unreasonable expectations” of her; I picture my mother as wearing wonder woman type shiny wrist cuffs to deflect the statements I made to her, BACK on to me. She didn’t hear me, she had no intention of listening to me, she just found a way to put the responsibility of our relationship back on me.”

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As long as there is dysfunction that is denied to heal within the relationship (equally on BOTH parts) the cycle will continue because that is all they know. The person who is not willing to heal their own role in the drama is so solid in their old script that they don’t allow for the other to heal their part in the story, and then continue to cry victim to what they created and continue to perpetuate. Vicious cycle. Someone wise once told me, the fish stinks from the head..!

This post was inspired by – Toxic Mother Daughter Relationships when Mom says You are the Problem.

~IG~

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The Child Within

I will begin this post by linking you to my last post, which is the first installment titled “A Tip For Manifesting Benevolently“.

IT IS TIME TO GIVE YOUR CHILD A VOICE

What did you receive when you were a child? We always talk about the wounded ego, but what did you receive that was benevolent as a child? Did you receive Love? Stuff? Freedom? Structure? Education? Everyone received something. If you can’t pinpoint it immediately, bring yourself into the center of your heart. Give yourself a minute or two once you do. When you feel you are in a state of Love, bring the question to your heart and wait for the answer to come to you. This is your gift. It may come to you in the form of a Vision. Through a Voice. A Knowing. A Sense. Or any combination thereof. Once you have an answer – you can repeat the process and see if there are any more gifts – who knows what our beliefs and the stories we have told ourselves have covered up and hidden from our remembrance. Love will always reveal Truth. Maybe acknowledging this – what we perceived as ‘good’, we will soften the negative association to that which made us who we are today – our past. Our past should be our best friend, yet we run around our day to day lives trying to do anything but come face to face with who we once were or what we once did. In essence, we are running from our own selves. We should be celebrating what got us here, all of it – rather than running from the imperfection we judge and ultimately cornering ourselves into it that which we are running from. What if we chose to consciously balance out the story ourselves, in little ways? That’s all it takes!

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If we are so compelled to remember the bad things – why not challenge ourselves to remember one good thing for every one bad thing you perceive(d). This would surely create a balanced playing field at the core of our foundation.

~IG~

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Herstory

WHAT IS HERSTORY, YOU ASK?

Herstory is a label for the feminine perspective of our collective stories. We have been ingrained with the masculine perspective of reality – polarized so far out of our natural intuitions with subjective dogmas such as good and bad, right and wrong – that we have nearly lost our connection to not only the Divine Mother, but to the Divinity in our own Sacred Right of motherhood. Each mother has been initiated into the mysteries of Life and Death through the state of Love. And it is she that is most apt to accurately recognize and re-birth this story through her very being. What will the feminine energy of The Age of Aquarius hold for humanity? What will be revealed through the rising awareness of Herstory and the archetypes that connect us through Time?

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Herstory can no longer be ignored. Yes, this is that part of the story that we did not learn in school. That part of our story that occurred before the phrase: “Let there be Light” even existed in scripture. Long before the idea of History was even developed. We are going back to before the times of writing and record keeping, when we shared traditions orally, etching the stories deeply into our cellular memory courtesy of the fires we gathered ’round.

We have been taught who the winners of wars are, and the reasons that dictate this as so. We have been influenced by advertising and marketing campaigns, distracting us from just how close we are to reaching our greatest potentials – from within each one of us. Herstory inspires us to go within; to be not only impeccable, but self responsible with what we have created. Where one loses – we have all lost.

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UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL

Not only am I an individual – I am also a link within my family, my community, my city, my country, my continent and any other label or box you can find. I am suggesting that we take our unified thought processes and stretch them across this globe we call Earth. I am ALL of those things – and you are too. We are many things. When you were born you were given your name, which is consequently your tool kit through this experience of Life. To your mother and father you are a daughter or a son, to your siblings you are a sister or a brother, to a teacher you are a student – we are always changing our roles in our moment to moment interactions with others. Each of those are meaningful in a different way – and you are all of them – and more!

We are all nested within a myriad of scripts and roles we have chosen to enact – as it should be for the greatest breadth of experience and potential Mastery in any given incarnation. You are ALL of these and you carry the potential to consciously or unconsciously fill in a gap and act in  anyone’s stories, in any given moment. We truly are dynamic beings. When we realize that we actually exist within many boxes, we may see that we often shift in and out of them so seamlessly that we don’t even realize that we are doing it. This is something we are constantly doing without trying to do anything at all. We call this kind of Knowing “second nature”.

There exists an untold ‘magic’ we all possess that is so inherent that we don’t even recognize it for what it is worth. Magic. We are magical Beings. Shapeshifters extraordinaire. Take a deep breath and let that really sink in. We are magical Be-ings. This is why it is so important to remain authentic within the changing momentum of Time. Otherwise, just what kind of magic are you creating? 

“Shapeshifting requires the ability to transcend your attachments, in particular your ego attachments to identity, and to who you are. If you can get over your attachment to labeling yourself and your cherishing of your identity, you can be virtually anybody. You can slip in and out of different shells, even different animal forms or deity forms.”

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There are so many ways I can dream up to benevolently use this tool that we have now identified as shapeshifting. We can use this awareness to achieve greatness! Let’s explore this idea a little bit.

Have you put yourself in the shoes of The Other? Have you put yourself in the position of those that you were taught were the ‘bad guy’? And if you have, are they really that bad? As bad as you have been told, or as bad as you have told yourself? What can you find in common with The Other? Perhaps if we were looking at this particular perspective of Truth, wars would have been bi-passed and a plethora of innocent people would still be alive today. However, we are where we are. Everything is as it is. As it should be. A perfect reflection for where we collectively stand right now. If we ask ourselves these questions and take these leaps of awareness and allow ourselves to shapeshift to even momentarily become The Other, I know we can tell entirely new stories and create benevolent outcomes – together. Could this be what Herstory is all about? New perspectives open new pathways and allow us to live in and experience new paradigms. Why have we not done this before? Universally it seems to be known –  THE TIME IS NOW!

All too often it just hurts too much to become The Other, and we a-void and divide ourselves in order to self preserve our own ego. But self preserving is not the same as Self preserving. In self preserving we tend to judge and use judgment to shift the focus of that pain onto someone or something else. I identify Self preserving as something a bit more refined and rather than the use judgment which opens the door to gossip about others, I would offer that discernment is used. I am speaking about shifting yourself, rather than shifting the focus when it is not convenient to your own agenda – an acquired art I am still attaining Mastery within. We truly are ALL things and In Self preserving you are going to use your awareness to allow yourself To Be that which you know in the future you will judge (based on your patterns – ancestrally and otherwise), rather than wasting your energy by fighting your actual becoming of all that is. If we are to become god-like; truly balanced beings, you must Allow yourself to become it rather than resist it by ‘Doing’ something. You can see on a larger scale, just why wars have broken out and why we have attempted to eliminate what hurts us. We want to Do something about it so we don’t realize just how much it hurts. Overall we don’t even want to understand why, leaving ourselves crippled with regards to changing the actual pattern. We never really tune into the frequency of our pain, nor that of The Other. In feeling this hurt of The Other, consequently you are provided with the gateway to attaining the freedom from having to continuously carry it unknowingly within ourselves. Rest assured it is always there until we learn to Love it within ourselves, and therefore within The Other – whichever may come first. Remember: Doing is masculine. Being is Feminine. We have been human doings long enough, it truly is time to learn to be a human being – for this is what our label is and most of us don’t live up to it very well. If at this time we are to see and know things from a different perspective, don’t we have stop and Be The Change, as Ghandi said? This involves shapeshifting consciously!

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Whenever I limit myself to existing inside of any one box, without allowing any room to fully immerse within another box even if just for a moment of Time, I become limited by experience. If we are limiting ourselves, don’t be fooled by illusion, it is never ‘just us’ we bring limitation to. We are limiting the entire collective as well. For As Within, So Without. How you feel inside is automatically the pattern you perpetuate. When I was a young child I remember people being proud of having one career and working hard at that one thing for their entire lives. Even as a young child this seemed like a cage to me. Why would anyone want to do that? What if you changed your mind? Or wanted to try something else? Life seemed so limiting and boring at this rate of growth! Apparently I was not the only child asking these questions because as I grew up into a teen in high school, I remember hearing that people averaged a total of 2.4 careers in the span of a given lifetime. As a collective, in a matter of 10 years we had changed A LOT. And the next 15 years after that has of course increased yet again. People are able to take in and process more information in each day, and naturally they begin to crave more experience to create balance in their own lives. Instead of being so single-minded in focus (a product of dualistic thinking), we are becoming unified in focus which allows for any and all experience to become yours in any given moment. No veil exists within Unity Consciousness – The One IS The Other, and The Other IS The One. The Age of Limitation is breaking open to herald the abundant tidings of the Rising Dawn. Herstory will now be told. It is rising within all of us. New choices and new options that we never imagined possible will appear to just fall together. When we let go of resistance and learn how to allow our own becoming, things tend to fall together. When we allow our ego to dictate what needs to be done, things tend to fall apart faster than you are able to put them back together. In contrast, within the simple receptivity of being, we become One again.

In these moments of Time that we refer to as Ascension, you would think that these particular sentiments would hit home for many. As we compare our present explosion of information to previous moments in Time, we may notice some repeating patterns. This is where we, as a collective we can make our mark as a planet within a cosmic frame of reference. One must know both sides of the collective story in order not to repeat it. We can take stories like Atlantis, Rome, Egypt, etc. and other great and mythical civilizations, and compare them to the point we are at on Earth today. It has been said that Atlantis is rising again! We are well into The Age of Information now, and I ask, why did these ancient civilizations fall? Were there any commonalities between them? Unless we alter the content of the patterns by consciously making changes – the same will come of us.

~IG~

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Enter The Feminine – New Logos and Personal Alchemy

I will begin this post with a link to my last post, which is the first installment titled Free Exercise – Core Lessons.

ARE YOU FEELING THE SHIFT IN FULL FORCE RIGHT NOW??

The limitation of our logical reality is paving the way and relinquishing Rightful power back to the creative chaos of the Feminine. The Divine Mother. As She rises, the world must rise with her. The old masculine and the old logos won’t approve, nor will they understand what is happening as this is most definitely not a logical process. Much confusion will prevail in the lives of those who are consciously or subconsciously programmed to control and dominate. And it’s happening Now! It is much bigger than anything we have ever lived through before. Are you feeling the pressure building within you and all around you? I wonder if this is how a baby feels inside the womb right before it births through it’s Mother?

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This shift in awareness is one of the gifts of understanding that I took home with me from my near death experience in Tikal December 21, 2012.

CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT

If you are not yet feeling the reality of this cosmic birthing process affecting your world, there are some things you can do to prepare yourself. ‘Being comfortable’ is a sign of stagnation and lack of desire, and this eventually leads to self destruction in order to find a way to attain some growth.

When you are very comfortable in your life – chances are you are stuck in a rut. Being comfortable, you may not perceive it as such, however, in time you will be made aware of it. To keep your life flowing and your routines from becoming well worn habits that you unconsciously perform – you can consciously keep your life flowing and expanding. Here is a list of 7 easy things you can do to achieve overall freedom in your reality.

  1. Journal your feelings or your dreams
  2. Try something new
  3. Change your mind about something
  4. Take a different path to work
  5. Change one small thing in your regular routine each day
  6. Cut coffee/cigarettes/caffeine out of your life for 1 day or 1 week
  7. When you encounter opposition, put yourself in the others’ shoes

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As you make these simple changes, the real work, or should I say the fun part becomes noticing the synchronicities develop all around you. You must be outside of the box to realize the depth and meaning behind synchronicity. Once you are outside of the normal expectations of your experience, others, and even you yourself, may think you are a little bit crazy – and according to your old limited world – you are! As you consciously shift the matrix you are living in, you will assuredly notice different things than you ever have before – if you are open to them, and if you look for them. If there was to be an addition to the aforementioned list, I would not add an 8th point (masculine) necessarily. Rather I would rather an additional element to each of the points listed (feminine), tying them together in our personal web of life.

  1. Journalyour feelings or your dream (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  2. Try something new (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  3. Change your mind about something (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  4. Take a different path to work (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  5. Change one small thing in your regular routine each day (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  6. Cut coffee/cigarettes/caffeine out of your life for 1 day or 1 week (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  7. When you encounter opposition, put yourself in the others’ shoes (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)

Again, this is a basic list – you can add your own variations at any time. Do any one thing consciously in each day…and watch. Notice synchronicity and the Divine Plan at work. You will see exactly what is connected to what. Just for the sake of doing so, I will define synchronicity so we all begin on the same page here.

Synchronicity – the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection.

In this exercise quite frankly we are reverse engineering synchronicity – but we must be open to recognizing it, for this is the first step in succeeding at anything we do. By using your focus to watch for synchronicity (the effect) after you have initiated the cause (the change), you will be able to see how even the most minute actions you take, cause some serious ripples in your pond called personal reality. This generic blueprint I am providing you with will open up your perception of reality – as you self discover, you can personalize the blueprint to suit your specific needs and desires. Not only will you get to know yourself, but you will come face to face with this dark energy that makes up 70% of our Universe. You will see your very own creative potentials in action and be present when they emerge from the invisible womb that is holding Creation firmly in place.

This exercise will ease the stronghold that duality and a split consciousness has taken on your life. Be aware that as you make these changes in your life, others may re-act in an attempt to get you to go back into your old archetype and role. This is the test of change.

If someone gives you an either/or ultimatum, it can only be based in duality consciousness; Re-member: it is no-thing but illusion speaking. Anytime we feel victimized by something or someone else it means we are still veiled in illusion, no matter how much clarity we believe we have in that moment. Anything other than this Truth would mean that our Universe is NOT benevolent in its intent. Now, that would be a very interesting belief to consciously or even unconsciously hold. Many of us have done exactly this to some degree or another, because our physical minds alone cannot fathom the vastness of Creation. The logical mind splits itself into dualities in order to comprehend the ‘big picture’. This is exactly how wars start! We create stories about the good and bad of this world, about ‘the me’ and ‘the you’ as separate entities in this world, rather than understanding how it all compliments itself, as we compliment each other. We are programmed and trained to take any and all efforts to keep the dark and seemingly unpleasant, well beyond our scope of acknowledgement and understanding. There is no Truth in this – only half truth. This is no longer an accurate nor valuable reflection of the ‘big picture’ with half of the puzzle being split off, or conveniently missing from the initial sacred blueprint. Forgiveness is your remedy to bring wholeness back to oneself and to the world. Forgiveness allows us to grow and evolve. This is The Way to become God-like and to embrace ALL expressions as valuable re-sources in our Creation. It wouldn’t be here otherwise. Once you are able to identify yourself as all things and live in each moment as a self reflective being, you win the game and begin playing a new one. Which one? You get to choose as the conscious creator of it! You become a unity conscious Being in physical reality. You will be internally balanced being beyond polarity and polarized thought processes with your dominant tendency being inclusiveness. You will become a new avatar archetype for the ascension process of humanity.

This (and more!) is possible if you find the inconsistency within self and bring the Light of your awareness to it, rather than hide from it using smoke and mirrors. It will be easier to forgive and embrace The Other that is bound to you by Honor – to give you the feedback you require to evolve. This feedback is not something that may be calculated by the ego – it is a natural and authentic response to you and for you, in each moment. I will repeatTHIS IS THE FEEDBACK YOU REQUIRE TO EVOLVE. If you attempt to block it or eliminate it from your life by physical means alone, you are setting yourself up for a fall. Spiritually you will advance further than what your physical vessel can maintain. You must do the inner work to REALLY move forward rather than deluding yourself into thinking your are off the merry go round of your dualistic mental creations. Find the gift(s) they brought you beneath all of the resistance you feel. ‘They’ were determined that you would not miss your own Mastery this time around! At the very least, be grateful for this. It just may open new awareness and allow new perspectives to emerge regarding the gift hidden within the experience we have chosen to identify as negative. Remember nothing is inherently good or bad, only our definition makes it so. If you have any emotion towards an unpleasant experience or situation – it is unresolved within you and waiting to be healed. Unresolved, it always resurfaces in Time.

Again, the Feminine is about inclusiveness rather than division. When you are truly a unity conscious being, it is always that and more! There is no division where we are going! The Feminine knows that change is the only true constant and that the four corners exist to support our growth, not to contain it. As we release ourselves from comfortable boxes and explore our consciousness more deeply, we will reveal our greatest creative potentials. As we Enter The Feminine and learn to embrace our discomforts,  we will birth through into an entirely new manifestation of our world.

Did you notice any synchronicity today? If you did, I would be honored to hear about it!

 ~IG~

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Free Exercise ~ Core Lessons

Look over the last year since January 2013, and see if you can find any common themes (common underlying issues – ie –  anger, or self worth, or lack of follow through, etc.) that are playing out repetitively in your life. How are you self sabotaging? And be totally honest with yourself – it’s only You and your ego in this Now moment. Right now, before the end of this year, it is the perfect time to do this exercise so you don’t carry outstanding lessons forward with you, unresolved.

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Without thinking about it too much – off the top of your head, what is the common core issue that emerges in your life since January 2013? Center yourself in your Heart and feel it a bit deeper now. What do you come up with? Between October – December of any given year, the cosmic pressure is on to wrap up any unlearned lessons that have presented themselves to you. It is a keen moment in the yearly cycle (10th, 11th and 12th months) to find and resolve any core issue(s). Those that are required for you to learn to move forward are most definitely rearing their heads by November, an entire month of illumination! Resolving a core issue just may domino and free other smaller issues that seem to cripple us so rapidly, allowing us to get back on track and tuned into our hearts once again. Afterall, this is a large reason why we are so emotional – our perspective does not match our reality and our ego does not know how to let go of its own Mental creation. If we address the core issue, the illusions we created while avoiding the wound, will seemingly disappear.

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Spend some time focused on and in reflection of that main core issue to find resolution without getting distracted by everything else on your proverbial (and not so proverbial) plate. Once you recognize the core issue at hand you can find the emotional trigger, and consequently, the seed experience that created it. Often, if we change our dominant perspective of the moment that the seed was being ‘planted’, we can change the entire experience in our lives Now – even if it is well after the initial occurrence. You just need to know which perspective needs to be changed. This is what I refer to as collapsing timelines. Once you get to the ‘bottom of’ any given thing, everything that took place after this experience will alter within, to provide the appropriate reflection of outer experience in your present reality. But first we must be willing to feel it, in order to recognize it and then heal it, thus achieving a state of transcendence. How many illusions have we created for ourselves by a-voiding feeling the discomfort of the void? This sounds like such an oxymoron to me. What is this secret fear that compels each of us to do such things? Is it a Universal fear of knowing our own pain?

And what if we allowed ourselves to enter the Void, to permeate within the discomfort of not knowing, and chose to live in this garden of realized potentials?

Just who do you think we would become?

I will continue and expand some of these ideas in my next blog post titled ~ Entering The Feminine – New Logos for Personal Alchemy. Please subscribe to my blog so you do not miss the next installment!

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~IG~

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The Journey To Your Authentic Self

ARE YOU LIVING IN YOUR TRUTH?

If not, chances are you are feeling lost and alone right now. As individuals we are hardly able to find ourselves, much less anyone else. The vast majority of our planet is caught in this rut. How old were you when you first stopped speaking your Truth? Were you 7? 13? 20? There appears to be a gap in consciousness. We have forgotten how to get from here (the made up self) ———> to there (the Authentic Self), naturally. Energetically, we have forgotten how to grow up! Your Truth is symbolically your h(OM)e. When you are out of alignment with your Truth, you are out of alignment with that which you truly are, perceive, do, think, etc. in any given moment. As long as you are out of alignment, you will never create the seemingly illusive bridge that allows you to feel at h(OM)e on this planet. I would encourage you to study and make a practice of the Law of Self in your daily life since we are here to live through the experience of the reflection of that which we hold within. As long as we remain unconscious to this aspect of reality, we will remain split as we continue promoting and living out our duality paradigms such as good/bad, right/wrong, black/white. These are all judgments merely representing the layers that actually hold your Truth camouflaged from you.

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Once you make this practice of Self a new habit in your world, you may begin using The Law of Reflection as a tool to decode your own reality. You will notice that there will be less room for judgment in your world as you see the correspondences that exist. On occasion, I have looked into my reality, already aware of this powerful information, and quite truly I had a very hard time accepting that I somehow had a hand in creating the circumstance of that experience. Once centered in my Being, I again allow myself to be in a space where I am observing the bigger picture, conscious and aware; then I am able to make new decisions and take new actions that lead me into the direction of Love and Joy. How can this be done? By releasing resistance to the world around you so you can see things as they truly are, and from there respond accordingly. Allow the mental game of duality and judgment to fall away. Drop your awareness into the center of your heart, where your Authentic Self resides. This is where you will recover the voice of Knowing. Choose to place your energy into new directions that feel better to your body, mind and soul, while remaining aware of that which is reflecting to you. It sounds complicated and it is an acquired artform in its own right. To begin your own journey to your Authentic Self, it merely takes your intention to do so and a willingness to respond to the answers you receive. If your choices involve your heart, I have no doubt you are on the right track already!

Be sure to re-direct potential pitfalls by remaining aware that old habits and patterns die hard. Generally, we are creatures of comfort and habit, by knowing our own ‘demons’ we can be more conscious as we enter into experiences that are reminiscent of our old, well worn in stories. We must be rigorous on this journey into Self. It is a process of living that we have not entirely experienced before now, yet it is entirely beneficial to develop it in your life. As you do, you will quite literally change your brain and heal any inconsistencies where fear and stagnation have taken a hold of your life. Utilizing reflection as a tool you will recalibrate the hemispheres of your brain and re-program new perspectives and patterns into already existent cycles in your blueprint. The framework is still useful, and the new information you generate with this exercise will naturally fire through the pathways in your brain as you discover the synchronicities of ‘within’ to that which is ‘without’. This is where the stage is set for healing and transformation to take place – where we allow the lines of reality become blurred.

As you consciously create this new pattern – you will begin to change your mind – a lot! Allow these new truths and new ways of being to flow freely through your expression without judgement or pre-conceived notion for how you believe things should be. *Noting: the idea you have about how you believe things ‘should be’ is created from your beliefs and/or Mind Matrix* These are the very beliefs that you are attempting to move beyond in order to nestle into a space of Inner Knowing. Once you understand that your beliefs are based on dualities that are merely holding your illusions and your pain firmly in place – you will naturally seek Truth in the world around you; and have no doubt that your Truth is also seeking you.

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Your limiting beliefs will quite naturally fall away if you allow yourself to fully surrender to this Universal process. Yes, this is precisely what we have all been running from for most of our lives, and I am telling you to turn to face it and embrace it. You will begin to forget things, sometimes quite rapidly, as you allow the old to fall away. Each time you allow that shift to take place, you recalibrate to an entirely new reality where the surface looks identical, but the subtleties are not the same. Innately we all transfer our old memories along with us to be re-interpreted by our body with each shift in perspective. This is how we process, detox and dis-identify from the sole view of our ego self. As we progress, we will begin to expand into a more multidimensional perspective of ourselves, and of our reality. This means seeing and processing the world through many truths at once. In view of the bigger picture, all of these little shifts will create a larger paradigm shift which will ultimately align you with your Truth at the core of who you really are.

Your burden is of false self-identifications—abandon them all!

Nisargadatta Maharaj

Only in speaking your Truth will you ever be free. Your Truth, like you, is ever changing and evolving ~ if you are growing. Without speaking our Truth in the moments that make up the journey of our lives, we become lost in our alignment with our True Self. As we begin to peal back the layers of who we thought we were, we reveal everything hidden in between and our ego goes into panic feeling threatened by change and of the unknown. The roadblock becomes obvious since we have identified with our masks and forgotten the part of us that makes any of this real in the first place. The Authentic Self resides untarnished beneath the masks we have adopted as the real “I”. The ego employs the archaically programmed mind to make you second guess yourself, leaving you few options but to  enter into a frequency of fear. These are your invisible barriers that keep you locked within a world of lack. Your ego wants you to believe that it is somehow better not to change. But this is a trap since without Soul alignment you will never truly Know yourself, and no one else will ever know you either. And to this I say, “If that is true – what would be the point?”. The most brilliant part of oneself is kept hidden beneath the veils shrouded in collective taboos, and our minds use this net to hold us ‘safely’ within the collective delusion. It almost seems to be an epidemic – over time, I wonder what these thought patterns will express themselves as in our bodies, and in our physical reality? I do believe this is one of the many reasons that so many people feel so separated from our world as we know it. Too many people live their lives based on what they don’t want to experience, rather than living their lives from a place of choosing what they do want to experience. Consequently much of humanity does not feel responsible for their circumstances and continue to remain in a state of dis-empowerment. Fear was choosing for them and so apathy has taken hold. How has this affected our children? How likely is it that they have created new ways of behaving ‘badly’ to get our attention? When we continually drug them and silence their voices, what dis-eases will actually begin to physically manifest to make us aware of this pink elephant in the room?

Somewhere along the lines of times, confusion took hold, and we all began following the pack. We became ghosts unto our own Selves living within realities that we forgot how to question. This created an underlying perpetual state of loneliness; a pit of darkness that must be navigated and moved through. We search for the Divine spark that is buried deeply within our persona, also known as: The Compromised Victim. How can you feel anything but alone when you are living a story of victimization? How well do you think you would be able to Know others? Living this way, how are we able to accurately perceive or Know anything at all?

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Q: How do you know when you have found your Truth?

A: When is the last time you changed your mind? Truth, as with anything, is a process of unfolding. Each time you consciously choose Soul alignment taking yourself beyond absently living within the previous consensus of your reality, you have found more of your True Self. The Soul Retrieval in action.

HOW DO WE EVER GET BACK TO A PLACE OF KNOWING WITHIN THE AUTHENTIC SELF?

What is your dominant intention? What actions do you choose to support this intention? Remember: Your mind will begin to co-operate with the greater consensus of that which you are. Intend wisely, align Divinely and respond authentically.

The mind is an incredible and malleable ally once we teach the ego to let go of the beliefs that create the holding patterns we dare not move beyond. We are stagnating between worlds ~ between that of the head, and that of the heart. And not aligning fully with either world leaves us in a consensus limbo. Our beliefs are programmed into the Mind Matrix, and our Authentic Self manifests as that inner longing that pulls us into our Soul Matrix. They are the constants that hold our reality firmly in place. Whenever we are triggered and therefore tested, the subconscious takes over, lowering veils around the heart so that we do not compromise the Authentic Self. It is a protection mechanism that comes from living in ‘survival mode’ which is the result of an out of balance root chakra. When we teach the ego how to see the world from different perspectives, we are releasing the resistance that keeps us in a stronghold of fear that ultimately directs the experience of our reality. So, what happens when we collapse our limiting beliefs, the actual barriers that are keeping our reality from being more fluid and liquid? What happens when we neutralize the invisible blocks that we hold within our minds? And how does our reality compensate?

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Here in the physical sphere of experience, we are given the opportunity to make a quantum leap out of our pre-programmed collective fate. Once we have re-experienced contact with that Divine spark within – we have our skeleton key to true Freedom – anytime, anywhere. This is the one shining moment in the quest of life that becomes the proverbial point of no return – the moment of “The Knowing”. You only need to feel this Knowing one time. Once we experience this re-alignment with our Source, it is then a simple choice to follow that feeling, or not to. It is only by making the choice to jump when you first feel that inner fire ignite, or to talk yourself out of it based on what you have previously believed, been taught, or experienced – that will make all of the difference in what you manifest.

The rules of the game are changing and you are the one changing them for you! Our rebirth experiences do not need to be at all traumatic, although they can be. If we learn to embrace the little deaths we are creating conscious and benevolent change. When we avoid and run from them, eventually we run out of places to hide. We are here to evolve. If we delay our evolution, there comes a point where we have no other choice but to self destruct, taking ourselves out of bounds for this present experience of life. If we are stuck, the most self loving thing we can do is enlist those who have already taken these steps themselves to guide us safely through the unchartered waters of our mental and emotional confines. This is the position that the Universe has created for me, and many others. I was initiated into a place of my own authenticity through the duality of life and death. This brought me to a point of no return where I was on path and pointed into the direction of my own Authentic Self. In other words, the Universe played Big Brother with me and had it’s way.

I am here to support you as a guide, and to bring you to that one moment of Self alignment and true Knowing. You are always the pilot. I am merely the co-pilot in this moment of your life. It is through embracing this very journey myself, that I am also able to guide you through your own story, acting as a bridge for the new you to finally emerge.

Authentically Yours,

~IG~

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