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A Letter To Our Unborn Child

I just wanted to take this opportunity to send out a quick note to our little angel waiting on the wings of creation to come into our life.

20140605_213911THE PARADOX OF LIFE AND DEATH

I know right now you are somewhere out there, working very hard to release yourself from the bonds and attachments that keep you grounded to the life you have just lived through. I also know that right now you are doing everything possible to understand all the lessons and idiosyncrasies that have found their way into your consciousness in order to grow and move beyond them in preparation for the life you are about to come into. You have already brought so many welcome changes into our world – and some of them were definitely long overdue. I can only hope that we are also inspiring the same for you.

As we all sit here in anticipation of what you are becoming in our lives, you also have a family that loves and mourns the loss of what you have been to them. Before moving forward, from the depths of my heart and soul, I would like to extend my love and gratitude to all of them for allowing you a loving and smooth transition from one reality to another; from their world, to ours.

To this most precious soul that is entering into our lives under the guise of daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece, loved one and friend, I assure you and those that you are presently attached to, that we will do everything in our power to honor and love you in the best ways we know how.

WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY

beachdayaugust5croppedBelieve it or not, your daddy even had a prophetic dream before we had any clue at all that we were actually having a baby! Well, sort of, we didn’t realize it at the time…but let me explain it a bit more. Approximately a week after I was actually pregnant neither of us consciously yet knew it, yet your daddy told me about a dream he had, and in it he said that I looked ‘different’. Of course I pursued understanding exactly what he meant by ‘different’, and he attempted to delicately explain what he saw. He told me that I didn’t look like ‘me’ anymore. I was quite confused, and he continued on saying that I was ‘me’, but I definitely didn’t have my girlish figure any longer. I laughed, but I will admit that I was a little alarmed and thought it might be time to do a little fasting in case I was hanging onto any excess weight that I didn’t need any longer. And so I attempted to fast like I had so many times before — but it didn’t work. I kept explaining to your dad as I tried to understand it myself, that something in my body was not allowing me to go without food, and that I actually needed to eat more than I was used to eating. I was completely perplexed and yet I honored myself and did what I felt was right for me in that moment – and so I ate! Again, neither of us knowing at all that this dream was going to hold so much meaning and so much truth as we unknowingly embarked upon this pregnancy and all the bodily changes that naturally came with it. At this time you were most definitely conceived and in my womb. And after this seed point and a few long weeks of ‘morning sickness’ (all day sickness!), the cravings began! However, this is another story, for another time….

‘LAMBZEY’ IS BORN!

In many ways you were conceived in our consciousness long before it actually happened in this physical reality. In fact, it was well over a year ago when daddy and I did a simple ceremony together to signify our love and commitment to each other. That very day we saw this sweet little stuffed lamb and decided to take it home to have something physical to anchor us to this truth that we shared. We named it ‘LambZey’. We felt LambZey was a perfect name to represent this merger – “Lamb” of course for your father’s lineage, and “Zey” to represent my side of the lineage (Zeytinoglu) – in harmony with each other. I feel that since that very moment we have unconsciously been holding space for you to enter into our lives. Throughout this pregnancy we have nicknamed you ‘LambZey’ to everyone, yet even before any doctors would confirm that you were in fact a girl – we both already knew it, and we both received confirmation from you exactly what your name would be. We knew this beyond a shadow of a doubt within three days of knowing that I was indeed pregnant. We have safely held your name within our hearts and have only told our closest family members…but I have to confess, I can’t wait to announce you to the rest of the world!

lambzeybelly21croppedHere is the little lamb that has been holding space for you in our world, and your dad’s creative expression of LambZey!

Sweet soul, I ab-soul-utely love you and I hold deeply sacred the gift that has been given to us as you have presented yourself into our lives. Little angel from heaven ~ I cannot wait to hold you in my arms and to give you wings to once again fly. As we eagerly anticipate the beginning of our new journey altogether, know that love will all-ways be the foundation for the life we will share.

Deeply in love and in gratitude,

Mommy

 

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Change Is Alchemy

WELCOME TO THE NEW AGE

Drop all of your should haves and could haves and turn them into an “I WILL”! It is time to use your will, and the best use for the past is to impact the NOW. Change the experience you are inevitably immersed in, rather than use tones of guilt and regret for that which will irrevocably repeat, unless YOU change it NOW. And as long as you are hanging onto it through buried negative emotion, you will NOT be able to change it, or your experience of it. This will keep you from rising above the perpetuation of that which you do not enjoy.

Instead of eliminating and cutting off the negative emotion, why not use it to benevolently fuel creation. There is never anything to regret if you transform it into something new – this is alchemy. Change your focus and use the old to create the new. Change is the only option for a benevolent and harmonious life – up your frequency and adopt a new perspective! How you witness your world is just as important as what you do!

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“I am the eye of my own storm. The watcher of my reality.”

Interdimensional Goddess

Hint: Change is the only constant and no-thing can change unless you are willing to let go of it. When we try to make things stay the same and hang onto them, they are actually forced to change and we waste a lot of our energy attempting to hold them firmly in place. If we are attached to any outcome and don’t allow things to change, then we must change in order to hang on to them – most times in ways that are not in alignment with our true self. I would classify this as black magic. So many of us have lost ourselves in this process. Once we let things go and watch them change, we step into the real-eyes-ation that as much as they change, they will all-ways stay the same! The backwards paradox in the land of collapsing paradigms!

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“Change is the essence of life.”

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~IG~

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Enter The Feminine – New Logos and Personal Alchemy

I will begin this post with a link to my last post, which is the first installment titled Free Exercise – Core Lessons.

ARE YOU FEELING THE SHIFT IN FULL FORCE RIGHT NOW??

The limitation of our logical reality is paving the way and relinquishing Rightful power back to the creative chaos of the Feminine. The Divine Mother. As She rises, the world must rise with her. The old masculine and the old logos won’t approve, nor will they understand what is happening as this is most definitely not a logical process. Much confusion will prevail in the lives of those who are consciously or subconsciously programmed to control and dominate. And it’s happening Now! It is much bigger than anything we have ever lived through before. Are you feeling the pressure building within you and all around you? I wonder if this is how a baby feels inside the womb right before it births through it’s Mother?

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This shift in awareness is one of the gifts of understanding that I took home with me from my near death experience in Tikal December 21, 2012.

CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT

If you are not yet feeling the reality of this cosmic birthing process affecting your world, there are some things you can do to prepare yourself. ‘Being comfortable’ is a sign of stagnation and lack of desire, and this eventually leads to self destruction in order to find a way to attain some growth.

When you are very comfortable in your life – chances are you are stuck in a rut. Being comfortable, you may not perceive it as such, however, in time you will be made aware of it. To keep your life flowing and your routines from becoming well worn habits that you unconsciously perform – you can consciously keep your life flowing and expanding. Here is a list of 7 easy things you can do to achieve overall freedom in your reality.

  1. Journal your feelings or your dreams
  2. Try something new
  3. Change your mind about something
  4. Take a different path to work
  5. Change one small thing in your regular routine each day
  6. Cut coffee/cigarettes/caffeine out of your life for 1 day or 1 week
  7. When you encounter opposition, put yourself in the others’ shoes

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As you make these simple changes, the real work, or should I say the fun part becomes noticing the synchronicities develop all around you. You must be outside of the box to realize the depth and meaning behind synchronicity. Once you are outside of the normal expectations of your experience, others, and even you yourself, may think you are a little bit crazy – and according to your old limited world – you are! As you consciously shift the matrix you are living in, you will assuredly notice different things than you ever have before – if you are open to them, and if you look for them. If there was to be an addition to the aforementioned list, I would not add an 8th point (masculine) necessarily. Rather I would rather an additional element to each of the points listed (feminine), tying them together in our personal web of life.

  1. Journalyour feelings or your dream (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  2. Try something new (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  3. Change your mind about something (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  4. Take a different path to work (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  5. Change one small thing in your regular routine each day (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  6. Cut coffee/cigarettes/caffeine out of your life for 1 day or 1 week (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  7. When you encounter opposition, put yourself in the others’ shoes (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)

Again, this is a basic list – you can add your own variations at any time. Do any one thing consciously in each day…and watch. Notice synchronicity and the Divine Plan at work. You will see exactly what is connected to what. Just for the sake of doing so, I will define synchronicity so we all begin on the same page here.

Synchronicity – the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection.

In this exercise quite frankly we are reverse engineering synchronicity – but we must be open to recognizing it, for this is the first step in succeeding at anything we do. By using your focus to watch for synchronicity (the effect) after you have initiated the cause (the change), you will be able to see how even the most minute actions you take, cause some serious ripples in your pond called personal reality. This generic blueprint I am providing you with will open up your perception of reality – as you self discover, you can personalize the blueprint to suit your specific needs and desires. Not only will you get to know yourself, but you will come face to face with this dark energy that makes up 70% of our Universe. You will see your very own creative potentials in action and be present when they emerge from the invisible womb that is holding Creation firmly in place.

This exercise will ease the stronghold that duality and a split consciousness has taken on your life. Be aware that as you make these changes in your life, others may re-act in an attempt to get you to go back into your old archetype and role. This is the test of change.

If someone gives you an either/or ultimatum, it can only be based in duality consciousness; Re-member: it is no-thing but illusion speaking. Anytime we feel victimized by something or someone else it means we are still veiled in illusion, no matter how much clarity we believe we have in that moment. Anything other than this Truth would mean that our Universe is NOT benevolent in its intent. Now, that would be a very interesting belief to consciously or even unconsciously hold. Many of us have done exactly this to some degree or another, because our physical minds alone cannot fathom the vastness of Creation. The logical mind splits itself into dualities in order to comprehend the ‘big picture’. This is exactly how wars start! We create stories about the good and bad of this world, about ‘the me’ and ‘the you’ as separate entities in this world, rather than understanding how it all compliments itself, as we compliment each other. We are programmed and trained to take any and all efforts to keep the dark and seemingly unpleasant, well beyond our scope of acknowledgement and understanding. There is no Truth in this – only half truth. This is no longer an accurate nor valuable reflection of the ‘big picture’ with half of the puzzle being split off, or conveniently missing from the initial sacred blueprint. Forgiveness is your remedy to bring wholeness back to oneself and to the world. Forgiveness allows us to grow and evolve. This is The Way to become God-like and to embrace ALL expressions as valuable re-sources in our Creation. It wouldn’t be here otherwise. Once you are able to identify yourself as all things and live in each moment as a self reflective being, you win the game and begin playing a new one. Which one? You get to choose as the conscious creator of it! You become a unity conscious Being in physical reality. You will be internally balanced being beyond polarity and polarized thought processes with your dominant tendency being inclusiveness. You will become a new avatar archetype for the ascension process of humanity.

This (and more!) is possible if you find the inconsistency within self and bring the Light of your awareness to it, rather than hide from it using smoke and mirrors. It will be easier to forgive and embrace The Other that is bound to you by Honor – to give you the feedback you require to evolve. This feedback is not something that may be calculated by the ego – it is a natural and authentic response to you and for you, in each moment. I will repeatTHIS IS THE FEEDBACK YOU REQUIRE TO EVOLVE. If you attempt to block it or eliminate it from your life by physical means alone, you are setting yourself up for a fall. Spiritually you will advance further than what your physical vessel can maintain. You must do the inner work to REALLY move forward rather than deluding yourself into thinking your are off the merry go round of your dualistic mental creations. Find the gift(s) they brought you beneath all of the resistance you feel. ‘They’ were determined that you would not miss your own Mastery this time around! At the very least, be grateful for this. It just may open new awareness and allow new perspectives to emerge regarding the gift hidden within the experience we have chosen to identify as negative. Remember nothing is inherently good or bad, only our definition makes it so. If you have any emotion towards an unpleasant experience or situation – it is unresolved within you and waiting to be healed. Unresolved, it always resurfaces in Time.

Again, the Feminine is about inclusiveness rather than division. When you are truly a unity conscious being, it is always that and more! There is no division where we are going! The Feminine knows that change is the only true constant and that the four corners exist to support our growth, not to contain it. As we release ourselves from comfortable boxes and explore our consciousness more deeply, we will reveal our greatest creative potentials. As we Enter The Feminine and learn to embrace our discomforts,  we will birth through into an entirely new manifestation of our world.

Did you notice any synchronicity today? If you did, I would be honored to hear about it!

 ~IG~

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Stuck? Change ONE Thing!

It’s funny how if we let them, things change over the years. Enjoying the contrast and the dichotomy of who we are now, is even more interesting. As an example of this, in school they taught me to use numbers in Math class, and to use words to tell stories in English class. Of course, I still do this when the necessity arises, however, because of this foundation, I have been able to expand upon my world in ways I would have not really imagined possible way back then in elementary school.

Now I use numbers to tell stories through Mystical Numerology, and I use words with the math I learned back in school! How backwards! But not really. It actually creates a much more whole picture to be able to access Truth in each living moment. My daughter is fascinated by this work I do, and especially with this very magical thing I do with numbers, however for now I have had to deny her request to learn my craft while she creates her own solid foundations in school. There will be a time for all of that! For now, I will share with you!

The solutions we utilize for ourselves in our healing processes do not have to be grandeur by any means. In fact, in my own world, I would say the more accessible it is for everyone to use and easily apply to their lives, the more of a miracle it becomes! Simplicity is where it’s at! Here I would like to share something very basic that came to me to show me just how easy it is to heal ourselves, and our lives. Easy as 1, 2, 3 as some would say! And once you start paying attention to the changes you make and noticing the impact it has on your life, you will want to change much more than ONE thing – guaranteed!

*If you change just ONE of these your life will naturally add up differently!*

Your Perspectives + Your Patterns + Your Cycles = Your Life

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~IG~

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