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A Letter To Our Unborn Child

I just wanted to take this opportunity to send out a quick note to our little angel waiting on the wings of creation to come into our life.

20140605_213911THE PARADOX OF LIFE AND DEATH

I know right now you are somewhere out there, working very hard to release yourself from the bonds and attachments that keep you grounded to the life you have just lived through. I also know that right now you are doing everything possible to understand all the lessons and idiosyncrasies that have found their way into your consciousness in order to grow and move beyond them in preparation for the life you are about to come into. You have already brought so many welcome changes into our world – and some of them were definitely long overdue. I can only hope that we are also inspiring the same for you.

As we all sit here in anticipation of what you are becoming in our lives, you also have a family that loves and mourns the loss of what you have been to them. Before moving forward, from the depths of my heart and soul, I would like to extend my love and gratitude to all of them for allowing you a loving and smooth transition from one reality to another; from their world, to ours.

To this most precious soul that is entering into our lives under the guise of daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece, loved one and friend, I assure you and those that you are presently attached to, that we will do everything in our power to honor and love you in the best ways we know how.

WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY

beachdayaugust5croppedBelieve it or not, your daddy even had a prophetic dream before we had any clue at all that we were actually having a baby! Well, sort of, we didn’t realize it at the time…but let me explain it a bit more. Approximately a week after I was actually pregnant neither of us consciously yet knew it, yet your daddy told me about a dream he had, and in it he said that I looked ‘different’. Of course I pursued understanding exactly what he meant by ‘different’, and he attempted to delicately explain what he saw. He told me that I didn’t look like ‘me’ anymore. I was quite confused, and he continued on saying that I was ‘me’, but I definitely didn’t have my girlish figure any longer. I laughed, but I will admit that I was a little alarmed and thought it might be time to do a little fasting in case I was hanging onto any excess weight that I didn’t need any longer. And so I attempted to fast like I had so many times before — but it didn’t work. I kept explaining to your dad as I tried to understand it myself, that something in my body was not allowing me to go without food, and that I actually needed to eat more than I was used to eating. I was completely perplexed and yet I honored myself and did what I felt was right for me in that moment – and so I ate! Again, neither of us knowing at all that this dream was going to hold so much meaning and so much truth as we unknowingly embarked upon this pregnancy and all the bodily changes that naturally came with it. At this time you were most definitely conceived and in my womb. And after this seed point and a few long weeks of ‘morning sickness’ (all day sickness!), the cravings began! However, this is another story, for another time….

‘LAMBZEY’ IS BORN!

In many ways you were conceived in our consciousness long before it actually happened in this physical reality. In fact, it was well over a year ago when daddy and I did a simple ceremony together to signify our love and commitment to each other. That very day we saw this sweet little stuffed lamb and decided to take it home to have something physical to anchor us to this truth that we shared. We named it ‘LambZey’. We felt LambZey was a perfect name to represent this merger – “Lamb” of course for your father’s lineage, and “Zey” to represent my side of the lineage (Zeytinoglu) – in harmony with each other. I feel that since that very moment we have unconsciously been holding space for you to enter into our lives. Throughout this pregnancy we have nicknamed you ‘LambZey’ to everyone, yet even before any doctors would confirm that you were in fact a girl – we both already knew it, and we both received confirmation from you exactly what your name would be. We knew this beyond a shadow of a doubt within three days of knowing that I was indeed pregnant. We have safely held your name within our hearts and have only told our closest family members…but I have to confess, I can’t wait to announce you to the rest of the world!

lambzeybelly21croppedHere is the little lamb that has been holding space for you in our world, and your dad’s creative expression of LambZey!

Sweet soul, I ab-soul-utely love you and I hold deeply sacred the gift that has been given to us as you have presented yourself into our lives. Little angel from heaven ~ I cannot wait to hold you in my arms and to give you wings to once again fly. As we eagerly anticipate the beginning of our new journey altogether, know that love will all-ways be the foundation for the life we will share.

Deeply in love and in gratitude,

Mommy

 

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Past and Present; Particle and Wave

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“In disagreements with loved ones, only deal with the present. Do not bring up the past.”

Dalai Lama

Truth be told, I struggle with this every single day of my life! I have learned to use the past to recognize patterns and cycles to offer a greater perspective to heal and grow from. This makes me an amazing practitioner, and it truly has become apart of who I am.

However, I can see how my work as a healer and practitioner can seep into my personal relationships, and not be such a wonderful quality to experience. I have been on both sides of this equation to receive awareness of this phenomena. There is definitely a fine line between the particle and the wave so to speak. If we are harmonizing with another and we are aware and personally present within this harmony, there cannot be cause for disagreement in the first place.

Practical Soul-U-tion: Offer advice only when it is asked for. Otherwise – hold space, be present and Be Love.

How have you learned to effectively transition between, or to harmoniously incorporate the two?

Any other thoughts or ideas? I would love to hear from you!

~IG~

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How The Family Got Lost in Time

Let’s say that time travel exists and is corroborated by the church. How could this be? Well, bear with me while I share a bit of symbolism with you. The ‘zero point’ for humanity was the inception of Christ Consciousness/Unity Consciousness into our world. And when this took place time was split into BC and AD – one aspect of time moves backwards from our perception (is this the true Dark Ages? Before light brought awareness? The ‘negative’ reality), and the other moves forward (The ‘positive’ reality). Therefore by mimicking the story and blueprint that was set up, you can only attain Christ Consciousness in the NOW, at your own personal zero point, with the past and the future as guideposts AKA the two thieves that were crucified on the left and right side of Jesus. Meet the duality of time – past and future – which can only be reconciled by being and acting in the Now. The proverbial eye of the storm.

numberlineIf you put BC and AD together, numerologically speaking, it would look like this:

BC + AD = BCAD
23 + 14 = 2314

In our logical world a more natural expression would be ABCD=1234. But history has left a seed to show us that perhaps this linear and logical world is not such a straight line afterall. We can access different timelines or pull information from alternate timelines depending on the consciousness’ we merge with. This is the essence of the vesica piscis and why the symbol of the fish was so popular in Christianity. Why has our time and energy been split this way? Into opposing directions?  Of course this time program would have to be run in opposite directions so they never actually run into each other – unless you consciously overlap the dimensions, enabling yourself a new vision of reality and therefore a new landscape of time. I keep having the word ‘fission’ repeat in my head in regards to time being split into opposite directions…Not being scientifically focused in this particular arm of my journey, I will leave it at that and move along to what I am more familiar with.

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Let’s look a bit further at some symbolism:

A=1 Father
B=2 Mother
C=3 Son
D=4 Daughter

23 + 14 = 2314 = 55

OR

23 + 14 = 2314 = 10

When you take 23 (Mother/Son) and 14 (Father/Daughter) each together, both sets create a new energy of 5 – which represents freedom, regeneration, and just being outside of the box of our collective belief system. With each pair successfully merged together, they each create this 5 energy – combing these ingredients together once again, you either get a 10 (learning about a new beginning) or you achieve the 55 Master Number. Double the energy of the 5 as one is standing on their own two feet, rather than merging and getting lost in each other and becoming the 10 to learn more lessons about new beginnings and most importantly, lessons about self. This 55 Master Number is also known as the functioning consciousness of humanity to be more progressive. You can definitely see how the contrast in the dynamics of what we perceive to be ‘normal’, is not at all natural. In broken families, the mother most often ends up with custody and the bonding between the daughter and the father is severely limited and damaged, and consequently the wounded feminine has populated nearly our entire planet with wounded children that only know one side of our collective wounds now. Through bonded relationship with the parent of the opposite sex, children will learn to naturally have more loving and communicative relationships with themselves first and foremost. This then results in having more uplifted and benevolent relationships with everyone else too. When a child knows oneself through the contrast of the parent of the opposite sex, they will also truly know and be able to more adequately assist the piece of them that is the parent of the same sex, and vice versa.

Once the dynamics of the family are in order on both sides of the fence, and freedom is manifested, you can then go into the energy of the community (6) and serve. Until the dynamics of the family are well established and uplifted, going into the community would only create more lessons and yet more learning. It makes you wonder why the 666 is the antichrist – the undoing, or perhaps better stated, the unconscious wrong-doing of community through humanity and ‘good intention’ without wisdom. As ‘they’ said, ‘the road to hell is paved with good intentions’.

Our familial and ancestral connections are creating the blueprint for our entire lives, whether we are aware and conscious of them or not. Bottom line: if you are authentic you are free(5). And once you are authentically free, you will then impact and inspire true benevolence within the community(6); simply by being the change and expressing this truth. This must always start with the Law of Self and the closest true mirror you have (the parent of the opposite sex) is your path of least resistance. Then move onto those that are closest to you and work your way out into the community by creating your vesica piscis within your world, always starting with self and replicating the pattern outward. Once those bonds are established and you continue to enter further into community you will embark upon the geometry of the Flower of Life in your own personal blueprint of your reality. This is the essence of true community.

How will your story go when your life is back in flow? If this is the world you are creating outside of you, what is the reflection of the community within?

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~IG~

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