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Meditation/Medication

MEDITATION..

MEDICATION..

Those two words NATURALLY sound very similar. Their frequencies are a very close match, and this means they are very close to actually being the same thing, or offering the same thing. And further supporting this, the deeper intention (vowels) match identically. I would suggest that the initial purpose of medication was to get us into alignment to be in meditation. It is marketing and human ego that has kept us busy seeking this alignment from outside of ourselves and thus creating billion dollar industries out of it. I propose the next billion dollar industry will be the industry of SELF!

Adding to this insight, through Divine timing, I came across this:

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Meditation ~ MEDIATION ~ Medication

I am able to see very clearly that if you take out what makes them different, you see how they are alike, or what a deeper Truth is, based on sacred geometry (vesica piscis). Both have the frequency of mediation built into their foundation. The T in meditation adds structure, and the C in medication adds a catalyst to experience new forms of mediation.

Just for the fun of it, I will now define each of these words according to the collective consciousness:

1. Meditation – the action or practice of meditating.

synonyms: contemplation, thought, thinking, musing, pondering, consideration, reflection, deliberation, rumination, brooding, reverie, brown study, concentration;

2. Medication – a substance used for medical treatment, esp. a medicine or drug.

3. Mediation – intervention in a dispute in order to resolve it; arbitration.

synonyms: arbitration, conciliation, reconciliation, intervention, intercession, good offices;

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“Before you medicate – meditate!!! Invest in YOU!”

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The Higher Self Experience

AS ABOVE, SO BELOW

Your computer is to your ego, what your body is to your higher self. To our higher selves, our bodies are the computers. In fact, making this parallel and studying your relationship to your computer, you will have a very insightful tool to clear the way to become one with your higher self in physical form.

Now that we have had the expansive, yet at times limiting experience of using a computer to communicate and relate, the ego has had this higher self experience for itself. Breaking out of our egoic paradigm we now have the ability to turn around and have compassion for the higher self since we are having a parallel experience. Through this awareness a whole new resonance is formed and harmony can be established. Without necessarily being aware of it, every time we are on a computer we are taking on a perspective of the higher self. Having this experience so readily available to us as this time, we have a very high probability that our ego is able to have compassion for the higher self. We have had higher self training without even knowing it! As we clear the space to bridge the coming together of heaven and earth – from within, using the experience from without – let us be aware of who and what we really are!

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“Your computer is to your ego, what you are to your higher self.”

Interdimensional Goddess

Every time you are on your computer you are having a parallel experience, acting out your higher self in physical form. What is your overall relationship with your computer? How do you feel about your computer? How do you feel about the internet? How do you feel about how it all functions? Do you tend to avoid them? Universal Law says you are echoing your higher self’s sentiments!

Happy Discovery,

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A special thank you to Paul for being my muse in this discovery xxx

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Change Is Alchemy

WELCOME TO THE NEW AGE

Drop all of your should haves and could haves and turn them into an “I WILL”! It is time to use your will, and the best use for the past is to impact the NOW. Change the experience you are inevitably immersed in, rather than use tones of guilt and regret for that which will irrevocably repeat, unless YOU change it NOW. And as long as you are hanging onto it through buried negative emotion, you will NOT be able to change it, or your experience of it. This will keep you from rising above the perpetuation of that which you do not enjoy.

Instead of eliminating and cutting off the negative emotion, why not use it to benevolently fuel creation. There is never anything to regret if you transform it into something new – this is alchemy. Change your focus and use the old to create the new. Change is the only option for a benevolent and harmonious life – up your frequency and adopt a new perspective! How you witness your world is just as important as what you do!

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“I am the eye of my own storm. The watcher of my reality.”

Interdimensional Goddess

Hint: Change is the only constant and no-thing can change unless you are willing to let go of it. When we try to make things stay the same and hang onto them, they are actually forced to change and we waste a lot of our energy attempting to hold them firmly in place. If we are attached to any outcome and don’t allow things to change, then we must change in order to hang on to them – most times in ways that are not in alignment with our true self. I would classify this as black magic. So many of us have lost ourselves in this process. Once we let things go and watch them change, we step into the real-eyes-ation that as much as they change, they will all-ways stay the same! The backwards paradox in the land of collapsing paradigms!

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“Change is the essence of life.”

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The Problem And The Solution

I would like to express my gratitude to my dad for initiating the conversation that created the space for these ideas to unfold…

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YOU MUST ADMIT YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM TO BECOME PART OF THE SOUL(U)TION!
(And “U” are always a part of the solution!)

~Interdimensional Goddess~

In any given problem there is a solution built in. And in that solution another problem is waiting to manifest. Which gives way for another solution to be created…And so it goes. We live in an imperfect world of duality. The moment you focus on one thing, the other seemingly opposite thing is working behind the scenes to make itself equally known, and understood. Thus is the nature of a self learning Universe. As long as you are willing to accept that there are only two sides to any coin, or only two options to choose from, you will be locked into the matrix of ‘good and evil’.

Your freedom is found in the third option. Wait a minute! A third option? YES! There are two sides to the coin, but the even greater Truth is that there is: ONE coin. Our lowest common denominator is Oneness. The most True Reality is Oneness. Somehow we have forgotten this as we have taken the side of either this or that, forgetting that both sides are playing in the same game, and ultimately co-creating the need for each other. They problem and the solution thrive on each others’ existence.

Before there was 2 – before there was a ‘you’ and a ‘me’, or for reflective purposes, before there was Adam and Eve – there was One. The problem and the solution thrive on each others’ existence for completion. Perhaps this is what happened to us when Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge? We remain perplexed by the illusion we have co-created with each other by allowing ourselves to be(LIE)ve in something other than our inherent Oneness. Did you catch that?

The word ‘believe’ even contains the words be, lie, and eve within it, and it is even in sequential order, overlapping only at the “E”, or at the energy of 5, which represents FREEDOM! Being outside of the box! Some people may cry coincidence and think that I am stretching things too far. Everyone is entitled to their perspective and I honor the contrasting notions, for we are passionate about the same Source! However, for the sake of expressing my personal Truth in this article, I feel it is in stretching things (that this world deems to be) too far, even momentarily, that we are able to find our way out of the safe confines of the boxes we have allowed ourselves to become trapped in.

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“Divine Intervention happens every day…It’s called Synchronicity!”

Wayne Wirs

I am convinced it is in the simple nuances we all take for granted that a world of Divine Timing and synchronicity are patiently awaiting revelation. Why not try it? What do we really have to lose? Living this Truth in each moment just may create this infamous “Heaven on Earth” phenomena that has been fabled throughout the annals of Linear Time. The energy of the number 8 working benevolently in vertical action. Ascension. The symbol of the number 8 could be described as ‘Infinity UpRight’, rather than in its fallen infinite state ∞ which is experienced as unrealized {un(REAL-eyes)d} Oneness. Allowing yourself to live and experience this shift in consciousness dramatically changes the dynamics of…EVERYTHING!

Soul-u-tion to any perceived problem:

Remember that any two things that come together are actually alike on a higher level of existence. Combine them to find an even greater Truth where you can keep apples with apples, and you WILL achieve Unity Consciousness through Mental Alchemy. “Mental Alchemy refers to the act of changing and transforming one’s own Mental states and conditions, as well as influencing those of others. It is the process of altering our thoughts and beliefs to expand the Mind and therefore change your Life. Doing this can produce instantaneous and beneficial results in your current life and provide you with tools to navigate it more effectively.” Ayam Journeys

No matter how you want to divide or judge something, each polarity always has the exact same Source, having the same ‘home’. What I am saying is – no matter what materializes – the basic blueprint for a human is the same. We can have ‘good’ humans and ‘bad’ humans, ‘ugly’ humans and ‘pretty’ humans, etc., but the common basic structure is that we are all human! According to Universal Law, it is not possible to have one extreme without the other. When we take what we have judged as ‘good’ and ‘bad’ out of the equation, what are we left with? The link we share is that we are human. If you search for it, you will always find the commonality to level the playing field. If someone isn’t willing to be the ‘bad guy’, then how could we possibly have the opportunity to have the experience of being the ‘good guy’? And vice versa. On the surface, they appear to be opposites, but they actually compliment each other on a deeper level — from within. Through contrast we are able to learn. This is the true gift we provide for each other. This Truth can be identified in Universal Law, within The Principle of Polarity in particular. And from this perspective, Knowing that there is only ONE team in this Universe, we eliminate all differences that developed when we subjectively experienced the myth of ‘us’ and ‘them’.

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“Everything is on a continuum and has an opposite.​

​Movement, Creation and comprehension are generated between two opposites.​”

~Ayam Journeys~

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Past and Present; Particle and Wave

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“In disagreements with loved ones, only deal with the present. Do not bring up the past.”

Dalai Lama

Truth be told, I struggle with this every single day of my life! I have learned to use the past to recognize patterns and cycles to offer a greater perspective to heal and grow from. This makes me an amazing practitioner, and it truly has become apart of who I am.

However, I can see how my work as a healer and practitioner can seep into my personal relationships, and not be such a wonderful quality to experience. I have been on both sides of this equation to receive awareness of this phenomena. There is definitely a fine line between the particle and the wave so to speak. If we are harmonizing with another and we are aware and personally present within this harmony, there cannot be cause for disagreement in the first place.

Practical Soul-U-tion: Offer advice only when it is asked for. Otherwise – hold space, be present and Be Love.

How have you learned to effectively transition between, or to harmoniously incorporate the two?

Any other thoughts or ideas? I would love to hear from you!

~IG~

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Mother Dearest!

This resonates to the core of me. I wish I had the words to explain this so well myself:

“…she always said that I was the problem and that I did this to her ~ that I tore HER down;

“Darlene, you are so critical.”

“Darlene, I can never do anything right in your eyes, I am always wrong”.

“Darlene, there is no pleasing you.”

And overtime I believed that my words, actions and behavior (although I could not figure out what I was doing that was so offending) had eaten away at her self-confidence and harmed her sense of self-worth and undermined any good feelings that she ever had about herself and her accomplishments. I believed everything she said about me. I believed that I was the critical one and that I was the one doing all the damage.

This is the brainwashing; this is what happened that caused me to try harder with her and to try so hard to ‘understand her.’ I tried to reassure her, to soothe her and to be the daughter she always wanted.

And when I started to look at the way SHE treated me in this profoundly dysfunctional mother daughter relationship we had, I became aware that now I was saying some of the same critical type things about her too.  When I started to look at the truth about how toxic our mother daughter relationship was, I felt guilty because I believed that I was being critical of my mother, and I had tried so hard all my life to prove her wrong about me! In the first couple years of my healing process I kept saying stuff like “well in all fairness to my mother, I was not the perfect daughter because of…. And I would list my faults. Just like I was trained to do; I was trained to look at me, always to look at me and my faults and to take the blame. Looking at my faults is not such a bad thing, but the lack of mutuality in our relationship is a ridiculous thing. This started when I was a kid and I had been convinced mostly through the actions and results of those actions at the hands of the adults in my life, that I was the failure and that if I could be different, THEN I would be loved. There was no accountability on the part of the adults!

Today I refer to that thought process as “the spin”. I would spin around and around in my mind about why my mother was justified in her criticisms and judgments of ME which I somehow believed nullified my judgments of her. I could never validate that something really was wrong with the way she treated me, because I was so convinced that I was at least as much of a problem for her as she was for me. I didn’t see how she was “the parent”, or how she expected me to be more responsible for the success of our relationship than she was. I didn’t look at HOW I learned to have a relationship in the first place. I didn’t realize that my self-esteem was never put in place because my parents didn’t put it in place. I didn’t consider for one minute that the truth was that it had been up to them to give me a healthy emotional foundation in the first place.  I had learned to LOOK at myself in a critical way and to never look at anyone else in a critical way. There is something really warped about that.”

And this is one hits home as well:

“…statements like “Oh you think you are so perfect” or “sorry I’m not perfect” are actually deflections meant to make me believe that the problem was my “unreasonable expectations” of her; I picture my mother as wearing wonder woman type shiny wrist cuffs to deflect the statements I made to her, BACK on to me. She didn’t hear me, she had no intention of listening to me, she just found a way to put the responsibility of our relationship back on me.”

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As long as there is dysfunction that is denied to heal within the relationship (equally on BOTH parts) the cycle will continue because that is all they know. The person who is not willing to heal their own role in the drama is so solid in their old script that they don’t allow for the other to heal their part in the story, and then continue to cry victim to what they created and continue to perpetuate. Vicious cycle. Someone wise once told me, the fish stinks from the head..!

This post was inspired by – Toxic Mother Daughter Relationships when Mom says You are the Problem.

~IG~

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Numerology for November 20, 2013

11 20 2013 – such an interesting day for my world to shift so much! I don’t need to necessarily say what it means – you can look at the pattern and see the synchronicity and if you gave yourself a moment to actually tune into it – you would most definitely FEEL the resonance of the movement and in the flow of the energy this day holds. The final opportunity to learn these lessons regarding the Feminine before the end of this year is Now until the end of this month!
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In the midst of the 11/2 (illumination and partnership) and the 13/4(self expression and beliefs or structures), we even have 20/20 vision! The veils between within and without are thin! 20 also represents lessons and also potential regarding the Feminine and partnerships. Pay attention to what rises and to what falls in your world today! What is it you are seeing with your physical eyes? What is your physical world/feedback system telling you today? Did you align correctly? Is it in flow? What is bringing itself to your awareness today? Is it one thing? Or many things? Weed out the Karma and plant the Dharma!!! What is the Law of Reflection telling you today? What do you still need to work on/ And what have you outgrown but still not detached from? Intend to learn outstanding lessons concerning self, partnership and manifestation.

And so it is.

~IG~

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Holy Shift!

When you experience big shifts in your life on any level, in essence many veils or illusions have been removed and you will then begin to perceive the world quite differently. Whenever this happens to me I have a tendency to become very introspective.

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{Enter observer mode}

This has become quite a natural tendency for me at this point, knowing just how different life can be depending on how we choose to  witness our reality in each moment. Each time these shifts occur I tend to go over any of the key notes in my life, and re-view them again with new eyes. This is in essence a mode of conscious time travel. Every time you remember something you are actually time traveling to another time and space – to re-member, or re-join that experience again. We just do it so often that we take for granted how powerful this one act is! Memory is indeed a powerful tool. In re-viewing the important points in our lives, we are able to see a bigger picture of our own reality, and our role in it, thus enabling ourselves to make more responsible and uplifted choices. Without this we will not be able to allow ourselves to actually see the patterns and cycles that make up our world, playing out right before our very eyes. The further back into time that we take our memories to, the more of our personal freedom will be achieved. When we are able to comprehend the greater picture and then choose to share this vision with others, we are able to do better than any of our past experiences have allowed for, individually and collectively. Information is power. One way or another ~ our cycles and patterns repeat! These cycles and patterns are the foundation of each of our stories. What actually changes is us. Our thoughts, our choices, our actions and re-actions, and the overall responses we choose to foster. The blueprint stays the same, it is the use of our free will that changes the entire program. It is you that alters the outcome through your free will. You have the opportunity to consciously go back over your entire life to gather those blocked and dormant memories simply through re-observation of your own experiences and a simple change in perspective. By doing this you will live a more empowered life as the wheel continues to go around. You will begin to consciously create your Now moment through your own experiential wisdom!

When you are again empowered you will find that instead of re-acting the circumstances of your life, you will respond to create new and improved pathways to your highest Destiny – the uplifted version of your reality. If one thing shifts in your life enough for you to take notice, you can be sure that other aspects have shifted as well – it is always a quantum shift, involving many levels of reality. Notice them! Take the time to sit back and notice so that you can have an even greater honor for all of the experiences you have already had. Make the most of your shift so that you can take that Quantum Leap outside of your very own box of limitation.

The work is already done, it is now time to harvest from our own efforts. What gifts will you attain? What will you choose to notice? Ultimately, this is what you will choose to create.

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How The Family Got Lost in Time

Let’s say that time travel exists and is corroborated by the church. How could this be? Well, bear with me while I share a bit of symbolism with you. The ‘zero point’ for humanity was the inception of Christ Consciousness/Unity Consciousness into our world. And when this took place time was split into BC and AD – one aspect of time moves backwards from our perception (is this the true Dark Ages? Before light brought awareness? The ‘negative’ reality), and the other moves forward (The ‘positive’ reality). Therefore by mimicking the story and blueprint that was set up, you can only attain Christ Consciousness in the NOW, at your own personal zero point, with the past and the future as guideposts AKA the two thieves that were crucified on the left and right side of Jesus. Meet the duality of time – past and future – which can only be reconciled by being and acting in the Now. The proverbial eye of the storm.

numberlineIf you put BC and AD together, numerologically speaking, it would look like this:

BC + AD = BCAD
23 + 14 = 2314

In our logical world a more natural expression would be ABCD=1234. But history has left a seed to show us that perhaps this linear and logical world is not such a straight line afterall. We can access different timelines or pull information from alternate timelines depending on the consciousness’ we merge with. This is the essence of the vesica piscis and why the symbol of the fish was so popular in Christianity. Why has our time and energy been split this way? Into opposing directions?  Of course this time program would have to be run in opposite directions so they never actually run into each other – unless you consciously overlap the dimensions, enabling yourself a new vision of reality and therefore a new landscape of time. I keep having the word ‘fission’ repeat in my head in regards to time being split into opposite directions…Not being scientifically focused in this particular arm of my journey, I will leave it at that and move along to what I am more familiar with.

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Let’s look a bit further at some symbolism:

A=1 Father
B=2 Mother
C=3 Son
D=4 Daughter

23 + 14 = 2314 = 55

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23 + 14 = 2314 = 10

When you take 23 (Mother/Son) and 14 (Father/Daughter) each together, both sets create a new energy of 5 – which represents freedom, regeneration, and just being outside of the box of our collective belief system. With each pair successfully merged together, they each create this 5 energy – combing these ingredients together once again, you either get a 10 (learning about a new beginning) or you achieve the 55 Master Number. Double the energy of the 5 as one is standing on their own two feet, rather than merging and getting lost in each other and becoming the 10 to learn more lessons about new beginnings and most importantly, lessons about self. This 55 Master Number is also known as the functioning consciousness of humanity to be more progressive. You can definitely see how the contrast in the dynamics of what we perceive to be ‘normal’, is not at all natural. In broken families, the mother most often ends up with custody and the bonding between the daughter and the father is severely limited and damaged, and consequently the wounded feminine has populated nearly our entire planet with wounded children that only know one side of our collective wounds now. Through bonded relationship with the parent of the opposite sex, children will learn to naturally have more loving and communicative relationships with themselves first and foremost. This then results in having more uplifted and benevolent relationships with everyone else too. When a child knows oneself through the contrast of the parent of the opposite sex, they will also truly know and be able to more adequately assist the piece of them that is the parent of the same sex, and vice versa.

Once the dynamics of the family are in order on both sides of the fence, and freedom is manifested, you can then go into the energy of the community (6) and serve. Until the dynamics of the family are well established and uplifted, going into the community would only create more lessons and yet more learning. It makes you wonder why the 666 is the antichrist – the undoing, or perhaps better stated, the unconscious wrong-doing of community through humanity and ‘good intention’ without wisdom. As ‘they’ said, ‘the road to hell is paved with good intentions’.

Our familial and ancestral connections are creating the blueprint for our entire lives, whether we are aware and conscious of them or not. Bottom line: if you are authentic you are free(5). And once you are authentically free, you will then impact and inspire true benevolence within the community(6); simply by being the change and expressing this truth. This must always start with the Law of Self and the closest true mirror you have (the parent of the opposite sex) is your path of least resistance. Then move onto those that are closest to you and work your way out into the community by creating your vesica piscis within your world, always starting with self and replicating the pattern outward. Once those bonds are established and you continue to enter further into community you will embark upon the geometry of the Flower of Life in your own personal blueprint of your reality. This is the essence of true community.

How will your story go when your life is back in flow? If this is the world you are creating outside of you, what is the reflection of the community within?

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~IG~

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Inducing Your Personal Pole Shift

Re-Member: We are NATURE. The baby chick must break through the shell before seeing the Light outside of itself. The seed must also struggle and push through its container, following its own inner Light as Truth. It must sacrifice it’s old identity as the seed, or as the egg in order to become something new; Something greater than it was before allowing this inner transformation to take place. The consciousness, or Life force inside the seed or the egg had to TRUST that deep inner urge to explore into unchartered waters. This is FREEDOM – the ability to choose to go beyond. You MUST be uncomfortable to grow!

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As Nature, we too must first create and establish our safe boundaries, and then break them, in order to learn about and experience growth. Attachment to ‘what was’, is the hindrance to know your deeper Self. We must go beyond the confines of the box, since the box was created to maintain. The box has become our friend, our safe haven. This has also kept us from self realization and the true work that our Souls’ incarnated to achieve Now. Growth only occurs through breaking down old barriers and boundaries. The longer you held your own growth off, the more uncomfortable it will be when it comes time for your opportunity grow.

BE THE CHANGE. Follow your own heart. That is all that truly matters. The rest is excuses and dogmatic logistics. As a humanity, we have woven ourselves deeply in our illusions, and entangled ourselves in that of others. Now that we feel completely stuck and limited, we need to develop tools to assist us with breaking the stronghold that our stories hold over us.

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Recently, after a session with a client, I had a conversation with my mother about what I was beginning to understand. Through knowing the Universal Laws (Law of Self, Law of Reflection, Principle of Polarity to name a few) I was realizing that depending on what someone has experienced in their childhood, it would be very telling of the kind of work they needed MOST, for the fullest expansion into one’s full positive potential. If someone had an ‘easy’ childhood and was programmed to the see the good in everything, at this point now if they were a client seeking assistance, they would most likely need to work with their shadow, and the integration of their darker aspects. And rightly so. They were always taught to face the Light. On the other hand, if a client comes in and has had a very hard and sad childhood, well, they would most definitely need to look at the bright side of the situation. I would guide these clients to find the gift in what has challenged them, thereby creating Light, and a greater truth to live within. Now would be the time to focus on the Light, having already lived through the experience of darkness. By doing this and allowing other channels and pathways to open that were completely foreign to the client previously, this will plant a seed of balance. In a very basic way we can use this along with our understanding of the Law of Patterns  and the Law of Cycles as a tool to guide our clients flawlessly. We are able to foster the expansion of their personal blueprint, creating a greater breadth of experience for true balance to be achieved and maintained. Of course there are deeper and more personal dynamics to take into account for each individual client. As a starting point though, we can all use this for ourselves in our every day lives.

As I am finishing explaining this, my daughter Alecks (8) is in the back seat of the vehicle, listening to our conversation. She shares with us that she just got the chills. Then she excitedly says “It’s the pole shift mom! As above so below!”.

Hmmm. I do believe she is onto something here! If you need any assistance shifting your world, contact us @ http://www.ayamjourneys.com.

~IG~

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