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A Sleeping Mystic Awakens Part I


Mystics are sci­en­tists of their own inherent divinity. Those who consciously experience the subtleties of the world within, before it is pro­jected outward and lived through in this physical realm, without. Since a mystic realizes that there is much more to real­ity than what is captured by the phys­i­cal eyes and through the intel­lect alone, it allows one to be open to long buried ideas such as the Universal Laws and Principles. The entirety of life and of the uni­verse at large is regarded as a mys­tery to be unrav­eled, from the micro to the macro, its inherent value is at the root of the mystical experience. The mystic seeks Truth through contemplation and self surrender in order to attain unity within, and so with all things, while remaining aligned with one’s own unique integrity or inner code. To be a mystic is to walk the line, and to live a paradoxical life.


“Are You A Mystic?”

A mystic tends to look at ordinary things as manifestations of a miraculous and infinite source of wisdom. How can this be true? When you become more consciously aware of Universal Laws and Principles, you will naturally become multidimensional. This means that you will experience every single thing from many vantages at once. How else can we speed up our evolution without outrageously over-extending our life expectancy? The more you focus your intention, attention and therefore your energy in this direction, the more wisdom you will reap. Do yourself a favor and Discover More! If you spend as little as 30 days authentically focusing yourself on this root knowledge, your life will freely reorganize itself. As you surrender to this path and allow your life to inevitably fall apart, you can empower yourself to see through real-eyes, and realize that this too has only been a frozen and illusory perspective. In fact, you can choose to have the exalting experience of: your life falling together! Witness the world from your higher self’s perspective! Imagine now that you are able to actually lift yourself up by seeing through the single eye of your higher self in the peak of your subjective experience.


“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I will meet you there.”


When you live in your authentic Truth, plugged into and in flow with the Universe, you have a certain Omni access to the BIG PICTURE. You become the eye of the storm. From this vantage, what is it that you really want to focus on?


I realize only now at the tender age of 35, that I was indeed born a mystic. And to some degree or another, right now we have an entire planet of sleeping mystics. The only way another can ever tell you that you are a mystic is if they bring you through a series of awakenings or initiations designed to tune you into ‘non-local’ realms of existence. Otherwise, I don’t feel that anyone can truly know this to be true but you, yourself. And consequently no one can give you this title, but you. On some level you must recognize this for yourself first and set yourself outside the norm of the collective that you are immersed within, for another to be able to do the same to you, and for you. Silently within, the wheels are set into motion when you give another permission to come into your reality to bring you an opportunity for a co-creative experience together. According to Universal Law, As Within, So Without. When you are truly ready to consciously and intentionally live through this supernatural reality, someone from the outside world will come upon you through the Law of Attraction to honor your vibrational request for the experience that you have lined up with.

teacher“Teachers open the door but you must walk through it yourself.”


As they say, when you are ready, the teacher will appear – for those with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. It is always up to you to walk through this door, or to walk away. This is the double edged sword of free will, with our ego squarely in the driver’s seat. And it seems that home to the ego is actually focused in the opposite direction to the home of the higher self! Now that was a novel idea for a collective experience of limitation! So depending on whether you are in your ego mind, or in your divine mind, dictates how you perceive each idea and experience of life in any given moment, giving way to the paradigm of good and bad that so many people are stuck in. There is no right or wrong answer, there is only the Right answer – for you. This exhibits an example of the funny little paradoxes that befall us as we make our way through the structures and systems that were set up to foster and support our collective development. Those safe and familiar paradigms that we have clung to actually house the belief systems that we feel stagnated and limited by, as we ready ourselves for the individuation of our authentic self in physical form.

As a young child, empathic and pretty awake amid a sleeping world, I sensed this differentiation between my true desires and what the world deemed acceptable, and I hid the things that did not meet other people’s standards. I always associated this with shame, which may have been true to me at the time. Yet, this is merely a child’s perspective. I now see a deeper reality where it was out of self perseverance that I felt any shame at all. From this perspective I have now, a God send really. If I was in an unaccepting reality, instinctively and quite naturally I would recoil myself from a psychically toxic and polluted world. I would naturally hide this ever so delicate and most real aspect of myself safely beneath the empty mask of acceptable societal virtue, while simultaneously shielding myself using a false veneer to become that which was not natural at all. I was caught in a vicious cycle, lacking any conscious reference for how to get out of it. I will refer to this experience as being caught in a downward spiral. Living my life this way left me not only perpetually tired and spiritually numb, but it also created the eventual manifestation of a personal deadness towards life, leading into yet greater expressions of emotional and bodily dis-ease. Surely, I believed that it would never be safe enough to be me as I gingerly spiraled down to my new home called rock bottom.


“Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.”

J.K. Rowling

The next post in this series will be titled A SLEEPING MYSTIC AWAKENS PART II

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Right Willed

Free will is mostly an illusion – you can choose to model this and bridge Heaven and Earth:

Or you can choose not to. You are free to extend your experience as long as you want. You will still come back around and move through whatever it is you were avoiding in the first place. The patterns and cycles repeat until we become righteous in our awareness. “You” meaning, a person, a community, a corporation, a family, etc.

Divinely, something is ‘Right’ when one’s integrity aligns with their free will.


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The Stargate in Your Heart


Don’t be fooled by cheap imitations ‘out there’. All that you need you already have within!!! Anyone selling you any other keys is a distraction from the wholeness of TRUTH. This may be exactly what some people came here to experience in different moments of time, however why waste your linear time getting a piece of the pie when the whole pie is waiting to be discovered within? Your heart is THE WAY. We have ALL done this before!! NONE of the is new. Allow yourself the Sacred Space to open the keys that are built into your heart ~ collapse the illusion of timelines and linear reality because in true REAL-ity it is all happening NOW! There is NO separation outside of illusion. 26 000 years is a long time to endlessly repeat the program and adopted scripts to gain the experience required to lead to our eventual quantum leap in evolution ~ which is this NOW moment.

The shortcut IS the heart, where wholeness is easily integrated because our Souls re-member everything and embrace ALL aspects of Creation as ONE! On the level of the Soul there is NO JUDGMENT. All just IS. The ego AND the Soul are ONE being! It is the mental construct (ancestral belief system) of the ego that is in denial of the greatness of all that it is ~ you must really allow yourself to FEEL, rather than ‘think’, to make it through your own self-made walls and veils of illusion. It is time to wake up all of the dormant pieces within which allow us to truly experience peace and bliss. This is the way we bridge Heaven and Earth. We still have 2000 years of linear time to achieve this through repeated incarnations. We most certainly do not have to wait that long to die to the ego and resurrect the Soul in our physical form, nor take on that many bodies to accomplish this task.


You create a powerful and eternal magnetic field from the Sacred Space in your heart so that you are constantly and consistently THE point of benevolent attraction. How do you do this? By being authentic and living in your truth in each and every moment. You will not create or perpetuate any veils over your eyes via your heart if you are always speaking FROM your heart in truth and authenticity. In doing this you will not attract any new lessons, because in the very same moment of true resolution you are simultaneously cleaning up your old lessons out of the feedback system of 3D Earth!

To break through the stronghold of the overnourished mind/ego to free yourself from 4D astral constructs (archaic and dogmatic beliefs, faulty structures and foundations, dualistic dreams/nightmares, etc) ~ GO WITHIN! Find and embrace ALL that is YOU! Integrate the duality within your mind to create the ONE-ness within yourself. Release your veils through making new and uplifted choices, eliminate your habits and addictions, stay focused and distraction free, and then ALL-ways act out of the joy that is found radiating from your heart. Your veils are your wounds. Heal them and heal your world. The REALness of you is where it’s at!



Authentic….True….You. This is the Ascension in physical form. No teachers with human egos are required once you are truly living and responding from your heart – unless you deem it so. YOU are your own guru, your Soul is your compass, the Universe is your Divine blueprint, and your heart is the Stargate where all of the action takes place! 5D all the way baby! Unity consciousness in effect.


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REALity and Illusions


For every lie you tell yourself there is one told to you. Every time you lie to yourself, it creates the exact same lie as you perpetuate your own false story to those around you. You then have it reflected back to you via the Laws that govern our Universe. Subconsciously we all know these Universal Laws and therefore when we tell ourselves (and consequently others) lies or half truths, we know this will return to us. This is why we eat and ‘fill holes’ to cushion ourselves for the backlash we know we will receive from ‘out there’.

Thin people are generally truthful. Large people generally have a harder time telling their truth. Even if something is a lie to YOU, if someone is telling THEIR truth, they will stay thin. If one’s life is built on a perpetuation of illusions and lies from those that they love, even if they are skewed in their perception, as long as they are telling their truth, they will remain thin. This is why there are people in the world who can eat whatever they want, and not gain a pound ~ they speak their truth and therefore don’t use food to fill any voids within. The energy put into the food that they are consuming is completely different and therefore reflects a different result.

Tell YOUR truth to bring YOUR own veils down. The age of the perpetuation of lies and ‘his-tory’ is now over. It is 2013 ~ the YEAR OF THE GODDESS, when SHE rises in every one of us to tell ‘her-story’. Are we open enough to receive her? Are we done with our control mechanisms and the rape of our emotional selves? Are we willing to stop DOing and give ourselves the Space to BE, to receive Her?

Since this is a holographic reality, every time you put something ‘out there’ you create it coming back to you from seemingly, ‘out there’, but you are experiencing your own echo…’do unto others’ is a LAW in our universe, a commandment that we each make with every word we speak, and every action we take.

I believe there is something very backwards about the adage ‘you create your own reality’. Reality just IS. TRUTH is. It is truly most accurate to say ‘you create your own illusions.’ This is the time of the unwinding…the unveiling. Our masculine minds alone will NOT be able to take this transition. Logic will not understand how creation works until it is reverse engineered within self. As long as we are willing to go deep enough to truly feel again, the sacred space in our hearts will do the work, we just have to BE AWARE. BE truthful. BE receptive. BE open. And SHARE. Only then is the true work we all came here to do truly done. After moving through the experience(s), the Void, the birth canal of our Great Mother – trusting and surrendering to our own Divinity, we will be able to understand and make logical sense out of it. Until then, we are stuck in the 4th dimensional construct of illusion and dogmatic beliefs. The truth WILL set you free. If each and every one of us change ONE thing, and told the truth about that ONE aspect of ourselves. We would change the lives of every single person we come in contact with. We would be a tuning fork for the new earth to take shape. We would all have a hand in changing the world and uplifting this reality to create Heaven on Earth. It really is that easy. This is the age of self responsibility, self awareness; the age of light, truth and the new dawn. How can we evolve if we do not know ourselves? Involution ALWAYS precedes true evolution. It is time to graduate now. And we do this by being whole. By integrating our Shadow with everything that we already know that we are, we KNOW THYSELF, as all the masters say.

Only you can perpetuate your own illusion. Only you can truly feel the truth within you, to be able to free yourself from the façade of the masks and falsities. Confession. The church did not have it so ‘wrong’ afterall. We were given a blueprint and it was distorted in the hands of the patriarchy, and therefore ALL religions were given a bad name. Does this sound familiar? All of our judgments and stereotyping that has limited the rest of humanity?? Religion itself isn’t a bad thing, it is the manipulative forces within each of us that distort the true freedom we are all given as a birthright. Patriarchal religions that have reigned their control over most of humanity are merely reflecting that which we are hiding and avoiding looking at within ourselves. When are we going to look WITHIN and speak OUR truth? As long as we don’t, the lie, ‘out there’ will continue to be perpetuated. You focus on all the starving children in the world? Go within and recognize the pieces of your very own inner child that you have starved in order to support the illusions that were given to you! You focus on waters and how polluted they are? Go within and recognize the toxic pieces of you in your blood that you and your ancestors have perpetuated! You focus on all of the atrocities created by the patriarch within the Vatican? Go within and find that greedy, fearful and controlling piece of the masculine that is suppressing your feminine self!


It is ALL a play. The entire world is a stage, playing out for YOU and your Universe. The dark side wants to be healed, and to release these patterns now. It is those that are in judgment, those that point ‘out there’, not willing to go deep enough ‘in here’, that are actually perpetuating the lies and illusions.

BE the change. Sit and BE with yourself. Tell yourself the truth. Get REAL. Once you do this, SHARE it with others. Tell truth to those that you have affected with the illusions you have created (the lies). Tell those who have similar patterns to you, who have been brought into your life through the law of attraction, to have you share this truth with them. By doing this you empower yourself and others with true free will and set everyone on a path to speak and know their own truths again.



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