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A Now Mythology Of Time

HOW DO YOU MOVE FORWARD AND BACKWARD IN TIME – SIMULTANEOUSLY?

In physical reality it appears that we are moving forward in time. But perhaps where reality is not visible through our physical eyes, it is true that we are moving backwards in time. How do we begin to navigate ourselves through this benevolently? Talk about expanding your brain and the collective consensus of ideals! How do you move forward and backward in time – in the same moment? Most of us have been trained to look at different ways to ‘split time’, and thus ourselves – in order to accomplish this feat. For example, we spend our 9-5 weekday hours working diligently on someone else’s dream of reality and then if we are lucky, at night immerse ourselves in the flow of our own spirituality or any other self discovery process – ultimately we are creating pathways to unconsciously divide ourselves and our experience of the world. We have been shown it is normal to do this from a very young age.

Seeing as there is no wrong, and there is no right at the crux of reality in this Universe, do we really want to open more doors to experience further separation? I feel the answer is more simple and natural than this private divide and conquer we have imposed upon ourselves, and therefore upon others. Rather than play subjective games of ego domination over anything that threatens our flawed illusions within our stagnating comforts, let’s explore how to unify our polarities, consciously using an alchemical process to turn the two extremes into the one common thing. Before moving forward with this article, I implore you to learn more about The Principle of Polarity.

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 Across planes of consciousness, we have to live with the paradox

that opposite things can be simultaneously true.

~Ram Dass~

To answer the initial query, benevolently navigating both forward and backward in the same moment of time, you must be intrinsically immersed in your Now experience. Whenever you enter and focus on your Now moment, you bring the past and the future into a singularity called the Now. You collapse the illusion and merge both realities into your unified experience of Won-ness/Oneness through the portal called Now. Both ideas of past and future extend from our present Now experience, and both also dissolve back into their own inherent Oneness. Our notorious sweet spot has been shrouded by opposing forces, in plain view all along. As the fog clears, it is through this window called the Now that we have Won the game of duality and embark upon our collective new beginning as Unity Conscious Beings (UCB).

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~IG~

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EM~Power~ME

People are just people. They do what they do. You know a person by their Nature or by their vibration (Principle of Vibration), and therefore by their resonance to you. The only reason anyone can ever hurt you is because on some level you gave them the power to do so. Be self responsible, and really go within to find out where you gave your power away and most importantly, ask yourself why you chose this experience. The answers that come to you may surprise you. Opening this door just may allow you to wake up with the clarity you are seeking to make the changes you need to create. Awareness Empowers.

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Your ‘future self’ will thank you for finding the power to make this jump!

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~IG~

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Enter The Feminine – New Logos and Personal Alchemy

I will begin this post with a link to my last post, which is the first installment titled Free Exercise – Core Lessons.

ARE YOU FEELING THE SHIFT IN FULL FORCE RIGHT NOW??

The limitation of our logical reality is paving the way and relinquishing Rightful power back to the creative chaos of the Feminine. The Divine Mother. As She rises, the world must rise with her. The old masculine and the old logos won’t approve, nor will they understand what is happening as this is most definitely not a logical process. Much confusion will prevail in the lives of those who are consciously or subconsciously programmed to control and dominate. And it’s happening Now! It is much bigger than anything we have ever lived through before. Are you feeling the pressure building within you and all around you? I wonder if this is how a baby feels inside the womb right before it births through it’s Mother?

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This shift in awareness is one of the gifts of understanding that I took home with me from my near death experience in Tikal December 21, 2012.

CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT

If you are not yet feeling the reality of this cosmic birthing process affecting your world, there are some things you can do to prepare yourself. ‘Being comfortable’ is a sign of stagnation and lack of desire, and this eventually leads to self destruction in order to find a way to attain some growth.

When you are very comfortable in your life – chances are you are stuck in a rut. Being comfortable, you may not perceive it as such, however, in time you will be made aware of it. To keep your life flowing and your routines from becoming well worn habits that you unconsciously perform – you can consciously keep your life flowing and expanding. Here is a list of 7 easy things you can do to achieve overall freedom in your reality.

  1. Journal your feelings or your dreams
  2. Try something new
  3. Change your mind about something
  4. Take a different path to work
  5. Change one small thing in your regular routine each day
  6. Cut coffee/cigarettes/caffeine out of your life for 1 day or 1 week
  7. When you encounter opposition, put yourself in the others’ shoes

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As you make these simple changes, the real work, or should I say the fun part becomes noticing the synchronicities develop all around you. You must be outside of the box to realize the depth and meaning behind synchronicity. Once you are outside of the normal expectations of your experience, others, and even you yourself, may think you are a little bit crazy – and according to your old limited world – you are! As you consciously shift the matrix you are living in, you will assuredly notice different things than you ever have before – if you are open to them, and if you look for them. If there was to be an addition to the aforementioned list, I would not add an 8th point (masculine) necessarily. Rather I would rather an additional element to each of the points listed (feminine), tying them together in our personal web of life.

  1. Journalyour feelings or your dream (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  2. Try something new (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  3. Change your mind about something (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  4. Take a different path to work (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  5. Change one small thing in your regular routine each day (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  6. Cut coffee/cigarettes/caffeine out of your life for 1 day or 1 week (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)
  7. When you encounter opposition, put yourself in the others’ shoes (NOTICE SYNCHRONICITY)

Again, this is a basic list – you can add your own variations at any time. Do any one thing consciously in each day…and watch. Notice synchronicity and the Divine Plan at work. You will see exactly what is connected to what. Just for the sake of doing so, I will define synchronicity so we all begin on the same page here.

Synchronicity – the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection.

In this exercise quite frankly we are reverse engineering synchronicity – but we must be open to recognizing it, for this is the first step in succeeding at anything we do. By using your focus to watch for synchronicity (the effect) after you have initiated the cause (the change), you will be able to see how even the most minute actions you take, cause some serious ripples in your pond called personal reality. This generic blueprint I am providing you with will open up your perception of reality – as you self discover, you can personalize the blueprint to suit your specific needs and desires. Not only will you get to know yourself, but you will come face to face with this dark energy that makes up 70% of our Universe. You will see your very own creative potentials in action and be present when they emerge from the invisible womb that is holding Creation firmly in place.

This exercise will ease the stronghold that duality and a split consciousness has taken on your life. Be aware that as you make these changes in your life, others may re-act in an attempt to get you to go back into your old archetype and role. This is the test of change.

If someone gives you an either/or ultimatum, it can only be based in duality consciousness; Re-member: it is no-thing but illusion speaking. Anytime we feel victimized by something or someone else it means we are still veiled in illusion, no matter how much clarity we believe we have in that moment. Anything other than this Truth would mean that our Universe is NOT benevolent in its intent. Now, that would be a very interesting belief to consciously or even unconsciously hold. Many of us have done exactly this to some degree or another, because our physical minds alone cannot fathom the vastness of Creation. The logical mind splits itself into dualities in order to comprehend the ‘big picture’. This is exactly how wars start! We create stories about the good and bad of this world, about ‘the me’ and ‘the you’ as separate entities in this world, rather than understanding how it all compliments itself, as we compliment each other. We are programmed and trained to take any and all efforts to keep the dark and seemingly unpleasant, well beyond our scope of acknowledgement and understanding. There is no Truth in this – only half truth. This is no longer an accurate nor valuable reflection of the ‘big picture’ with half of the puzzle being split off, or conveniently missing from the initial sacred blueprint. Forgiveness is your remedy to bring wholeness back to oneself and to the world. Forgiveness allows us to grow and evolve. This is The Way to become God-like and to embrace ALL expressions as valuable re-sources in our Creation. It wouldn’t be here otherwise. Once you are able to identify yourself as all things and live in each moment as a self reflective being, you win the game and begin playing a new one. Which one? You get to choose as the conscious creator of it! You become a unity conscious Being in physical reality. You will be internally balanced being beyond polarity and polarized thought processes with your dominant tendency being inclusiveness. You will become a new avatar archetype for the ascension process of humanity.

This (and more!) is possible if you find the inconsistency within self and bring the Light of your awareness to it, rather than hide from it using smoke and mirrors. It will be easier to forgive and embrace The Other that is bound to you by Honor – to give you the feedback you require to evolve. This feedback is not something that may be calculated by the ego – it is a natural and authentic response to you and for you, in each moment. I will repeatTHIS IS THE FEEDBACK YOU REQUIRE TO EVOLVE. If you attempt to block it or eliminate it from your life by physical means alone, you are setting yourself up for a fall. Spiritually you will advance further than what your physical vessel can maintain. You must do the inner work to REALLY move forward rather than deluding yourself into thinking your are off the merry go round of your dualistic mental creations. Find the gift(s) they brought you beneath all of the resistance you feel. ‘They’ were determined that you would not miss your own Mastery this time around! At the very least, be grateful for this. It just may open new awareness and allow new perspectives to emerge regarding the gift hidden within the experience we have chosen to identify as negative. Remember nothing is inherently good or bad, only our definition makes it so. If you have any emotion towards an unpleasant experience or situation – it is unresolved within you and waiting to be healed. Unresolved, it always resurfaces in Time.

Again, the Feminine is about inclusiveness rather than division. When you are truly a unity conscious being, it is always that and more! There is no division where we are going! The Feminine knows that change is the only true constant and that the four corners exist to support our growth, not to contain it. As we release ourselves from comfortable boxes and explore our consciousness more deeply, we will reveal our greatest creative potentials. As we Enter The Feminine and learn to embrace our discomforts,  we will birth through into an entirely new manifestation of our world.

Did you notice any synchronicity today? If you did, I would be honored to hear about it!

 ~IG~

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The Journey To Your Authentic Self

ARE YOU LIVING IN YOUR TRUTH?

If not, chances are you are feeling lost and alone right now. As individuals we are hardly able to find ourselves, much less anyone else. The vast majority of our planet is caught in this rut. How old were you when you first stopped speaking your Truth? Were you 7? 13? 20? There appears to be a gap in consciousness. We have forgotten how to get from here (the made up self) ———> to there (the Authentic Self), naturally. Energetically, we have forgotten how to grow up! Your Truth is symbolically your h(OM)e. When you are out of alignment with your Truth, you are out of alignment with that which you truly are, perceive, do, think, etc. in any given moment. As long as you are out of alignment, you will never create the seemingly illusive bridge that allows you to feel at h(OM)e on this planet. I would encourage you to study and make a practice of the Law of Self in your daily life since we are here to live through the experience of the reflection of that which we hold within. As long as we remain unconscious to this aspect of reality, we will remain split as we continue promoting and living out our duality paradigms such as good/bad, right/wrong, black/white. These are all judgments merely representing the layers that actually hold your Truth camouflaged from you.

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Once you make this practice of Self a new habit in your world, you may begin using The Law of Reflection as a tool to decode your own reality. You will notice that there will be less room for judgment in your world as you see the correspondences that exist. On occasion, I have looked into my reality, already aware of this powerful information, and quite truly I had a very hard time accepting that I somehow had a hand in creating the circumstance of that experience. Once centered in my Being, I again allow myself to be in a space where I am observing the bigger picture, conscious and aware; then I am able to make new decisions and take new actions that lead me into the direction of Love and Joy. How can this be done? By releasing resistance to the world around you so you can see things as they truly are, and from there respond accordingly. Allow the mental game of duality and judgment to fall away. Drop your awareness into the center of your heart, where your Authentic Self resides. This is where you will recover the voice of Knowing. Choose to place your energy into new directions that feel better to your body, mind and soul, while remaining aware of that which is reflecting to you. It sounds complicated and it is an acquired artform in its own right. To begin your own journey to your Authentic Self, it merely takes your intention to do so and a willingness to respond to the answers you receive. If your choices involve your heart, I have no doubt you are on the right track already!

Be sure to re-direct potential pitfalls by remaining aware that old habits and patterns die hard. Generally, we are creatures of comfort and habit, by knowing our own ‘demons’ we can be more conscious as we enter into experiences that are reminiscent of our old, well worn in stories. We must be rigorous on this journey into Self. It is a process of living that we have not entirely experienced before now, yet it is entirely beneficial to develop it in your life. As you do, you will quite literally change your brain and heal any inconsistencies where fear and stagnation have taken a hold of your life. Utilizing reflection as a tool you will recalibrate the hemispheres of your brain and re-program new perspectives and patterns into already existent cycles in your blueprint. The framework is still useful, and the new information you generate with this exercise will naturally fire through the pathways in your brain as you discover the synchronicities of ‘within’ to that which is ‘without’. This is where the stage is set for healing and transformation to take place – where we allow the lines of reality become blurred.

As you consciously create this new pattern – you will begin to change your mind – a lot! Allow these new truths and new ways of being to flow freely through your expression without judgement or pre-conceived notion for how you believe things should be. *Noting: the idea you have about how you believe things ‘should be’ is created from your beliefs and/or Mind Matrix* These are the very beliefs that you are attempting to move beyond in order to nestle into a space of Inner Knowing. Once you understand that your beliefs are based on dualities that are merely holding your illusions and your pain firmly in place – you will naturally seek Truth in the world around you; and have no doubt that your Truth is also seeking you.

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Your limiting beliefs will quite naturally fall away if you allow yourself to fully surrender to this Universal process. Yes, this is precisely what we have all been running from for most of our lives, and I am telling you to turn to face it and embrace it. You will begin to forget things, sometimes quite rapidly, as you allow the old to fall away. Each time you allow that shift to take place, you recalibrate to an entirely new reality where the surface looks identical, but the subtleties are not the same. Innately we all transfer our old memories along with us to be re-interpreted by our body with each shift in perspective. This is how we process, detox and dis-identify from the sole view of our ego self. As we progress, we will begin to expand into a more multidimensional perspective of ourselves, and of our reality. This means seeing and processing the world through many truths at once. In view of the bigger picture, all of these little shifts will create a larger paradigm shift which will ultimately align you with your Truth at the core of who you really are.

Your burden is of false self-identifications—abandon them all!

Nisargadatta Maharaj

Only in speaking your Truth will you ever be free. Your Truth, like you, is ever changing and evolving ~ if you are growing. Without speaking our Truth in the moments that make up the journey of our lives, we become lost in our alignment with our True Self. As we begin to peal back the layers of who we thought we were, we reveal everything hidden in between and our ego goes into panic feeling threatened by change and of the unknown. The roadblock becomes obvious since we have identified with our masks and forgotten the part of us that makes any of this real in the first place. The Authentic Self resides untarnished beneath the masks we have adopted as the real “I”. The ego employs the archaically programmed mind to make you second guess yourself, leaving you few options but to  enter into a frequency of fear. These are your invisible barriers that keep you locked within a world of lack. Your ego wants you to believe that it is somehow better not to change. But this is a trap since without Soul alignment you will never truly Know yourself, and no one else will ever know you either. And to this I say, “If that is true – what would be the point?”. The most brilliant part of oneself is kept hidden beneath the veils shrouded in collective taboos, and our minds use this net to hold us ‘safely’ within the collective delusion. It almost seems to be an epidemic – over time, I wonder what these thought patterns will express themselves as in our bodies, and in our physical reality? I do believe this is one of the many reasons that so many people feel so separated from our world as we know it. Too many people live their lives based on what they don’t want to experience, rather than living their lives from a place of choosing what they do want to experience. Consequently much of humanity does not feel responsible for their circumstances and continue to remain in a state of dis-empowerment. Fear was choosing for them and so apathy has taken hold. How has this affected our children? How likely is it that they have created new ways of behaving ‘badly’ to get our attention? When we continually drug them and silence their voices, what dis-eases will actually begin to physically manifest to make us aware of this pink elephant in the room?

Somewhere along the lines of times, confusion took hold, and we all began following the pack. We became ghosts unto our own Selves living within realities that we forgot how to question. This created an underlying perpetual state of loneliness; a pit of darkness that must be navigated and moved through. We search for the Divine spark that is buried deeply within our persona, also known as: The Compromised Victim. How can you feel anything but alone when you are living a story of victimization? How well do you think you would be able to Know others? Living this way, how are we able to accurately perceive or Know anything at all?

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Q: How do you know when you have found your Truth?

A: When is the last time you changed your mind? Truth, as with anything, is a process of unfolding. Each time you consciously choose Soul alignment taking yourself beyond absently living within the previous consensus of your reality, you have found more of your True Self. The Soul Retrieval in action.

HOW DO WE EVER GET BACK TO A PLACE OF KNOWING WITHIN THE AUTHENTIC SELF?

What is your dominant intention? What actions do you choose to support this intention? Remember: Your mind will begin to co-operate with the greater consensus of that which you are. Intend wisely, align Divinely and respond authentically.

The mind is an incredible and malleable ally once we teach the ego to let go of the beliefs that create the holding patterns we dare not move beyond. We are stagnating between worlds ~ between that of the head, and that of the heart. And not aligning fully with either world leaves us in a consensus limbo. Our beliefs are programmed into the Mind Matrix, and our Authentic Self manifests as that inner longing that pulls us into our Soul Matrix. They are the constants that hold our reality firmly in place. Whenever we are triggered and therefore tested, the subconscious takes over, lowering veils around the heart so that we do not compromise the Authentic Self. It is a protection mechanism that comes from living in ‘survival mode’ which is the result of an out of balance root chakra. When we teach the ego how to see the world from different perspectives, we are releasing the resistance that keeps us in a stronghold of fear that ultimately directs the experience of our reality. So, what happens when we collapse our limiting beliefs, the actual barriers that are keeping our reality from being more fluid and liquid? What happens when we neutralize the invisible blocks that we hold within our minds? And how does our reality compensate?

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Here in the physical sphere of experience, we are given the opportunity to make a quantum leap out of our pre-programmed collective fate. Once we have re-experienced contact with that Divine spark within – we have our skeleton key to true Freedom – anytime, anywhere. This is the one shining moment in the quest of life that becomes the proverbial point of no return – the moment of “The Knowing”. You only need to feel this Knowing one time. Once we experience this re-alignment with our Source, it is then a simple choice to follow that feeling, or not to. It is only by making the choice to jump when you first feel that inner fire ignite, or to talk yourself out of it based on what you have previously believed, been taught, or experienced – that will make all of the difference in what you manifest.

The rules of the game are changing and you are the one changing them for you! Our rebirth experiences do not need to be at all traumatic, although they can be. If we learn to embrace the little deaths we are creating conscious and benevolent change. When we avoid and run from them, eventually we run out of places to hide. We are here to evolve. If we delay our evolution, there comes a point where we have no other choice but to self destruct, taking ourselves out of bounds for this present experience of life. If we are stuck, the most self loving thing we can do is enlist those who have already taken these steps themselves to guide us safely through the unchartered waters of our mental and emotional confines. This is the position that the Universe has created for me, and many others. I was initiated into a place of my own authenticity through the duality of life and death. This brought me to a point of no return where I was on path and pointed into the direction of my own Authentic Self. In other words, the Universe played Big Brother with me and had it’s way.

I am here to support you as a guide, and to bring you to that one moment of Self alignment and true Knowing. You are always the pilot. I am merely the co-pilot in this moment of your life. It is through embracing this very journey myself, that I am also able to guide you through your own story, acting as a bridge for the new you to finally emerge.

Authentically Yours,

~IG~

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Decision Time

How do you make decisions? Do you make decisions based on what feels good to you? This, of course, points you into the direction of what feels good to you. Or do you make decisions based on what you do not want to experience? Which would obviously point you into the direction of more of what you do not want to experience. Either way you are creating a box for yourself. The box that feels good is created with (Self)Love, and it turns into a gift containing your present. This box is benevolent and expansive. The other box is created from the energy of resistance and avoidance, and it is contractual, creating discomfort all around you. Eventually this box forces you to become increasingly small and out of alignment with your True Self. One foundation allows you to continue rising up into more enjoyable realms of experience, and the other forces you to start again by repeating unresolved fear infinitely, only offering temporary reprieve from your own Truth.

When you are developing either of these boxes, you are always using your creative faculties. However adept you have become in employing your creativity will set the tone for the reality of your experience to manifest. The more brilliant you are, the more you may fool yourself into believing in your own excuses and diversions away form living in a state of (Self)Love. And so you are always learning and growing adding to your repertoire of personal discovery, precisely receiving reflection of that which you are, everywhere you turn.

In the midst of my musings, I have a vision of a butterfly in a cocoon. What energy are we feeding into our transitory home? What is the reason we are creating it in the first place? Will our ego become trapped in our own protective case of silk? How is this delicate silk woven into our personal fabric of Time?

There is no avoiding anything since no thing is not you. The choice is always ours to choose (Self)Love and integration or to create through fear and further separation. Part of the beauty of the game of Life is that we are not able to escape ourselves, although we may choose to pretend to. The True journey is within. Although ego and the illusion have many deceived, we traverse our outer reality as a means of experiencing the True reality of self discovery, outside of ourselves. Everything we have previously put within Self, is now beginning to appear outside Self – for your learning pleasure. This reflection is our lifeline to self correct, or an opportunity to slow down our own evolutionary momentum, as we use our energy to store the memory in our body for future manifestations. Either way it is an opportunity, and inevitably you will grow from it.

As we enter into our cocoons, we come face to face with none other than our very own selves. Do you enjoy spending time by yourself? There are no wrong decisions as such, it is merely a question of whether we enjoy the experience of our Life or not. If not, it would be wise to find a way to do so. Enlist the Services of others for clarity or re-direction, or simply find information such as the Law of Self to get you focused into living in a new perspective of Life.

Personally coming from a world where I was taught to follow the path of avoidance, I am living proof that anyone can change and re-wire themselves to experience life from a perspective of choosing (Self)Love over Fear. There are no wrong decision (and don’t let anyone tell you there is!) – there are only decisions made from (Self)Love and decisions made from Fear, and so we create bad and good experiences based on the initial intent put into your actions. Only you can know this Truth for you. Another person’s reasoning and judgment will have no bearing on what you do so long as you are consciously acting from a space of (Self)Love. At the end of the day the only One we must face is our own Self – the spark of our own Light within. if you actively choose to vibrate to Love you will prepare yourself to receive this gift, which is only achieved in your present. 

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~IG~

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Life Lessons and Harmonic Reflections

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There is no meaning assigned to anything, it is always what we make of it. If you are the observer, you are now responsible for your observation. I suggest exploring it, rather than blocking it from happening, or keeping yourself from feeling it’s effects. This is your gift – a forgotten piece of yourself coming home to you! These experiences are here to serve us. When did we stop Knowing and trusting this? Why would we stop our own evolution in its progress? When did we begin playing this game with ourselves where we run away from our natural integration – playing catch me if you can with the Soul? In order to receive our unique instructions from the Divine, we must be self aware beyond the egos realm. Otherwise we will remain a false point of attraction in our very own paradigm.

If we aren’t honest about our human observations, how can we move beyond our previous judgments and begin creating something new? It is likely we will get trapped in them and begin re-creating those same circumstances ourselves. For learning purposes, of course! The reflection ‘out there’ has no choice but to give you an honest reflection of yourself ‘in here’. If you aren’t being real with yourself, never fear, the Universe is here to re-mind you! And it’s always accurate.

The Force – The Space Between Polarities

How you treat others is always relative to how you treat yourself.

How you treat yourself is always relative to how you treat others.

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“They do not understand that what differs agrees with itself;

it is a back-stretched connection such as the bow or the lyre.”

Heraclitus

It’s been right in front of us the entire time! There are no secrets in this holographic reality. Only a choice to look at both sides or to a-void validation of Truth. Just because you choose not to observe The Force, does not mean it does not exist. We have been programmed to see the duality in our world rather than through the Higher Eye of Unity. We can hide behind the dualities that our split mind has conceived, but Truth comes via Unity consciousness, AKA The Bigger Picture. Make the most of your Reflections, stretch yourself to see the Correspondences from within and from without, and make peace with yourself at last.

What came first the chicken or the egg? They are simultaneous. So then depending on where you are standing, you could prove either reality to be true. And so they both came first.

There is no true separation from The One to The Other, only a different mask.

~IG~

The Space Between – Dave Matthews Band

You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love
The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like ‘Will it rain today?’
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted game we play

We’re strange allies
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain

Will I hold you again?
Will I hold…

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don’t take this ship down

The Space Between
Where you’re smiling high
Is where you’ll find me if I get tickled
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I’ll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into…
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
‘Cause we’re walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here
The Space Between
What’s wrong and right
Is where you’ll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we’ll fill with time
The Space Between…

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Right Willed

Free will is mostly an illusion – you can choose to model this and bridge Heaven and Earth:
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Or you can choose not to. You are free to extend your experience as long as you want. You will still come back around and move through whatever it is you were avoiding in the first place. The patterns and cycles repeat until we become righteous in our awareness. “You” meaning, a person, a community, a corporation, a family, etc.

Divinely, something is ‘Right’ when one’s integrity aligns with their free will.

~IG~

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My Re-Birth in Tikal ~ December 2012

This is the most recent of my many defining moments – I thought that it would be a good place to start. In time I will be adding more as I filter through my memory banks of illnesses and experiences and find a final resting place for them all here; where hopefully they can inspire others to gain their knowledge through me, and make better choices to flow through their own experiences more flawlessly. It is time to Lighten the load And we all have a story to share! Here is my story about Tikal, December 2012:

Tawnya’s Story

Paul and I manifested a trip to Tikal. Magically, about three weeks before we left – it just all fell together. The money came together for it and so we booked. We decided we would go for Dec 12 (which is what my guides told me – that I needed to be in Tikal for: ONE ceremony on Dec 12), and not necessarily for 7 Fire Ceremonies with Mayan Elders and Shamans for 7 days that we were also planning for. It was exciting. A couple of days before leaving I got this intuition that we were supposed to hold some kind of ceremony together – and we both verbally agreed to this. As we continued packing, our guides were giving us some interesting things to pack – the most interesting was the huge blade that Paul almost didn’t get across the border. Until Dec 15, we did not know just how important of a component this knife would become.

The night we were leaving we both caught my daughter’s cold. I was feeling horrible and something inside me was a little hesitant about going feeling so yucky myself, and with my daughter not being well also. Either way after much internal struggle, we left and made the last stop at the corner store before we got on the Robert Q Airbus. So I get out at the store and I could clearly hear my guides talking as I am at the cash about to ask for a carton of cigarettes. I kept getting the same thing ~ ‘you only need 2 or 3 packs..’, which of course made me panic a little bit knowing I was going away for ten days! So I bought one carton + one pack lol..just in case!

We boarded our little bus and headed for the airport. Getting across the border from Canada to get into Detroit was the next step. We did get hassled quite a bit at the border. From the knife, to the sage, to the essential oils that were packed. I am sure they thought everything we had was….interesting! They questioned us thoroughly, and we stuck with the reply – ‘we are going to the JUNGLE!’ We waited on the bus for a bit to hear back from them after they took our stuff inside their facility. They came out and said they made a decision that even though they are not supposed to allow a blade that big enter their country, that since they saw our itinerary and we were going straight to the airport and wouldn’t have access to our luggage while in their country – that they would allow us to keep the blade. And all of our other stuff. Amazing things happen when the Divine is at play.

It was a long day of traveling. Our second flight was delayed and it was a crowded wait. Quite exhausting actually. Finally we boarded and arrived in Guatemala, and got to our hotel for our first night. We stayed in Guatemala City and it was a rough experience. Both of us were not feeling well and we were pretty tired after our previous two flights. When the cab finally pulled up at our hotel, I saw someone pushing a huge wheelbarrow FULL of oranges. It looked so scrumptious! I was so tempted to go and get one, but I saw Paul and the driver already across the street, so I didn’t bother. Perhaps one aspect in a chain reaction that I could have avoided. There was a reason those oranges were right there and caught my attention as they did! Either way I didn’t speak my truth not wanting to be a pain, we continued to make our way across the street and went up to our room and went to sleep. I woke up sobbing a few times during the night. Each time I woke up crying and saying it was for my Mother..only not necessarily my Earth mother. It was very emotional and I was still sniffling and coughing, struggling to shake this cold. The next day we stayed in the hotel room most of the day, just trying to get our strength back. Unsure about the food and water and really not nourishing ourselves so well, it was finally time to go to the airport to catch our flight to Tikal. We arrived in Tikal the night of December 11, 2012. We were informed that we had to be up for 4am to make it to the driver to get into Tikal the next day. This would be the only bus that would be going from our hotel. So we ate and I hurried and used Rose’s computer (this is a wonderful new friend we met!) that she was so kind to share with me. I contacted my mother to let her and Alecksandria know that we made it there, that we were alive and that we wouldn’t be able to come in contact too much more as we did not bring any technology ourselves.

So we went to bed and got up – early. At this time my cold was feeling better although I had a nagging cough and Paul was still not entirely up to par either. When I brushed my teeth that morning, I had a mouthful of blood! When we went downstairs to grab some fruit before leaving, I shared this oddity with Rose and she told me I needed Vitamin C or Zinc, and that she had some Zinc. I opted to drink a rose hip tea when we got back from Tikal that evening. So we left for Tikal for Dec 12 festivities! I was elated. We went on a little hike and walked into where Tower 1 and Tower 2 were and I was completely overwhelmed with emotion. I choked it back for a moment and then just allowed the emotion to pour right through me. I was in tears on the ground and didn’t have any idea ‘what’ was taking over me. In the midst of my crying scene, behind us we see many, many people entering where we were standing. They were all walking up to the Towers and falling onto their knees making offerings and praying. Then we realize that they are setting up for ceremony – wow – I guess THIS was the ceremony I had to be there for on Dec 12 2012! No need to search at all – this was definitely Divinely aligned!

Tikal - Tower 1

Tikal – Tower 1

Tikal - Tower 2

Tikal, Tower 2

We were informed that we were not allowed to join in the ceremony, however, we could observe. How incredibly honored I was that I got to witness this! So as they set up, we took some time to explore the grounds a bit. The ceremony was quite beautiful. It was in Spanish and even though I had no idea what they were saying – the resonance hummed like a thread through my Heart. All of the Shamans were on their knees throughout ceremony walking around, giving offerings, and even dancing like this at times. Near the end of the fire ceremony they came over to all of us that were witnessing, and told us that we were now free to join in dancing around the circle with them. I hesitated, but our friend Rose urged me to join in, and I went with her. After a good ten minutes of dancing and celebrating the closing of ceremony, all of a sudden a HUGE rain cloud came and put the fire out. Everyone cheered because the rain held off long enough for ceremony to finish. And it rained for quite a long time! And everything was sooo muddy – and cold. When it finally let up a few hours later, we came out of our little shelter we were sharing with many others, and got back to our little bus just in time to make it back to the hotel.

And it pours!

And it pours!

Our rain shelter

Our Rain Shelter

So later that night, I was eating dinner with our now rapidly expanding group at the hotel. The rest of the guests started arriving for the Fire Ceremony events we all signed up for. As the others came in there was one girl in particular I began speaking with; A Mayan lady that is named Maya. As we were talking she said that her teacher had a horrible day. When I asked why, she said she was in Tikal for ceremony this day as well. She proceeded to tell me there were MANY ceremonies that day, but that only ONE fulfilled prophecy. Her teacher spent his entire life preparing for this day, and his ceremony got rained out before the fire was even completely lit, but that prophecy was still fulfilled by those who held ceremony in between Tower 1 and Tower 2. She also told me that at that ceremony their focus was to give the power back to the Feminine, and that this reality was supported by the Universe because it did not get rained out. The ceremony was completed, and then the rain came. So now I see that somehow, Divinely, I did end up exactly where I was supposed to be on this one and only day I was guided to be in Tikal. Understanding this, I took leave and went to bed, without drinking a rose hip tea..or taking any Zinc!

Dinner Area

Dinner Area

The next day, Dec 13, Paul and I were to fulfill our agreement to hold a little personal ceremony together. I guess being there in Guatemala, not feeling 100% well still and with lots of new people arriving at the hotel, we got a little side tracked and didn’t follow through with ceremony we committed to (mental note from here on out – when you make a deal with Heaven – you follow through!!!!). Either way, this was our first day ‘off’ from traveling and from ‘doing’ anything. And we really embraced the opportunity to relax and attempt to rejuvenate ourselves fully for the next 7 Fire Ceremonies in the week ahead! The day slipped by and we went to sleep early to prepare for the day ahead of us.

That night I dreamt of my mom with two other ladies we know. They came there to Guatemala with us in our beautiful hotel room. We were talking and having a great time. Then all of a sudden they were down by the beach. I was excited about something and went down by the water to talk to them. When I got there, they were all ignoring me. I would talk and then they would begin talking as if I wasn’t there at all. In my confusion I suddenly see that I am back at home in Canada, with my daughter Alecksandria! And she says ‘Come on mom!’ And takes me back to the beach in Guatemala outside of our hotel room ~ and voila! I am no longer invisible!! I was able to speak and communicate with everyone, and continued doing so as if nothing ever happened, only my little girl was there with us now! I had no idea that this was going to be so prophetic concerning what was to come in my re-birthing experience ahead.

December 14 was the first actual day everyone got together and met with the Shamans and such. A day of learning and workshops, definitely right up my alley! I woke up not feeling very well at all. It was hot in the room so I turned on the air conditioner at night, and I ended up in major cold sweats a few times, and really felt I needed to stay back and rest, since the night to not prove to be too rejuvenating. I was a little bummed out but nonetheless, I really felt I needed to honor myself and stay back. Paul went to the teachings that were held at the hotel that day and brought lunch and dinner to the room for me to eat. By evening we both thought that perhaps I would be better the next day so I could go to the first Fire Ceremony. when 4am came and it was time to get ready for the 1st of the 7 fire ceremonies, I was even worse than the day before. I doubt I really looked all that bad at the time, but I just felt horrible! A deep inner exhaustion. And I opted to stay back, encouraging Paul to go so that at least one of us got to be apart of it! The first ceremony was for the root chakra. Each ceremony and location was chosen for specific reasons and resonances.

I had a really rough day that day! By the time Paul got back I was very short of breath and not able to really get out of bed since I was feeling so weak. When Paul came into the room, he was surprised at how he found me. He took care of my ever growing list of needs and provided me with water and nourishment. Did I mention the whole week he was running up and down a plethora of stairs to get to our room? Nonetheless, by this point – I am really scared and not too into eating, I am sure this was alarming to Paul as well. My lungs were just so heavy and I was so sore from coughing, it felt like my entire body was collapsing on itself. I even surprised myself with the notion that I actually wanted a doctor. Had I been in Canada, I would surely have opted for a doctor even though I would not entertain one for any other incident for a many, many years. Paul talked to some of the people there and got in touch with the translator (neither of us speak Spanish) and he comes back and tells me there are two options – the first of which I was very open to lol. 1. The lady who organized this group had a husband who was a doctor; but I would need to get to a public hospital (which was NOT clean and we did not have health insurance) and it was three hours away. I could get there by bus, but by this point my breathing is very taxed, my fever is smoking hot, my ribs are so sore I can hardly get out of bed, and i don’t realize it but i have an incredible ear infection ~ it was just too much to register all at once! There was no way I could make it on a crowded bus for three hours in my condition! Either way i am choking on phlegm and not able to cough it up because my ribs were already so bruised. 2. My second option was to go about a mile down the road to a 73 old medicine woman. And I also knew I couldn’t even make it that far. I was feeling very desperate and scared and three times before Paul left to go to the medicine woman (without me), I wished death upon myself. It was just getting to be too much. I said I would use his knife to slit my wrists if I could get up to get to it. Paul took the knife with him when he left. While he was gone, I was visited by the Angel of Death and the Angel of Life. One Being, split into two separate manifestations before me. The Angel of Death gave me an option – ‘Enter back into illusion and your pain will be gone instantaneously’. You can only imagine how appealing this was to me! The Angel of Life said to enter into True Reality I must continue to suffer until I am sufficiently cleansed. And that none of this was a ‘punishment’. This was a natural occurrence as I now understand it due to my own disregard for really treating my body as a temple throughout my life and other ancestral/genetic links. Talk about undoing the undo-able! So again, the Angel of Death was still quite appealing with my present state of Being and mental functioning. And then I see another vision of my daughter’s face. She starts moving towards me, talking to me and telling me to ask more questions. So I look at the Angel of Death and I ask him what it means that I will ‘go back into illusion’? And I instantly understand that it means FORGETFULNESS. Back into the incarnational cycle. Or out of Physical Reality as I know it until I am ready to enter back into Physical incarnation with a new body/vessel. In the meantime I would be able to communicate with my daughter, but not feel her and hug her ever again! And the communication would be nothing more than impulses that hopefully she would stay connected enough to be able to tune into. Kind of like the relationship I have with my own guides – and we are all seeing how clearly this existing pattern has worked for me (not!). That just didn’t seem like such an appealing reality anymore ~ standing by having Alecksandria ignore me just as I have ignored my own guides! I have worked sooo hard in this lifetime to get to the point I was at, there was no way I was going to lose it all again AND not be able to be physically close to my little girl. I have a very deep understanding that this little girl is an earth angel in physical form and has quite literally saved my life just because of her very presence in my world. My little guide. So I choose the Angel of Life and I choose to continue to suffer to allow myself to get through this cleansing process. I put it all in me, surely I can handle it coming out – afterall – we are only given as much as we can handle. I take some moments to pray for the most gentle process and for it to continue with ease and grace. At this point I have no idea how much time has elapsed, all I know is that I am speaking aloud and coming to the realization that I am all alone in this room saying, “I choose life..I choose life…I choose life…”over and over again. My breathing is quite shallow and I am freezing in cold sweats again and I swear I was smelling hot dogs on the campfire outside as Paul comes through the door. I knew that to authenticate this decision to stay in this vessel that I call my body, something significant should be done. So I threw out the entire carton of cigarettes as a commitment to my wellness and to solidify the decision to choose Life. Paul was unpacking the cactus leaves, roots and tree bark. And then followed the directions this beautiful herbalist shared with him. He first had to ‘flip my fever’. This was accomplished by getting cold cloths and putting them under my armpits and at the same time putting my feet into very hot water. Soon enough my body began to balance out and my cold sweats went away – for the moment at least. We still do not know how high my fever actually got over those few days. Once the fever was balanced Paul cut open the cactus leaves and put them on my feet so that it would absorb my fever if it wanted to resurrect itself, and he moved onto making tree bark and jungle root teas! The big blade that I was imagining cutting my wrists open with before choosing Life, was coming in very handy in this healing initiative! I attempted to eat some food but really it took too much out of me to even chew. This became a theme, mostly eating small amounts of fruit for the next few days – along with jungle juices and teas that Paul made for me.

Leaves...

More Leaves..Roots...

Leaves and roots that Paul brought back to make the remedies and teas that healed my lungs!

Sadly, neither of us made it to any other ceremony while on this trip. After a couple of days Paul needed to go replenish the supply with the herbalist, Maria. And we were running very low on VIcks vapour rub (this stuff was a hot commodity, and my best friend)! I was still feeling way too weak to make it there. I definitely felt I had more strength, but still did not have enough energy to make it THAT far. And my breathing was entirely too shallow. There were some moments that I didn’t know how it was possible that I was taking in enough oxygen to be able to sustain myself. But somehow I did. Perhaps only because I didn’t have anyone around that witnessed it otherwise..? I was blessed to eventually have two Shamans (husband and wife) come to the room and help me. She was a reflexologist and also used oils to assist me in clearing this up. And truly the reflexology gave me such great relief, even if for a short time, it was a welcome break from the constant agony I was in. The next day I decided it was time to somehow make it to Maria’s. After walking to the front of the hotel, we ended up hitching a ride with some people. When I first arrived at her home I just hugged her. I told her she was the lady that was about to save my life and I told her I loved her and thanked her profusely in advance. Of course, she speaks Spanish so did not understand what I was saying, however, I am sure she felt the gratitude through our heart connection. She heard me still coughing and told the translator that I had too much air in my lungs. This seemed like a very odd suggestion to me, air seemed like a good thing for lungs to have, especially since mine felt filled with water, rather than with air! But I knew I was to trust this lady, that this was Divinely orchestrated and that *somehow* there was going to be a big gift in this if I could just keep a decent perspective active. So I surrendered and allowed her to work her magic. And so she did. She used the cupping technique on my lungs as they do in Chinese Medicine. This made all the difference in the world. I could breathe again! I mean – my ribs were sore but I could breathe again!!! I didn’t feel compelled to cough! As I was silently celebrating my relief, Maria was putting some of her herbal/alcohol concoction into my left ear. Not realizing that I still had a long way to go to get this healed, I was a bit overzealous in attempting to walk back to the hotel. As we stood up – it was like my entire circuitry was re-set – in one flash I was drenched in sweat! I was suddenly in the middle of blacking out while attempting to remember where there was a seat on her front porch so I could shift there and sit down. After finding my way back to the present reality, we decided a ride would work much better for the time being, and took some remedies back to the hotel with us courtesy of Maria.

Mending My Left Ear

Mending My Left Ear

So now we are down to December 19th I believe – it is definitely one big blur at this point. Maria sent us home with many new healing ‘goodies’.  Now the focus was to support my lungs and my poor bruised ribs, but mainly to heal whatever infection was in my ear. I thought this would have been the easier part, having gone through so much already. Nonetheless I was grateful to only have to really focus on healing the ear..until it got so painful that I couldn’t stand it. It was pure agony and I had no such ‘pain reliever’ of course. This was an entirely different pain then what I had just experienced. Not having ear infections for many, many years, it is amazing how I forgot about how much this hurt! I could understand why as a child when I had ear infections my mom was so quick to take me to the doctor! No such options in this place. So I moved through it. I got up in the middle of the night pacing the room back and forth, literally banging my head against the wall. I kept asking myself endlessly – ‘what do I need to learn from this’ and doing Ho’oponopono over and over again. The days and nights blurred together at this point. I know the beautiful shaman and her husband continued to come and check up on me daily – sometimes twice a day. For this I was extremely grateful. Her visits always brought great relief through reflexology. The things this woman could tell me about myself by looking at my feet completely AMAZED me. It also brought back the memory that I used to want to be a reflexologist! Because others criticized this desire I shut it down and I stayed a restaurant manager longer rather than following what I really wanted to (I so wish I knew about the Law of Self back then!). Having this memory resurfaced through this experience, I could definitely get back onto this path! Knowing this brought me great joy, as I knew I had to be on the mend to be able to be given any kind of these clues of what to do once I am actually healed of this. The Shaman told me to express myself and not hold things in and I have been doing just that since then. That night I asked Paul to sit down and he sat for hours and listened patiently, as I spoke of every ‘secret’ that could have possibly NOT been expressed throughout my lifetime. Whatever came to my head – I spoke of freely. I am sure it caught him quite off guard, but he was a great sport and took it all in stride. This assisted me greatly since I needed to release some of this emotion that was stored inside this wound.

So the next few days were touch and go. My lungs and ribs feel better by the hour. My ear, slow going – I still have absolutely NO hearing in my left ear at this point. Paul suggests each day for me to get out in the sunshine, and that alone felt like such a huge feat. But with Paul’s assistance I did get out to the water to sit on the dock a couple of times, which truly just felt wonderful. But much of the time I felt I just wanted to cocoon in our room. Save my strength to get home. I brought my old Iphone which I was using to take pictures and such, and realized I had some home video with my daughter on it. This brought me incredible strength and joy. What a gift! A spark was ignited that was dormant since falling ill.

Tawnya, Maria and Paul

Tawnya, Maria and Paul

We are now just a couple of days away from leaving and it seems my ear is not really getting better at all. We have two wonderful ladies down the hall from us and they give me some pain reliever. Oh was I in Heaven – I felt like a drug addict – I wanted MORE. Almost each night I was up all night long with my ear pounding. I am worried since I know that if something doesn’t shift soon with my ear that I will not make it home on time for Christmas. Don’t get me wrong, after everything, I would be happy to be at home at all, even if it was later than Christmas. Paul worked on switching our flights, which surprisingly, once he found a phone to use and got to call, was easy. No hassle. We put our flight out of Tikal off for another day, and canceled out one other night in Guatemala City, opting to stay where we were another night instead. So this means we have three flights to catch to make it home in one day – December 24. In the meantime I am very leery about flying with my ear feeling how it was. I was totally unsure about what to do. So the night before we take off I pray for an answer. And I woke up with the word “Sinutab” on my mind! My ear was pretty sore so I took the second last pain reliever and I tell Paul about Sinutab. As we are picking up some fruit for the trip to the airport one of the girls from down the hall says, ‘Here – you need this – it’s Sinutab’. Of course I couldn’t believe my ear since I just woke up with exactly this on my mind. I gratefully received it and thanked her. She gave me enough to get through the flights, and I still had ONE super duper pain reliever I was saving for a crucial moment, if one should arise. Once we got to the airport, I decided to take the Sinutab to relieve some of the pressure in my head. Thankfully I did, however I was feeling rather drugged. The flight into Guatemala City went well. To be honest, all three flights went well – in all of my waking moments that day I just prayed to sleep through each flight like a baby. And so I did.

After three flights and a 1.5 hour ride home on the airbus, it was into the wee hours of the morning when we arrived. I was experiencing a moment that I did not know if I would make it home to see and live through. It was cold. But I was on Canadian land! I knelt down to just touch the ground feeling honored to actually be home. Finally. I had fantasized about this moment for what felt like lifetimes. Of course feeling so close, but not close enough yet, I was entirely eager to get home and hold my little girl in my arms.

Coming in the door at home was a very strange and euphoric homecoming. Everything was totally surreal. My mom was on the main level waiting – not hearing from us since that very first day we arrived in Tikal. They too had a hard time while I was gone, both being very sick with some strange cold/bronchial thing as well. Either way I hugged my mom and tears streamed down my face – they both knew something was not ‘right’ with our trip most of the time we were gone. Relieved, I quickly went upstairs to wake my little angel up and to let her know that her mommy made it home to be with her for Christmas. I could have held her in my arms for an eternity. And maybe I did. I couldn’t even speak. I was so paralyzed with emotion. The only thing I could do was hug her and cry. The very best Christmas gift – EVER.

After getting home, there was still a lot of healing and self nurturing to be done on my part. I was completely frail since I had not eaten much. Some of the teas I had were for kidneys and such so I definitely continued with this. I decided to not see a doctor. I figured if I had lived and come to this point without one, I surely could finish the process on my own. I took ibuprofen to take the edge off of the pain for nearly a couple of months. I worked so thoroughly with all of the emotions that came up. And there were A LOT of them. Smoking, I realize now, quite literally stuffed my emotions so that I wasn’t speaking the true depths of my own Truth – I was barely scratching the surface. I did this for many years. And through this healing process many of my own perceptions, of Self, and of the world, have also changed. They have been uplifted and held to a higher integrity then I could have recognized before making this change and having this experience. Truly so many wonderful things did come from this trip. I am still making better choices for myself and smoking cigarettes is like Ancient History for me. That is HUGE. Any cravings that did come up, I pushed through them all with the focus of this website. Talk about finding something to do to busy your hands! It has definitely been a long process I have gone through – an intense cleansing process, cutting out different foods and substances (salt is no longer an extra food group in my world either!) and allowing my body to really flow again, and to also feel supported. I stopped wearing an underwire bra as a daily staple (for the most part I can honestly say I had a bra addiction – I thought it felt comfortable!) as I now understood how this definitely contributed in clogging my lymphatic system and to some of this sickness I had to move through. And through this experience – allowing this natural cleansing process, I could truly feel and understand what was happening in my body on a very deep level. As I made adjustments I was able to be still long enough to notice my thoughts and perspectives changing as I changed my focus in my life. Witnessing the Universal Laws take effect all around me as I surrendered to this process has only served to strengthen my connection and my faith in the Path that I have chosen.

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Re-posted from http://www.ayamjourneys.com/#!our-story—tikal/cpch.

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Is This MY Reflection?

There are so many wonderful observations given in this quote below, however, I feel it is largely distorted as a whole explanation. Here are my thoughts to expand upon this foundation that was set up by Doe Zantamata…

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The mirrors are always reflecting both ways where humans are concerned, here in duality. When we talk about single reflections, we are talking about manmade mirrors! Our organic, human mirrors are much more dynamic than this! The “Law of Mirrors” and the Law of Reflection are two very different things, and mixing the two up, or calling them the same thing is dogmatic at the very least. When you hear one side of any story, organically, you are apt to have lapses in knowledge and understanding (and we have had enough GMO haven’t we??). When there is more than one person involved, Truth is only known when both of these sides come together to form a foundation for truth to reside within. Otherwise, it is just dogmatic hearsay based solely upon one person’s beliefs, which is fine, but it’s not Truth. Those stories, or subjective truths, that were once claimed as one’s own truth, evolve and change over time. As our emotional wounds and feelings of victimization begin to heal, the stories we tell ourselves and others also shift and alter. I am not attempting to sit on a pedestal and discount that which has been reflected to me, and for me. I am no different with the stories I have told and healed beyond – it is a human tendency.

The best thing for all of us to do is to look at the reflections in others that we are afraid to see in ourselves. Afterall, it’s the only reason it’s ‘out there‘, acting out in front of us to see it. We must be careful not to project the dark aspects of self that are being mirrored to us solely onto the other to avoid dealing with them in ourselves. To me, this is the essence of self sabotage. The mirrors are there for you as much as you are there for them! Listen keenly and be aware – what is being reflected are aspects of all involved, as the Law of Attraction always brings this truth. Even if we hide it from ourselves, since no matter how hard we try to cover anything up the Universe always knows and reveals. Naturally, Like attracts like. Always. And I am not speaking of what is merely visible to the physical eye. We have sayings like: birds of a feather flock together to gently remind us of this truth. Generally, the reflection that you most want to dismiss as ‘not you’, is your most valuable asset reflecting back to you your own issue that you have hidden from yourself. Now is the time that all is coming to the surface to be healed. We can continue to play smoke and mirrors with ourselves and satiate the collective ego by shifting our awareness away from what really matters, or we can pioneer new pathways and teach our children to empower themselves with a well rounded awareness and self responsibility.

Remember to love and honor your mirrors, even when it is not what you deem to be your pretty side that they are reflecting. Keep in mind that it is always an aspect of you, or it would not be in your awareness. In no way am I suggesting anyone stay in a situation that they are not happy or fulfilled in. Rather, honor it by taking the lesson and becoming better than that which was reflected. Since what you put out IS what you get back, reflect back into your life to a time when perhaps you have made someone else feel this way, or even silently judged someone behind their back. This is how we create true resolution for our Soul. As long as we deny the reflection as our own, we will stay in perpetual cycles of victimization and a lack of love and empathy for your very own True Self. By negating our reflections as Divine and inclusive within our world, the essence of self responsibility and ergo, your own Mastery is lost – somewhere in time.

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We all make our choices, which cause others to make their own choices. We are all responsible for our choices and the effect, or the reflection that they bring back to us. At the end of the day, It’s silly to give your power away by blaming someone else for the effect you created in your own life! Cause and Effect. Be grateful for all of the mirrors that are reflecting to you the truth of which you put out there, somewhere, back in time.

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Holy Shift!

When you experience big shifts in your life on any level, in essence many veils or illusions have been removed and you will then begin to perceive the world quite differently. Whenever this happens to me I have a tendency to become very introspective.

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{Enter observer mode}

This has become quite a natural tendency for me at this point, knowing just how different life can be depending on how we choose to  witness our reality in each moment. Each time these shifts occur I tend to go over any of the key notes in my life, and re-view them again with new eyes. This is in essence a mode of conscious time travel. Every time you remember something you are actually time traveling to another time and space – to re-member, or re-join that experience again. We just do it so often that we take for granted how powerful this one act is! Memory is indeed a powerful tool. In re-viewing the important points in our lives, we are able to see a bigger picture of our own reality, and our role in it, thus enabling ourselves to make more responsible and uplifted choices. Without this we will not be able to allow ourselves to actually see the patterns and cycles that make up our world, playing out right before our very eyes. The further back into time that we take our memories to, the more of our personal freedom will be achieved. When we are able to comprehend the greater picture and then choose to share this vision with others, we are able to do better than any of our past experiences have allowed for, individually and collectively. Information is power. One way or another ~ our cycles and patterns repeat! These cycles and patterns are the foundation of each of our stories. What actually changes is us. Our thoughts, our choices, our actions and re-actions, and the overall responses we choose to foster. The blueprint stays the same, it is the use of our free will that changes the entire program. It is you that alters the outcome through your free will. You have the opportunity to consciously go back over your entire life to gather those blocked and dormant memories simply through re-observation of your own experiences and a simple change in perspective. By doing this you will live a more empowered life as the wheel continues to go around. You will begin to consciously create your Now moment through your own experiential wisdom!

When you are again empowered you will find that instead of re-acting the circumstances of your life, you will respond to create new and improved pathways to your highest Destiny – the uplifted version of your reality. If one thing shifts in your life enough for you to take notice, you can be sure that other aspects have shifted as well – it is always a quantum shift, involving many levels of reality. Notice them! Take the time to sit back and notice so that you can have an even greater honor for all of the experiences you have already had. Make the most of your shift so that you can take that Quantum Leap outside of your very own box of limitation.

The work is already done, it is now time to harvest from our own efforts. What gifts will you attain? What will you choose to notice? Ultimately, this is what you will choose to create.

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