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A Moment of Recogniton For Mother’s Day

In this time and on this planet, the collective focus is geared towards logic and compressed finite concepts which leads to a lack of understanding, and ultimately to fear. This creative, heart centered and freedom loving energy that is associated with the Feminine is not something that most people pay too much attention to in our Patriarchal minded world. In fact, in most circumstances the unfortunate goal is the suppression of these abstract and right brained qualities. We have placed far too much emphasis on living up to Masculine ideals, to the degree that it is not at all possible to maintain a balanced reality that honors all things and all people.

In our society, the mother and the role she plays is highly fragmented and deeply undervalued. So much so that females and mothers in most places have confusion over the roles that they are ‘supposed’ to play in their families, in their communities, for their children and most importantly for self, as they continually seek their worth from outside of themselves. As if there was actually a ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ way to be, to feel, to live and to love. We have forgotten our intuition and the inherent goodness that comes from living in the heart. This awareness and subsequent resolution is long past due.

The relationship with one’s mother is akin to the relationship one has to the Goddess. Personally, I place great importance on this. As many of you are aware I spend much of my time mending, nurturing and strengthening this bond and my connection with the Divine Feminine and through correspondence, the one with my own mother as well. One can easily say that this is the foundation and focus of my life. Knowing this, Mother’s Day is deeply significant to me since I am a daughter and I have daughters; since I am a mother and I have mothers; and since I am here pathworking on this planet, doing the Goddess’ work. The Goddess, the Earth and each of our ancestral mothers has provided all of us with nurturing, abundance and unconditional love even under the most adverse conditions no matter what humanity has done to thwart our perception throughout the eons of time, and whether we choose to maintain those illusions or not.

To my own mother: I honor and commend you for the work you have done and in how far you have come in restoring the collective wounds of the Feminine within yourself, and in everything you do. This path is not for the weary and is often an invisible journey no matter how meaningful the steps taken are. Your strength to turn against the crowd and march to the beat of your own drum, your courage to put yourself out there to try new things and find what feels most right for you, your persistence to break down old beliefs and long conditioned ideals within yourself, and your ongoing journey towards greater self love and self care is what I admire most about you. Doing this work has most certainly assisted me in my path, the path my daughters will walk, and whether anyone else in our family recognizes it or not – you have also assisted every single one of them just by being the change. I am grateful to be walking beside you. And I am proud to be your daughter in this life.

Happy Mother’s Day to you, mom, and to the rest of the blossoming goddess’ out there! I am sending my love and respect to each and every one of you.
Blessings,

~I.Goddess~

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Word Play

All-ways Remember:

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LANGUAGE IS LAYERED

What you describe with words is only a fraction of what you are actually revealing. Consciously, you may say one thing with your ego – but look deeper and see what clues you are unconsciously leaving for yourself in the midst of your myopic ego focus.

Living life more deeply in this way will increase the quality of your life since you are gaining more depth and meaning out of every single thing you experience.

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~IG~

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Meditation/Medication

MEDITATION..

MEDICATION..

Those two words NATURALLY sound very similar. Their frequencies are a very close match, and this means they are very close to actually being the same thing, or offering the same thing. And further supporting this, the deeper intention (vowels) match identically. I would suggest that the initial purpose of medication was to get us into alignment to be in meditation. It is marketing and human ego that has kept us busy seeking this alignment from outside of ourselves and thus creating billion dollar industries out of it. I propose the next billion dollar industry will be the industry of SELF!

Adding to this insight, through Divine timing, I came across this:

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Meditation ~ MEDIATION ~ Medication

I am able to see very clearly that if you take out what makes them different, you see how they are alike, or what a deeper Truth is, based on sacred geometry (vesica piscis). Both have the frequency of mediation built into their foundation. The T in meditation adds structure, and the C in medication adds a catalyst to experience new forms of mediation.

Just for the fun of it, I will now define each of these words according to the collective consciousness:

1. Meditation – the action or practice of meditating.

synonyms: contemplation, thought, thinking, musing, pondering, consideration, reflection, deliberation, rumination, brooding, reverie, brown study, concentration;

2. Medication – a substance used for medical treatment, esp. a medicine or drug.

3. Mediation – intervention in a dispute in order to resolve it; arbitration.

synonyms: arbitration, conciliation, reconciliation, intervention, intercession, good offices;

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“Before you medicate – meditate!!! Invest in YOU!”

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~IG~

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The Higher Self Experience

AS ABOVE, SO BELOW

Your computer is to your ego, what your body is to your higher self. To our higher selves, our bodies are the computers. In fact, making this parallel and studying your relationship to your computer, you will have a very insightful tool to clear the way to become one with your higher self in physical form.

Now that we have had the expansive, yet at times limiting experience of using a computer to communicate and relate, the ego has had this higher self experience for itself. Breaking out of our egoic paradigm we now have the ability to turn around and have compassion for the higher self since we are having a parallel experience. Through this awareness a whole new resonance is formed and harmony can be established. Without necessarily being aware of it, every time we are on a computer we are taking on a perspective of the higher self. Having this experience so readily available to us as this time, we have a very high probability that our ego is able to have compassion for the higher self. We have had higher self training without even knowing it! As we clear the space to bridge the coming together of heaven and earth – from within, using the experience from without – let us be aware of who and what we really are!

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“Your computer is to your ego, what you are to your higher self.”

Interdimensional Goddess

Every time you are on your computer you are having a parallel experience, acting out your higher self in physical form. What is your overall relationship with your computer? How do you feel about your computer? How do you feel about the internet? How do you feel about how it all functions? Do you tend to avoid them? Universal Law says you are echoing your higher self’s sentiments!

Happy Discovery,

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~IG~

A special thank you to Paul for being my muse in this discovery xxx

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Recipe For A Joy-Full Life ~ Free Tool

ARE YOU READY TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE?

With practice, these four steps will change your life! They will create a solid foundation at the root of your reality that you can take with you and apply to everything you do! Once you practice these simple steps, you will re-program yourself with habits that work for you. With new information and a new focus, the age of self-limitation can be over!

1. Stay in the NOW.

2. When something feels good – DO THAT!

3. When something doesn’t feel good – stay in your heart and move through it, making choices that bring you closer to something that feels good!

4. Start again.

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Reference for this article: The Law of Self and The Law of Cycles

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~IG~

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Mother Dearest!

This resonates to the core of me. I wish I had the words to explain this so well myself:

“…she always said that I was the problem and that I did this to her ~ that I tore HER down;

“Darlene, you are so critical.”

“Darlene, I can never do anything right in your eyes, I am always wrong”.

“Darlene, there is no pleasing you.”

And overtime I believed that my words, actions and behavior (although I could not figure out what I was doing that was so offending) had eaten away at her self-confidence and harmed her sense of self-worth and undermined any good feelings that she ever had about herself and her accomplishments. I believed everything she said about me. I believed that I was the critical one and that I was the one doing all the damage.

This is the brainwashing; this is what happened that caused me to try harder with her and to try so hard to ‘understand her.’ I tried to reassure her, to soothe her and to be the daughter she always wanted.

And when I started to look at the way SHE treated me in this profoundly dysfunctional mother daughter relationship we had, I became aware that now I was saying some of the same critical type things about her too.  When I started to look at the truth about how toxic our mother daughter relationship was, I felt guilty because I believed that I was being critical of my mother, and I had tried so hard all my life to prove her wrong about me! In the first couple years of my healing process I kept saying stuff like “well in all fairness to my mother, I was not the perfect daughter because of…. And I would list my faults. Just like I was trained to do; I was trained to look at me, always to look at me and my faults and to take the blame. Looking at my faults is not such a bad thing, but the lack of mutuality in our relationship is a ridiculous thing. This started when I was a kid and I had been convinced mostly through the actions and results of those actions at the hands of the adults in my life, that I was the failure and that if I could be different, THEN I would be loved. There was no accountability on the part of the adults!

Today I refer to that thought process as “the spin”. I would spin around and around in my mind about why my mother was justified in her criticisms and judgments of ME which I somehow believed nullified my judgments of her. I could never validate that something really was wrong with the way she treated me, because I was so convinced that I was at least as much of a problem for her as she was for me. I didn’t see how she was “the parent”, or how she expected me to be more responsible for the success of our relationship than she was. I didn’t look at HOW I learned to have a relationship in the first place. I didn’t realize that my self-esteem was never put in place because my parents didn’t put it in place. I didn’t consider for one minute that the truth was that it had been up to them to give me a healthy emotional foundation in the first place.  I had learned to LOOK at myself in a critical way and to never look at anyone else in a critical way. There is something really warped about that.”

And this is one hits home as well:

“…statements like “Oh you think you are so perfect” or “sorry I’m not perfect” are actually deflections meant to make me believe that the problem was my “unreasonable expectations” of her; I picture my mother as wearing wonder woman type shiny wrist cuffs to deflect the statements I made to her, BACK on to me. She didn’t hear me, she had no intention of listening to me, she just found a way to put the responsibility of our relationship back on me.”

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As long as there is dysfunction that is denied to heal within the relationship (equally on BOTH parts) the cycle will continue because that is all they know. The person who is not willing to heal their own role in the drama is so solid in their old script that they don’t allow for the other to heal their part in the story, and then continue to cry victim to what they created and continue to perpetuate. Vicious cycle. Someone wise once told me, the fish stinks from the head..!

This post was inspired by – Toxic Mother Daughter Relationships when Mom says You are the Problem.

~IG~

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The Child Within

I will begin this post by linking you to my last post, which is the first installment titled “A Tip For Manifesting Benevolently“.

IT IS TIME TO GIVE YOUR CHILD A VOICE

What did you receive when you were a child? We always talk about the wounded ego, but what did you receive that was benevolent as a child? Did you receive Love? Stuff? Freedom? Structure? Education? Everyone received something. If you can’t pinpoint it immediately, bring yourself into the center of your heart. Give yourself a minute or two once you do. When you feel you are in a state of Love, bring the question to your heart and wait for the answer to come to you. This is your gift. It may come to you in the form of a Vision. Through a Voice. A Knowing. A Sense. Or any combination thereof. Once you have an answer – you can repeat the process and see if there are any more gifts – who knows what our beliefs and the stories we have told ourselves have covered up and hidden from our remembrance. Love will always reveal Truth. Maybe acknowledging this – what we perceived as ‘good’, we will soften the negative association to that which made us who we are today – our past. Our past should be our best friend, yet we run around our day to day lives trying to do anything but come face to face with who we once were or what we once did. In essence, we are running from our own selves. We should be celebrating what got us here, all of it – rather than running from the imperfection we judge and ultimately cornering ourselves into it that which we are running from. What if we chose to consciously balance out the story ourselves, in little ways? That’s all it takes!

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If we are so compelled to remember the bad things – why not challenge ourselves to remember one good thing for every one bad thing you perceive(d). This would surely create a balanced playing field at the core of our foundation.

~IG~

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Herstory

WHAT IS HERSTORY, YOU ASK?

Herstory is a label for the feminine perspective of our collective stories. We have been ingrained with the masculine perspective of reality – polarized so far out of our natural intuitions with subjective dogmas such as good and bad, right and wrong – that we have nearly lost our connection to not only the Divine Mother, but to the Divinity in our own Sacred Right of motherhood. Each mother has been initiated into the mysteries of Life and Death through the state of Love. And it is she that is most apt to accurately recognize and re-birth this story through her very being. What will the feminine energy of The Age of Aquarius hold for humanity? What will be revealed through the rising awareness of Herstory and the archetypes that connect us through Time?

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Herstory can no longer be ignored. Yes, this is that part of the story that we did not learn in school. That part of our story that occurred before the phrase: “Let there be Light” even existed in scripture. Long before the idea of History was even developed. We are going back to before the times of writing and record keeping, when we shared traditions orally, etching the stories deeply into our cellular memory courtesy of the fires we gathered ’round.

We have been taught who the winners of wars are, and the reasons that dictate this as so. We have been influenced by advertising and marketing campaigns, distracting us from just how close we are to reaching our greatest potentials – from within each one of us. Herstory inspires us to go within; to be not only impeccable, but self responsible with what we have created. Where one loses – we have all lost.

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UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL

Not only am I an individual – I am also a link within my family, my community, my city, my country, my continent and any other label or box you can find. I am suggesting that we take our unified thought processes and stretch them across this globe we call Earth. I am ALL of those things – and you are too. We are many things. When you were born you were given your name, which is consequently your tool kit through this experience of Life. To your mother and father you are a daughter or a son, to your siblings you are a sister or a brother, to a teacher you are a student – we are always changing our roles in our moment to moment interactions with others. Each of those are meaningful in a different way – and you are all of them – and more!

We are all nested within a myriad of scripts and roles we have chosen to enact – as it should be for the greatest breadth of experience and potential Mastery in any given incarnation. You are ALL of these and you carry the potential to consciously or unconsciously fill in a gap and act in  anyone’s stories, in any given moment. We truly are dynamic beings. When we realize that we actually exist within many boxes, we may see that we often shift in and out of them so seamlessly that we don’t even realize that we are doing it. This is something we are constantly doing without trying to do anything at all. We call this kind of Knowing “second nature”.

There exists an untold ‘magic’ we all possess that is so inherent that we don’t even recognize it for what it is worth. Magic. We are magical Beings. Shapeshifters extraordinaire. Take a deep breath and let that really sink in. We are magical Be-ings. This is why it is so important to remain authentic within the changing momentum of Time. Otherwise, just what kind of magic are you creating? 

“Shapeshifting requires the ability to transcend your attachments, in particular your ego attachments to identity, and to who you are. If you can get over your attachment to labeling yourself and your cherishing of your identity, you can be virtually anybody. You can slip in and out of different shells, even different animal forms or deity forms.”

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There are so many ways I can dream up to benevolently use this tool that we have now identified as shapeshifting. We can use this awareness to achieve greatness! Let’s explore this idea a little bit.

Have you put yourself in the shoes of The Other? Have you put yourself in the position of those that you were taught were the ‘bad guy’? And if you have, are they really that bad? As bad as you have been told, or as bad as you have told yourself? What can you find in common with The Other? Perhaps if we were looking at this particular perspective of Truth, wars would have been bi-passed and a plethora of innocent people would still be alive today. However, we are where we are. Everything is as it is. As it should be. A perfect reflection for where we collectively stand right now. If we ask ourselves these questions and take these leaps of awareness and allow ourselves to shapeshift to even momentarily become The Other, I know we can tell entirely new stories and create benevolent outcomes – together. Could this be what Herstory is all about? New perspectives open new pathways and allow us to live in and experience new paradigms. Why have we not done this before? Universally it seems to be known –  THE TIME IS NOW!

All too often it just hurts too much to become The Other, and we a-void and divide ourselves in order to self preserve our own ego. But self preserving is not the same as Self preserving. In self preserving we tend to judge and use judgment to shift the focus of that pain onto someone or something else. I identify Self preserving as something a bit more refined and rather than the use judgment which opens the door to gossip about others, I would offer that discernment is used. I am speaking about shifting yourself, rather than shifting the focus when it is not convenient to your own agenda – an acquired art I am still attaining Mastery within. We truly are ALL things and In Self preserving you are going to use your awareness to allow yourself To Be that which you know in the future you will judge (based on your patterns – ancestrally and otherwise), rather than wasting your energy by fighting your actual becoming of all that is. If we are to become god-like; truly balanced beings, you must Allow yourself to become it rather than resist it by ‘Doing’ something. You can see on a larger scale, just why wars have broken out and why we have attempted to eliminate what hurts us. We want to Do something about it so we don’t realize just how much it hurts. Overall we don’t even want to understand why, leaving ourselves crippled with regards to changing the actual pattern. We never really tune into the frequency of our pain, nor that of The Other. In feeling this hurt of The Other, consequently you are provided with the gateway to attaining the freedom from having to continuously carry it unknowingly within ourselves. Rest assured it is always there until we learn to Love it within ourselves, and therefore within The Other – whichever may come first. Remember: Doing is masculine. Being is Feminine. We have been human doings long enough, it truly is time to learn to be a human being – for this is what our label is and most of us don’t live up to it very well. If at this time we are to see and know things from a different perspective, don’t we have stop and Be The Change, as Ghandi said? This involves shapeshifting consciously!

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Whenever I limit myself to existing inside of any one box, without allowing any room to fully immerse within another box even if just for a moment of Time, I become limited by experience. If we are limiting ourselves, don’t be fooled by illusion, it is never ‘just us’ we bring limitation to. We are limiting the entire collective as well. For As Within, So Without. How you feel inside is automatically the pattern you perpetuate. When I was a young child I remember people being proud of having one career and working hard at that one thing for their entire lives. Even as a young child this seemed like a cage to me. Why would anyone want to do that? What if you changed your mind? Or wanted to try something else? Life seemed so limiting and boring at this rate of growth! Apparently I was not the only child asking these questions because as I grew up into a teen in high school, I remember hearing that people averaged a total of 2.4 careers in the span of a given lifetime. As a collective, in a matter of 10 years we had changed A LOT. And the next 15 years after that has of course increased yet again. People are able to take in and process more information in each day, and naturally they begin to crave more experience to create balance in their own lives. Instead of being so single-minded in focus (a product of dualistic thinking), we are becoming unified in focus which allows for any and all experience to become yours in any given moment. No veil exists within Unity Consciousness – The One IS The Other, and The Other IS The One. The Age of Limitation is breaking open to herald the abundant tidings of the Rising Dawn. Herstory will now be told. It is rising within all of us. New choices and new options that we never imagined possible will appear to just fall together. When we let go of resistance and learn how to allow our own becoming, things tend to fall together. When we allow our ego to dictate what needs to be done, things tend to fall apart faster than you are able to put them back together. In contrast, within the simple receptivity of being, we become One again.

In these moments of Time that we refer to as Ascension, you would think that these particular sentiments would hit home for many. As we compare our present explosion of information to previous moments in Time, we may notice some repeating patterns. This is where we, as a collective we can make our mark as a planet within a cosmic frame of reference. One must know both sides of the collective story in order not to repeat it. We can take stories like Atlantis, Rome, Egypt, etc. and other great and mythical civilizations, and compare them to the point we are at on Earth today. It has been said that Atlantis is rising again! We are well into The Age of Information now, and I ask, why did these ancient civilizations fall? Were there any commonalities between them? Unless we alter the content of the patterns by consciously making changes – the same will come of us.

~IG~

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Numerology for November 20, 2013

11 20 2013 – such an interesting day for my world to shift so much! I don’t need to necessarily say what it means – you can look at the pattern and see the synchronicity and if you gave yourself a moment to actually tune into it – you would most definitely FEEL the resonance of the movement and in the flow of the energy this day holds. The final opportunity to learn these lessons regarding the Feminine before the end of this year is Now until the end of this month!
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In the midst of the 11/2 (illumination and partnership) and the 13/4(self expression and beliefs or structures), we even have 20/20 vision! The veils between within and without are thin! 20 also represents lessons and also potential regarding the Feminine and partnerships. Pay attention to what rises and to what falls in your world today! What is it you are seeing with your physical eyes? What is your physical world/feedback system telling you today? Did you align correctly? Is it in flow? What is bringing itself to your awareness today? Is it one thing? Or many things? Weed out the Karma and plant the Dharma!!! What is the Law of Reflection telling you today? What do you still need to work on/ And what have you outgrown but still not detached from? Intend to learn outstanding lessons concerning self, partnership and manifestation.

And so it is.

~IG~

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Decision Time

How do you make decisions? Do you make decisions based on what feels good to you? This, of course, points you into the direction of what feels good to you. Or do you make decisions based on what you do not want to experience? Which would obviously point you into the direction of more of what you do not want to experience. Either way you are creating a box for yourself. The box that feels good is created with (Self)Love, and it turns into a gift containing your present. This box is benevolent and expansive. The other box is created from the energy of resistance and avoidance, and it is contractual, creating discomfort all around you. Eventually this box forces you to become increasingly small and out of alignment with your True Self. One foundation allows you to continue rising up into more enjoyable realms of experience, and the other forces you to start again by repeating unresolved fear infinitely, only offering temporary reprieve from your own Truth.

When you are developing either of these boxes, you are always using your creative faculties. However adept you have become in employing your creativity will set the tone for the reality of your experience to manifest. The more brilliant you are, the more you may fool yourself into believing in your own excuses and diversions away form living in a state of (Self)Love. And so you are always learning and growing adding to your repertoire of personal discovery, precisely receiving reflection of that which you are, everywhere you turn.

In the midst of my musings, I have a vision of a butterfly in a cocoon. What energy are we feeding into our transitory home? What is the reason we are creating it in the first place? Will our ego become trapped in our own protective case of silk? How is this delicate silk woven into our personal fabric of Time?

There is no avoiding anything since no thing is not you. The choice is always ours to choose (Self)Love and integration or to create through fear and further separation. Part of the beauty of the game of Life is that we are not able to escape ourselves, although we may choose to pretend to. The True journey is within. Although ego and the illusion have many deceived, we traverse our outer reality as a means of experiencing the True reality of self discovery, outside of ourselves. Everything we have previously put within Self, is now beginning to appear outside Self – for your learning pleasure. This reflection is our lifeline to self correct, or an opportunity to slow down our own evolutionary momentum, as we use our energy to store the memory in our body for future manifestations. Either way it is an opportunity, and inevitably you will grow from it.

As we enter into our cocoons, we come face to face with none other than our very own selves. Do you enjoy spending time by yourself? There are no wrong decisions as such, it is merely a question of whether we enjoy the experience of our Life or not. If not, it would be wise to find a way to do so. Enlist the Services of others for clarity or re-direction, or simply find information such as the Law of Self to get you focused into living in a new perspective of Life.

Personally coming from a world where I was taught to follow the path of avoidance, I am living proof that anyone can change and re-wire themselves to experience life from a perspective of choosing (Self)Love over Fear. There are no wrong decision (and don’t let anyone tell you there is!) – there are only decisions made from (Self)Love and decisions made from Fear, and so we create bad and good experiences based on the initial intent put into your actions. Only you can know this Truth for you. Another person’s reasoning and judgment will have no bearing on what you do so long as you are consciously acting from a space of (Self)Love. At the end of the day the only One we must face is our own Self – the spark of our own Light within. if you actively choose to vibrate to Love you will prepare yourself to receive this gift, which is only achieved in your present. 

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~IG~

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